Chapter 375: Living and Dying Together
Yu Xiangnian snatched the door out, and Yu Xiangyang said dissatisfiedly behind him: "It's really a bed that can't sleep two kinds of people, you have no conscience like Cheng Jingmo!" ”
Yu Xiangyang casually ate two bites of dinner and rode his bicycle back to school.
Along the way, he always felt a feeling of frizziness in his heart, and he panicked, and suddenly, he turned his head and rode forward quickly.
The days were short, and by the time we got to the door of the bookstore, it was already dark.
He sat on his bike and looked into the bookstore.
There was no one in the shop, and the rows of brown bookshelves looked old and desolate in the light of orange incandescent lights.
Yu Xiangyang couldn't say why he came here.
He made up his mind some time ago that he wouldn't come here to buy books in the future, and he would have to walk around here when he passed by, but now he actually came!
Anyway, he doesn't feel like he can come on such a trip, he is uncomfortable, and he may not be able to sleep well tonight.
He heard a voice from the bookstore, "Wen Qiuning, let's go back." ”
"Okay, slow down on the road."
Yu Xiangyang saw two clerks coming out of the bookstore, and after another ten minutes or so, he saw Wen Qiuning's figure.
Wen Qiuning walked to the door of the store and was about to close the door, when he saw about ten meters in front of him, Yu Xiangyang was sitting on a bicycle looking at the bookstore, he was still wearing a military uniform.
Wen Qiuning hesitated for a moment, walked out, and walked straight to Yu Xiangyang.
Yu Xiangyang didn't expect Wen Qiuning to come out to look for him, and he looked like he avoided him on weekdays.
The two were about a meter apart, one sitting on a bicycle and the other standing straight.
Wen Qiuning said: "Comrade Yu Xiangyang, did the public security ask you for questioning?" I'm sorry, I didn't know they were going to look for you and cause you trouble. ”
Wen Qiuning thought that handing over the guarantee to the police could be used as evidence, but she didn't know that the police would ask Yu Xiangyang for the record.
Yu Xiangyang said: "I'm fine..."
He wanted to ask, are you okay? But after thinking about it, don't ask.
The two were speechless again.
The orange street lamp is not bright, the two of them are some distance away from the street lamp, the light falls on Xiang Yang, and his face is half bright and half dark.
Wen Qiuning clearly saw Yu Xiangyang's side face, with thick eyebrows, a high nose bridge, and no scars were visible where he was burned.
Wen Qiuning didn't see that Xiang Yang came to her on purpose, but she didn't know what to say except for apologizing.
Yu Xiangyang still spoke, he said: "If you need help, you can ask Niannian to tell me or go to our school to find me, I will definitely help if you can." ”
Didn't Yu Xiangyang serve in the army? How can you go to what school?
Wen Qiuning was surprised and blurted out, "Which school are you in?" ”
"Army School."
"Oh."
No wonder I have been seeing him lately, and it turns out that he is also studying at a university in Beijing.
Wen Qiuning said: "Do you still want to go back to school? ”
"Back."
"It's not too early, you can go back quickly."
Yu Xiangyang nodded, "Goodbye." ”
"Goodbye, slow down on the road."
Yu Xiangyang pedaled hard, and the bicycle drove a long distance, and the oncoming cold wind blew his ears almost frozen.
Wen Qiuning was stronger than he imagined, and he was like a nobody tonight.
That's how it should be, no matter what happens, you have to face it bravely!
The frizziness in Yu Xiangyang's heart seemed to have been smoothed out, and he could sleep well tonight.
Wen Qiuning watched the tall back gradually fade away, turned around and entered the bookstore.
Today is December 31st, the last day of the year, and I wish you all the best for the coming year.
When Yu Xiangyang returned to the dormitory, Cheng Jingmo said: "I thought you were found out about buying pornographic books." ”
Later, he asked the teacher to find out that it was Yu Xiangyang who was asked to testify, so he was relieved.
Yu Xiangyang said: "If that's the case, you can't escape!" I'm going to give you out, and you've seen it! ”
Cheng Jingmo said: "You are really a good comrade-in-arms who lives and dies together!" ”
The new year began, and it snowed heavily early in the morning, and it was white.
The more than week-long final exam starts today.
In the current school, the conditions are still very poor, there is nothing in the classroom, and everyone is shivering with cold when they answer the questions.
On the way back to the dormitory after taking a subject, Yu Xiangnian said, "Wen Qiuning, Yu Xiangyang told me about that incident yesterday. ”
"Hmm."
She thought about it yesterday, she was grateful to Xiang Yang, who kept it a secret for her for so long and never told anyone about it.
Yu Xiangnian said: "So I want to ask you, are you willing to donate your skin because he has helped you before?" ”
"No, it has nothing to do with him, I will donate any hero of the Anti-Japanese War. Also, please help me keep it a secret. ”
Yu Xiangnian said sincerely: "You are so noble. ”
Wen Qiuning shook his head and denied, "Everyone is willing to donate, but I just happen to be suitable." ”
Yu Xiangnian asked, "How are the scars on your body recovering?" ”
"It's fine."
"If you don't mind, I'll take a look at it for you, and if you don't recover well, I'll find a way to find Dr. Meng."
"No, you don't." Wen Qiuning said, "You don't have to take it to heart, I haven't planned to find a partner to marry." ”
Yu Xiangnian said: "You can't deny all men just because of one or two bad men. Let's just say that the legal profession chases you, he is definitely a good man, and he will have a good future in the future. ”
"You can't be so pessimistic, the past can't change, we shouldn't stay in the past, the meaning of life is not only learning, it should be colorful. There is a saying that life is not only about the past, but also about the poems and fields in the distance. ”
"The meaning of life?" The corners of Wen Qiuning's lips hooked, and she smiled reluctantly, "I used to think about what is the meaning of my life?" ”
"Growing up, I thought about death countless times, and I felt that my life was meaningless. But when I think that if I die, my mother will not survive, and I feel that living for my mother is the meaning of my life. ”
"It was when I came to school that the teacher taught me the meaning of life. We will do our best to contribute to the society and the country, change the current situation of poverty and backwardness in our country, let the ignorant and ignorant be educated, let the hungry and cold be fed and clothed, and let the people who are suffering from diseases be treated. ”
"I don't want our juniors to live the same life as me, I want to create poetry and distance for them, this is the meaning of my life."
This was the first time Wen Qiuning had said so much.
Yu Xiangnian's heart was sour, the person who erected a high heart wall was finally willing to open a door to her.
At the same time, Yu Xiangnian was shocked by Wen Qiuning's pattern and mind.
She said excitedly, "You think the same as mine!" ”
Wen Qiuning said: "How can I compare with you." I applied for Beijing University at that time, but I just wanted to stay away from that place, and as for the major, I couldn't figure out what our major was for, and I just felt that the admission score of this major was not high, so I applied for it. ”