90. Forgotten things
"Fanya, you specially called me out at this time today, is there anything wrong?"
It's really strange, according to this idiot's habit, she should have come home early every evening - unlike me, although Fanya has no parents, she still has a grandfather who loves her very much, so "home" still exists for her.
Every time I think of her complaining that Grandpa Andergar is too strict with her, I always want to laugh a little...... Unlike most parents, Grandpa Andergar's discipline can be said to be very loose, but when everyone else around him is complaining about his parents, in order to avoid being unsociable, Fanya will always pretend to be bitter and hateful, and pour black water on her grandfather.
She never said it, but I knew it—she did such a boring thing just because she didn't want me to be ostracized. I'm actually a very unsociable person, and Fanya seems to be a lot more cheerful than I am, but she's not very keen on it either. But most people will subconsciously get closer to the relationship between the "sympathetic" people, so that her relationship with those people will become "intimate".
Usually no one comes to talk to me, and I don't pay attention to others, but because Fanya and I have a good relationship, it seems that many people, including adults, think that I am just a shy and introverted girl, and there is only Fanya as a close friend.
Especially when they hear about my background, they almost always make up for it, right?
Forget it, what do these people think of me anyway. It doesn't have much to do with me...... The reason why I came here and met Fanya was only for some small reasons.
"Don't boss with this face~ How good it is to smile!"
"Did you just mean to say these stupid things to me?"
I know that Fania takes care of me. Honestly, I don't hate her either, but this person often says strange things that make me feel overwhelmed - I don't really like unexpected developments.
Especially her smile...... Really, laugh hypocritically like the grown-ups, or laugh silly like the other bear kids, and I don't have to worry about that.
If it weren't for the fact that you're Vanya, believe it or not, I'd slap your face. You can't put on this beautiful smile! It's obviously a tomboy with a wild personality, why do you smile so good-looking......
"Huh, is it stupid?"
I didn't expect this guy to be unexpectedly not frightened by my murderous gaze at all, but actually walked up. He poked his finger in my cheek.
This guy !!!!...... Although it is very popular, there is one thing that cannot be denied, Fanya has a very good talent for learning martial arts. At least I'm completely crushed by her in this regard. Because there is a lot of abuse (abuse). As a result of this situation, I didn't dare to resist in the first place......
Shame and shame!
"Look, that's ...... And then like this...... How cute it looks!"
Fania placed her fingers on either side of my mouth and gently pushed the corners of her mouth up. I don't know what it was, but the skin on my cheeks felt the soft touch of Fanya's fingers, and I forgot to push this stupid person away and let her do this boring move.
Fanya stared at me like this for a few moments before I realized that I was actually forced by her (...... Is there one?) to do such a shameful move!
Even if it's Vania. I won't forgive you for doing this!
"It's ...... It's cute...... Is it?"
Huh?
For what...... As soon as the words came out, it became like this?
Shouldn't I be angry with her? However, this doesn't seem like what it's like to be angry...... Also, the cheeks seem to be a little hot......
"Aoye, you smile so cutely, even if it's for me, smile a lot—I love seeing Aoife's smile!"
Troublesome guy - but I'll say it first! I only laugh because of Fanya, and other times, I don't want to waste my energy on such boring things!
"I can't help you...... Is that so?"
I tried to remember the memory of Fanya's fingers pushing the corners of her mouth just now, and then, somewhat reluctantly, let the corners of my mouth lift slightly—it's really hard, I haven't done such a difficult movement since I was a child. Compared to swinging a sword, this is obviously much more difficult!
It's so hard to laugh......
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Aoife's consciousness recovered from the chaos, and vaguely felt that there seemed to be some soft silk cloth brushing her cheeks, and she opened her eyes in a bit of a daze, and what caught her eyes was a somewhat unfamiliar purple.
It's not Vania......
"Hmm!!" Aophee, whose brain instantly regained his clarity, suddenly propped up his upper body from the bed - just now, was he dreaming? It seems that he dreamed of some annoying stupid person...... However, the first thing I woke up for was thinking about Fanya, I must have fallen asleep!
"Oh yes, are you awake?"
Aisha looked at the startled Aoife with some amusement, but it was clear that the other party was not paying attention to herself yet—which was not normal for an exorcist of her stature. Looking at her previous performance in her sleep, could it be that she was still immersed in her own dreams?
