Chapter 20: I Will Never Be Him.

His gaze was obscure, and there were many emotions hidden in it, which Ruan Youning couldn't understand, but he vaguely felt that his gaze was a little terrifying.

Shouldn't he have told him everything in his dreams?

Ruan Youning felt a little remorseful in her heart, how could she be afraid of everything in reality because of a dream?

She couldn't help but want to say something, "Ah Jing......" Before she finished speaking, she was vigorously embraced by Song Shijing, and the back of her neck, waist, and everything were hugged by him so hard.

The hug was heavier than ever, as if it had embraced her whole body in her arms.

The heartbeats overlapped violently, the skin was warm and clinging, and inexplicably, Ruan Youning felt that this hug was lost and regained.

She was slightly stunned, and his low voice reached her ears, "Ning Ning, that's just a dream, don't be afraid." I will never be him. ”

This he, naturally, refers to the 'him' in the dream.

Ruan Youning was a little unsure, but she still responded very well-behaved.

She thought that Song Shijing would continue to say something, but he suddenly fell silent.

This kind of hug lasted for half a minute, Ruan Youning was a little out of breath, she only felt that the air in her chest was getting thinner and thinner, and she couldn't help but raise her neck to make herself a little more comfortable.

Even though her movements were subtle, Song Shijing still noticed it.

He relaxed his strength and switched to a different position.

As soon as this position changed, Ruan Youning lay in his arms, he still clasped her waist, reluctant to let go for a moment.

Ruan Youning obediently let him move, and his eyes couldn't help but look at Song Shijing.

Song Shijing is really a very good-looking person, looking at him from this tricky angle, his face is still impeccable.

Her gaze was too naked, Song Shijing leaned down slightly, and the hot breath came over, falling on her face inch by inch.

His lips stayed on hers, as if vowing, "Ning Ning, I will always be by your side." ”

No matter which world, no matter which dream, no matter which space, I will always be by your side, unreservedly by your side.

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Song Shijing's birthday today still didn't come to an end, and he was tireless and eager to give everything he had to Ruan Youning.

Ruan Youning didn't have those feelings in his heart, and he responded to him with the same eagerness.

Until eight o'clock in the evening, Ruan Youning was dizzy and suddenly remembered this incident.

She pushed the man who was hugging her: "Ah Jing, let's go out." ”

"Huh?"

Ruan Youning explained in a soft voice: "Today is also your birthday, how can it pass like this." Go out and celebrate a little, okay? ”

And Song Shijing just chuckled, and his breath spilled into her ears: "Having you is the best celebration." ”

Ruan Youning's face turned red instantly, how did this sound a bit like driving...... What do you mean by 'she's the best celebration'......

As soon as Song Shijing saw her expression, he knew that she was shy again. Even though she has experienced many intimate relationships, she still can't stand half of the teasing.

An infinite softness in the bottom of his heart, his kiss fell on her forehead, gradually reached her lips, sucked, licked, and finally drove straight in.

Ruan Youning's breath that had just been adjusted was disrupted again, and she obediently allowed the lips and teeth of the two to blend, but she couldn't help muttering in her heart: Song Shijing seems to like kissing her like this recently, and she has to completely take away all her breath, suffocate her kiss, and she can't stand it anymore before she can't stop.

Such a sincere and intense kiss, she was not used to it, and it slowly turned into enjoyment.

After the kiss, Song Shijing got up.

"Clean up." He came up with a sentence out of nowhere.

"Huh?" Ruan Youning's brain was dizzy, and before she could react, she heard this sentence, and she looked at Song Shijing a little stupidly.

And the corners of Song Shijing's mouth went up, and it was a very gentle smile, "Go out and celebrate, stupid." ”

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The two quickly packed up and went out.

Song Shijing's car was not fast, and when he drove to the door of Song's house, he seemed to remember something, and suddenly unfastened his seat belt.

"Ning Ning, wait for me." He admonished, and then hurriedly got out of the car and walked to the door of his house.

Seeing Song Shijing enter the door, Ruan Youning quickly took out her mobile phone, she was not prepared at all!

She quickly flipped through her phone, but quickly made it difficult.

It's a celebration, but it shouldn't be too casual.

At this point in time, many high-end restaurants are still open, but basically they have to be booked in advance, and she is so cold that she can hardly book a restaurant.

That...... Why don't you go to the playground? There is a very famous and large-scale amusement park in the new town of Yancheng, and it shouldn't be bad to celebrate your birthday there. But isn't that a little too insincere?

She unconsciously bit her lip and struggled, secretly blaming herself for not preparing in advance.

If you had prepared a little, you wouldn't be so embarrassed now.

After thinking about it, she barely saw a very good restaurant, and she was just about to call the business, when she saw Song Shijing coming over with a backpack that was not too big or small.

Well?

What does this do? Ruan Youning was surprised.

And Song Shijing just put his backpack in the back of the car, and then sat in the driver's seat.

"Ah Jing, what is this?" She asked.

Song Shijing's eyebrows and eyes stretched, and there was obvious pleasure in his voice: "Let's keep it a secret first." ”

As soon as he said this, Ruan Youning became curious.

When will Song Shijing have a secret from her, and she will mysteriously 'keep it secret first'.

But since Song Shijing has already said that he wants to keep it secret, then just listen to him.

