19 Chapter 19
After the third day, the nanny's vacation ended, and the Song family returned to its former liveliness.
Because Xin Menglan had high expectations for Song Sining, in order to let Song Sining strive for an early recovery, the Song family invited expert doctors from abroad to treat Song Sining's body.
For this reason, they vacated the fourth floor of the villa and placed those medical instruments worth more than 100 million yuan as Song Sining's rehabilitation medical room.
After giving Song Sining an examination, foreign experts arranged a series of rehabilitation training for him, and Song Sining had to go to training every morning after eating.
Song Sining felt like a fish on the board, at the mercy of others, although he didn't like it, he could only choose to obey in order to recover.
It's that Qi Fangyan doesn't have to serve Song Sining, he is happy and leisurely, and he can't see anyone from morning to night.
At breakfast that day, Aunt Hu stood beside Song Sining and reported to him today's arrangements.
"Young master, this morning from nine to eleven o'clock is leg rehabilitation training, and from three to five o'clock in the afternoon, Doctor Fang will come to do psychological counseling for you."
Song Sining nodded and said to Qi Fangyan, "Qi Fangyan, come to my room at ten o'clock in the evening." ”
Qi Fangyan's hand that was drinking soup paused and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
"Good thing." Song Sining said.
Qi Fangyan raised his eyebrows to look at him, laughed and said, "You? ”
This word shows Qi Fangyan's distrust of the good things in Song Sining's mouth.
Song Sining didn't respond, because this matter might not be a good thing.
Recently, he has been in better health, and there is a nanny and a doctor at home, although Qi Fangyan has not yet spoken, but Song Sining can feel that Qi Fangyan is eager to leave.
Song Sining wanted to take Qi Fangyan to the Song family's garage tonight, so that Qi Fangyan could see that each of his motorcycles was in the garage intact.
He wanted to tell Qi Fangyan that although Qi Fangyan always made him angry, he didn't burn any of them, and those cars were wiped by a nanny every day, and they were better maintained than before.
If Qi Fangyan is willing to stay, he can allow Qi Fangyan to go out on a motorcycle.
Song Sining thought about it, and felt that it was a little ridiculous for him to say this, it was originally someone else's car, but now it has become a gift from him to others.
Qi Fangyan will definitely look disdainful again at that time, and maybe he will turn around and leave him alone in the garage.
Song Sining only thought about this matter, and he didn't eat breakfast well.
Qi Fangyan had something to do today, and went out after eating.
Lao Zheng received an order for a modified car a few days ago, the customer's requirements were harsh, and only Qi Fangyan in the entire team had this technology to change to the customer's standard, so Lao Zheng promised Qi Fangyan a sum of money and asked him to help.
In the past few days, Qi Fangyan has been busy refitting cars in the team, sweating hot every day, and when he goes home, he is sweating and oil.
This afternoon, he remembered that Song Sining had something to do with him, and he went home an hour early, just in time to meet the nannies cleaning at home.
Xiao Liu took out a heavy big box from the storage room on the first floor and put it in the corridor, squatting on the ground to tidy it up.
Qi Fangyan glanced twice as he passed by, and his footsteps slowly stopped.
There are all kinds of certificates, trophies, and certificates in the box.
He won the Landscape Painting Grand Prize in China, the Oil Painting Grand Prize in Spain, and the first prize in the French Art Festival........ and all kinds of awards and certificates that Qi Fangyan didn't know what the competition was.
Qi Fangyan looked at it for a while, and asked, "These are all Song Sining's?" ”
Xiao Liu was startled by the sudden sound, and hurriedly looked back, stunned again.
Qi Fangyan was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt with black stains, as if he had done a round of farm work in the field, but his face was clean and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a heroic look.
Qi Fangyan asked again, and Xiao Liu reacted: "Yes, these are all young masters'." ”
Qi Fangyan frowned invisibly, he never knew that Song Sining could paint.
In his impression, Song Sining is a very self-controlled, cold and somewhat rigid person, and people like him seem to be born to inherit the family business and be high.
Painting requires delicate thoughts, sensitivity and enthusiasm, which seem to have nothing to do with Song Sining.
So Qi Fangyan asked again: "Song Sining is very good at painting?" ”
"Of course!" Xiao Liu raised her tone fiercely, she looked up at Qi Fangyan, shocked that Qi Fangyan didn't know how powerful Song Sining was, so she tried her best to say: "Don't you know how powerful our young master is?" Our young master is recognized as the most talented painting genius in the industry! He's famous at home and abroad, and his work has been in international newspapers, international news, you see, these ........"