Aisha's voice finally brought Aoife's attention back to reality. After seeing Aisha sitting on the edge of the bed with a smile on her face, Aoife almost subconsciously wanted to make a defensive move, but her hands and feet had just responded to her call when she was suddenly interrupted by a wave of soreness. Aoye snorted, his hands hung down weakly, and he wanted to make a large swing just now, but it directly caused Aoife to be attacked by the pain that came from the backlash.
This sharp pain also reminded Aoiffe of what happened to him before.
"If your condition wasn't that serious, I wouldn't have served you to bed. Aisha looked at the stubborn girl with some helplessness. The action was a little forceful and pushed Aoife down on the bed, "It's rare that I'm so kind, so don't do anything superfluous - enjoy this benefit with peace of mind." You idiot. ”
Good people naturally have to do it to the end, since they have done so much, Aisha simply put aside some worries, and carefully checked and conditioned Aofei's body - this busy work really made Aisha busy enough, after all, she is not a nursing professional. Aisha can easily kill a person. Although saving people is not a problem, she really hasn't done anything like nursing and recuperation.
Among them, she may not be idle. The reason to find something to do is. But in any case, it is also based on the fact that her bad feelings for this girl have dropped significantly.
Anyway, if you keep holding grudges because of some trivial things, it will be too lacking in the bearing of seniors and elders.
"What did you do to me?"
Although there is still a little guard in my heart. But Aoife also felt it. At this moment, this mysterious woman, who has basically never given herself a good look, is taking care of her body, which can be said to be full of holes. For people with active minds, the hypocrisy of contrived is still easy to distinguish, but Aoife does not feel that kind of thing from Aisha's body - hypocrites are because they have plans, and Aisha is almost reckless, so naturally Aoife ponders. There's no way to find out what she's trying to do.
Seemingly, really with good intentions?
This made Aoife a little incomprehensible - hadn't they been having a bad time before?
"You have a tangled face. You've pretty much revealed what you're thinking, little fool. ”
Aisha pulled the quilt up and covered Aoife's shoulders, and Aoife, looking at all this in a bit of a daze, couldn't say anything for a while.
Although every inch of his body from the neck down is not only suffering from the impact of soreness like a tide at this moment, but Aoye also finds that his body seems to be much lighter...... If it weren't for the fact that her whole body was sore and weak now, she would even have the urge to try - to run as hard as she can!
This feeling is as if the weight that has been tied to the feet for many years has been removed, and the body has become much lighter, and the enthusiasm for wanting to move is overflowing.
Very strange feeling.
Aoife never imagined that one day he would be so eager to leave everything behind and run just for the sake of running. Now there is such enthusiasm all over the body, and it constantly reminds Aoife that he wants to run!
"What the hell is going on? What is it for...... Why would I want to run so much?"
Aisha was stunned for a moment, but then she laughed - unlike any smile Aoife had seen before, Aisha's smile this time was genuinely joyful. Rao is Aophee, and she can't help but feel a trace of freshness and warmth because of Aisha's smile.
"It seems to be even better than I expected—you, you, are all tossing and turning, torturing your body with such a good quality foundation! Do you feel it? Now this urge to run is the instinctive joy of your body!"
"Joy?"
"yes. Because of a little fool, it has never experienced the experience of completely relaxing and then doing its best~ Now it is sincerely happy because of the unprecedented joy - for it, it is the greatest happiness to be able to run in the best state and with all its strength. ”
Aoye tried to clench his fist, although it was still sore, but this small movement made Aofei a little surprised-with the action of clenching his fist and then releasing it, a mysterious force, as if it followed the rhythm of the person, in his own body, one by one.
"Take a deep breath. ”
Aisha commanded, and Aoye, who was in a bit of a trance at the moment, also did quite obediently.
Then, something happened to Aoife's surprise - when the fresh air poured into his lungs, and the turbid exhaust gas in it also ran out of the body with his breathing, in the process of exhaling and inhaling, the mysterious force just now actually started from the chest cavity, marched towards the whole body, towards the limbs, and diffused to all corners. Aoife continued to take a few deep breaths, and this wonderful feeling became more and more obvious.
At the same time, Aoife even felt the original desire to run as much as he could. It seems that she has taken root and expanded - now she actually has an urge to spread her wings and fly!?
I don't have wings......
"Do you feel it?