Ruan Youning really didn't ask, but thought about what happened just now, no matter what, she always had to invite him to a meal.

She opened the map and showed him the contents of the screen: "Ah Jing, can you go to this place?" ”

Song Shijing glanced at it and knew Ruan Youning's thoughts, he chuckled, shook his head and said something else, "Ning Ning, let's not go to this place." Listen to my arrangement today, okay? ”

Although most of the decisions made by the two of them together, after all, today is his birthday, how can he let the birthday star make his own arrangements.

Ruan Youning was a little embarrassed, and couldn't help muttering in her heart.

And Song Shijing's big hand touched her head, and his tone was doting and a little helpless: "Don't think about some things that you don't have, just sleep, just get some sleep." ”

The heating in the car was turned on very much, and Ruan Youning was still a little tired, she really fell asleep under Song Shijing's comfort.

When she opened her eyes again, it was all darkness, and for a moment, she thought she hadn't woken up yet.

Close your eyes and open them again.

Close your eyes and open them again.

Ruan Youning finally knew that she had woken up, but there were no lights in the car.

Xu is Ah Jing was afraid that it would affect her sleep, so she turned off the light.

She thought to herself, fumbling for the night light by the car window.

The small orange light turned on, and Ruan Youning realized that she was the only one in the car, and Song Shijing in the driver's seat was gone.

She realized that something was strange, and she was the only one in the car breathing...... Song Shijing doesn't seem to be by her side all the time.

Inexplicably, a wave of panic came up.

She resisted the uneasiness in her heart and eagerly opened the car door.

The touch of shoes on the ground was a little strange, and with the help of the night light, Ruan Youning saw that the ground under his feet was actually a little moist soil.

Where is this?

Puzzled, she looked up at the land, and when she looked up, she was stunned by the scene in front of her.

It's already November, it's a cold winter, it's the season when flowers are sleeping, but here it seems to be left out by the cold, and the fragrant and delicate tulips are undulating, and you can't see the end at a glance.

The starry night sky, the faint but unusually bright lights everywhere, a beauty that does not belong to winter, very strange but very harmonious.

Ruan Youning unconsciously held her breath, and couldn't help but take a few steps forward, and a sheep intestine path came into view.

Should we move forward? Still is......

Ruan Youning hesitated for a moment, and immediately took a step forward without hesitation.

Instinctively, she felt that Song Shijing could be seen at the end of this road.

The small lamp illuminates the road very brightly, like day, and her steps are brisk and longing, with infinite hope and anticipation.

The wind in the middle of the night quietly rose, bringing the boundless fragrance of flowers, and finally brought Ruan Youning to the end of the sheep intestine trail.

At the end, a simple, low-key and huge RV, two or three young girls are arranging things in the open space on the side, the sweetness of desserts and the aroma of food are very attractive.

This......

Ruan Youning was puzzled, and vaguely felt as if she had gone to the wrong place, or that she had misunderstood something.

She staggered her gaze and couldn't help but look around, but after looking around, there was no person she wanted to see.

Song Shijing is not here. Maybe it's just a romantic dinner for a few girls, but she'd better not disturb them.

Ruan Youning's chest was very stuffy for no reason, and he turned his head to leave.

What she didn't know was that as soon as she turned around, several people behind her were in a hurry.

Ruan Youning's steps were very fast, she lowered her head, and she didn't even have the heart to look at the beautiful scenery along the way.

The consequence of her absent-mindedness was that she hit the person in front of her headbutt.

Before she could raise her head in surprise, she was embraced by someone who came, and the voice of grievance sounded.

"Ning Ning, you don't ask others, you leave."

It's Song Shijing.

The familiar breath, the familiar sense of security, and the familiar him completely covered the emotions she had just had.

Ruan Youning was stunned for a few seconds, and the whole heart instantly gave birth to endless joy, and his hands couldn't help but wrap around Song Shijing's waist.

"I ......"

Ruan Youning wanted to say something, but Song Shijing lowered his head.

Ruan Youning only felt that the stars in the sky were not as good as his eyes at that moment. The pair of extremely beautiful eyes approached her little by little, and the breath between his lips and teeth also exhaled on her lips, and his low words were aggrieved and willful: "Don't say those words, I don't want to hear them." ”

Ruan Youning sighed softly, and her lips inevitably touched his.

It's a kiss that tastes a little bit.

By the time the two of them returned to the RV, everything had been arranged, with a happy birthday flag hanging on the RV, a small birthday cake on the small table set up, and a casserole steaming hot on the other table. And the girls just now are nowhere to be found.

Ruan Youning's heart was sour and sweet, obviously today was Song Shijing's birthday, obviously she should arrange everything today, obviously she didn't do anything, and even lost her temper with him.

Thinking about it, she felt that she was really a little selfish, she just took one step towards him, but he finished the remaining ninety-nine steps.

The look on her face, the thoughts in her heart, Song Shijing couldn't imagine it.

His Ning Ning began to think crankily again. What a fool, he never needed her to do anything, she just had to be there.

After sighing softly in his heart, he cupped her face, and his words were extremely sincere: "Ning Ning, don't have any ideas. Everything was done willingly. ”

For you, any world, any time and space, thousands of times, it is willing.

It's the only time I've owned you entirely.

The sky is full of stars, the beauty is on his side, and his body and mind have fallen countless times.