Saying that, Xiao Liu raised his hand and pointed to the oil paintings on the wall that Qi Fangyan thought were painted by international masters, and said, "These are all painted by the young master!" ”
“........”
Qi Fangyan raised his head and stared at the paintings.
There are snow-capped mountains and cypresses, there are alpine jungles, the brushstrokes are sometimes vigorous and sometimes delicate, and they are free to retract, when Qi Fangyan stepped into the Song family for the first time, he did not see the luxurious decorations, did not see the precious flowers and plants, and only saw these exquisite oil paintings on the wall.
He didn't know how to paint, but he felt the immersion given by art from these paintings.
And now Qi Fangyan looked at these paintings, but there was an indescribable irritability in his heart.
He didn't think clearly whether the cause of this irritability was because Song Sining's painting was so good, or because Song Sining had broken his long-standing perception.
At this time, Xiao Liu suddenly sighed, she squatted down and picked up a trophy and looked at it, and said with great sadness: "It's a pity that the young master can't see now, how sad he should be, he is a genius......."
How sad must he be........
He's a genius.......
Xiao Liu's words kept echoing in Qi Fangyan's ears, causing layers of waves, and at that moment Qi Fangyan seemed to know what the source of his irritability was.
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At three o'clock in the afternoon, psychiatrist Fang Li came to Song's house.
She and Song Sining's treatment was in a very quiet room on the top floor of the Song family's villa.
Today's sun was a little dazzling, Fang Li closed the sunshade curtains, and the light in the room suddenly dimmed.
"Long time no see, Song Snin." Fang Li's voice was brisk.
Song Sining sat on the soft sofa opposite, her body was straight, not in a relaxed state, and responded: "Long time no see." ”
Fang Li looked at Song Sining and smiled, even though Song Sining couldn't see it, she still softened every expression and movement.
"How's it going?" Fang Li asked again.
Song Sining nodded and said, "Not bad." ”
Fang Li is Song Sining's fixed psychiatrist, when Song Sining was eleven or twelve years old, Xin Menglan realized that Song Sining's impersonal personality was not suitable for getting ahead in the business world in the future, so she invited a psychiatrist to enlighten Song Sining.
At the beginning, she invited an internationally renowned psychologist, the blonde expert looked at Song Sining, speaking a mouth of Chinese with a foreign flavor, Song Sining wrapped himself into a copper wall, asked without saying anything.
In the end, the doctor kept changing, and it was not until Fang Li was switched that the situation improved.
So Fang Li has always maintained the regular routine of seeing a doctor once a month with Song Sining.
The two of them can be regarded as acquaintances, Fang Li exchanged a few words with Song Sining, and Song Sining's tense state gradually relaxed.
There was a soft piano song in the room, Fang Li and Song Sining had just finished an ordinary question, Fang Li looked at Song Sining's tight mouth, was silent for a second, and asked in a relaxed and casual tone: "Song Sining, have you encountered any troubles recently?" ”
Song Sining's hand hanging on the sofa shrank instantly, and his body began to tense a little again.
Seeing this, Fang Li immediately changed her tone and said, "I've encountered a trouble recently. ”
Song Sining asked, "......... What? ”
Fang Li said: "I was urged to get married. ”
“..........”
Song Sining didn't respond, Fang Li babbled to herself, and in the end, she observed Song Sining's face and said softly: "I don't have anyone I like, why do you get married?" I just want to live with the person I like, if I don't like it, two people are bored of looking at each other every day, what's the point of such a marriage? ”
The topic of "marriage" was too far away for Song Sining, but when he listened to Fang Li's words, he felt that his heart was hit hard.
Sensing the emotional changes on Song Sining's face, Fang Li asked casually, "What about you, Song Sining?" ”
"........" Song Sining tightened his hands and did not speak.
Fang Li smiled and said: "Don't worry, the conversations between us are all secrets, if you want to tell me, it is that God knows that you know and I know, and I will never tell anyone else." ”
Song Sining's hand tightened tighter, and after a long silence, he slowly spoke: "I have someone I like." ”
Fang Li was not surprised, and said, "Then you are very lucky." ”
Lucky what? Song Sining felt that she was not lucky at all.
"But he doesn't like me." Song Sining's voice was very calm, and he unconsciously turned his head sideways after speaking.
Fang Li had expected it a long time ago, she picked up the kettle on the coffee table, poured a glass of warm water for Song Sining, and did not speak.
Song Sining took two sips of the glass of water, the dryness between his throats became smooth, and the rest of the words were much easier to say: "I'm not good at communicating with people, and I don't know how to like people, I want to know...... What can I do to get people to like me? ”
Song Sining still asked, and after asking, he was a little nervous, rubbing the water glass with his hand, holding his breath and waiting for Fang Li's answer.