Seeing that Aoye was still looking at himself inexplicably, he could even be said to be a little stupid. Aisha's mood is also excellent. Looking at the originally cunning little slippery head becoming stunned, the pleasure of one of the one-handed operations is not something that ordinary people can experience~
"I don't mean the 'force of nature' or the 'force of life' as the elves often say, it's not something real, it's a relatively abstract idea – but it does exist around every living being. All the beings living in this world can enjoy the light of this life force...... Merely. If you don't look for this light, you won't find it, right?"
Aisha said. Glanced at Aoye lying on the bed with some amusement: "It's impossible to find this strength like the stupid guy who didn't take himself seriously at all." How can a fool who doesn't even love himself find and appreciate the beauty of life? This is the light that can only be experienced by a life that lives seriously. Look at your stupidity. I won't find out for the rest of my life. But considering that in that case, Fanya would be too pitiful, so I will be kind enough to help you - how about it, the first time you face the power of life, do you feel addicted?"
Aoye just wanted to refute, but the feeling conveyed by her body made her still keep her mouth shut.
She's now. Every cell in the body is rejoicing and celebrating. The fullness that overflowed all corners almost made Aoife moan. Undoubtedly, if this feeling could be called an "addiction", Aoife felt that he would rather sink in.
It's horrible.
"That's what it is...... The ...... of every living being Instinct?" Aoife couldn't help but close his eyes, and after a while, he was a little unaccustomed to saying two words that he had barely spoken, "Xie Lu Xie ......"
"Hmm~ I still have some conscience, I didn't chase after me and ask me a series of 'what are you doing'~" Aisha was still very satisfied with Aophe's reaction. It would be a disappointment if she was really like some uninteresting fool who asked Aisha a whole bunch of whywhywhywhys in turn. "I feel like my personality has softened a lot all of a sudden—is it because of the short-term dream buff? Because you have certain dreams, you will become so reasonable under the influence of dreams?"
"What are you talking about!"
When Aoife heard this, he suddenly became nervous.
The previous dream, even if she thinks about it now, is very embarrassed. However, it seems that this mysterious and unpredictable magician in front of her still knows what he says? If she can still see other people's dreams, it doesn't mean that she has seen those things in her past......
Thinking of this, Aophee's cheeks flushed.
"Don't be nervous, I can't detect other people's dreams, so don't worry about dreaming about something embarrassing and I know......" said that, but Aisha's words didn't have the embarrassment of touching Aoife at all, or rather, these words made Aoife even more entangled.
This hazy feeling as if the secret was about to be punctured made Aoiffie very unaccustomed.
"Actually, do you know the Tao? It is impossible for you to comprehend the power of life by relying on me alone - this kind of thing, to put it bluntly, depends on personal consciousness, and even if I can help you forge your heart, my role is very limited...... In the final analysis, it is you who are aware of the beauty of life, and this emotion overwhelms the negative haze that has accumulated in your heart for a long time. That's why I think it's a coincidence - I was just doing this with the feeling of being responsible for Fanya, who would have thought that you would be so 'competitive', and in your dreams, you would coincidentally regain your love for life? Even if it's just a short period of emotion, it's enough. ”
“......”
It turns out that kind of emotion...... Actually, in essence, is it a passion for life?
"Speaking of which, I also have a little curiosity about your dreams - it is hard to imagine that a person like you, who gives people a cold and cunning impression, would show such a helpless expression in his sleep, and keep shedding tears? If I hadn't specially wiped your tears a few times, your appearance now must be no different from that of a little flower cat, right?"
Aophee's cheeks warmed up again.
She glanced at Aisha's hand, and in her hand, she was indeed holding a handkerchief—presumably, the dimly felt feeling of the silk cloth brushing her cheek at the beginning, was Aisha wiping her tears......? I also shed tears because of this......
Why did you dream of memories related to "laughter", but instead I cried in reality......
“......”
Aoife suddenly turned to the side, and his somewhat thin body trembled under the quilt. Seeing this, Aisha only sighed and didn't say anything.
But it seems that even if I helped her wipe her tears a few times before, my pillow is still wet, right?
Aisha looked silently at Aoife's trembling back.
“...... I, I seem to have forgotten a lot of things. After a long while, Aoife took a few deep breaths and said in a flat tone.
"Is it something important?"
"It's important...... Ah, yes, that's something very important to me. Aoife paused, then nodded, and affirmed, "It's something very important—I've forgotten how to laugh." ”
"That's ......"
"Now, can you get it back?"
"As long as you're alive, as long as you have that heart, you'll definitely get it back—I promise. (To be continued......)