Fang Li thought about it seriously and said to him: "The most important thing in the interaction between people is sincerity, and only sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity." ”
"I've always meant it." Song Sining raised his head and stubbornly emphasized the word "sincerity".
Fang Li nodded and asked slowly, "Then did you let him feel your sincerity?" ”
At this time, Song Sining stopped talking, and said half-loudly: "No ......."
Fang Li asked again, "Are you good to him?" ”
This time, Song Sining was silent for longer.
Is he good to Qi Fangyan?
Song Sining seriously recalled the days he spent with Qi Fangyan.
They quarrel, look at each other coldly, and look at each other unpleasantly.
He likes Qi Fangyan, he holds on to Qi Fangyan, he has been asking Qi Fangyan for it, but he has never given it.
Is this called good for him?
Song Sining held the water cup and tightened it, and whispered, "Maybe, it's not good......."
Fang Li asked step by step: "You want him to like you, why don't you treat him well?" ”
This sentence seemed to stab Song Sining, Song Sining's hand holding the water cup turned white with force, and his whole body was tense like a bow ready to fire.
Seeing that Song Sining's state was not quite right, Fang Li immediately wanted to divert the topic: "By the way, I heard Aunt Hu say ......."
"I don't dare, I'm afraid he will look down on me......." Song Sining's low voice sounded, interrupting Fang Li's words.
The room suddenly fell silent, and only Song Sining's slightly heavy gasps sounded in the room.
Fang Li frowned, thought for a moment and said with relief: "You are very good, no one will look down on you." ”
“.........”
Fang Li's voice was soft, she was afraid of alarming the sensitive Song Sining, and softly counted Song Sining's goodness: "Xiao Ning, you are actually very powerful, you are very good-looking, you are very talented, you are kind-hearted, do you know that many people envy you, you are the pride of the sky in their eyes." ”
"The Pride of the Heavens......."
Song Sining repeated this sentence in a low voice, and suddenly he laughed: "What kind of pride of the sky....... I'm no longer the Song Sining I used to be, and now I'm just a blind man, a lame person......."
Song Sining's voice echoed in the closed room, his voice still sounding, but trembling.
"I don't see the light of day every day, like a rat ant growing in a dark corner....... I'm even afraid he'll be able to smell my dark and damp smell when I approach him......"
"I'm afraid he won't like me......"
"I'd rather he hate me than let him look down on me......"
"I don't dare to be nice to him........"
Hearing Song Sining's words, Fang Li's pupils moved slightly, and she slowly sat up straight.
For so many years, Song Sining has been well disguised, in Fang Li's eyes, and even in everyone's eyes, he is the young master of the Song family, his eyes are above the top, he is invincible, and he looks at people with his chin.
Whether it was before or after his accident, he was as arrogant as ever.
Maybe this time Song Sining is really cornered, he is about to be driven crazy by the inferiority complex in his heart.
He needed answers, he needed affirmation, this was the first time he had pulled out the tumor called "inferiority" in his heart and exposed it in front of Fang Li.
At the end of the treatment, Fang Li said to Song Sining: "Xiao Ning, your eyes will be good, your legs will be good, one day you will become the dazzling Song Sining you used to be, it doesn't matter if you don't know how to communicate, if you want to be good to a person, then go and be good to him, you have to let him see your good to him, he will understand." ”
After Fang Li left, Song Sining sat on the sofa for a long time.
Fang Li's last words kept echoing in Song Sining's ears, but he was too jerky and didn't know how to be nice to someone.
He kept thinking about it like this until the door of the treatment room was knocked open, and Aunt Hu walked in and asked softly, "Young Master, are you okay?" Young Master Qi is still waiting for you......."
Song Sining came back to his senses and asked, "What time is it?" ”
Aunt Hu said, "Five twenty." ”
Song Sining sat up straight, lowered his head and breathed a deep sigh of relief, and asked again, "Where is Qi Fangyan?" ”
Aunt Hu said, "Young Master Qi has already come back and is waiting for you in your room." ”
Song Sining nodded, Aunt Hu helped him to sit in a wheelchair, suddenly Song Sining remembered something, his body stiffened violently, and he turned around and asked, "How long has he been in my room?!" ”
Aunt Hu was startled and said, "Ten minutes ......"
Song Sining's ears roared, and he said, "Push me down, hurry up!" ”
Aunt Hu didn't know what was going on, and she was a little panicked, and quickly pushed Song Sining's wheelchair.
Song Sining's fingers clenched into fists, and his heart beat rapidly.
He remembered that the picture book he had taken out that day was not locked back in the cabinet, and was blatantly placed on his desk.........