49. Say goodbye to your past self
At this moment, Lloyd's originally stable mood suddenly fluctuated dramatically, making him want to interrupt his memories and choose to escape.
The picture in the mirror in front of him immediately began to blur, and cracked lines appeared on the smooth mirror, as if they would shatter at any moment.
At this critical moment, Lloyd recalled the previous passage in his notebook:
"The key to [vetoing] the past self is not to forget and escape, but to face and accept."
Lloyd suddenly came back to his senses, gritted his teeth, and forcibly stabilized his mind, allowing the memories in the mirror to continue.
Although the damage on the mirror surface has not been eliminated, fortunately, the picture has returned to normal, and it shows the picture of the kryptonite card drawn in the past.
After experiencing such an emotional upheaval and regaining his calmness, Lloyd looked at the scene with joy, chagrin, or sad memories, as if he had adapted to it, with a calm smile on his face and his breathing always steady.
I don't know how long it took, the perspective in the mirror switched again, and a familiar but unfamiliar figure slowly emerged.
That's what Lloyd was like when he was still on Earth, young, ignorant, mediocre.
In reality, Lloyd still smiled faintly, thought about the wording a little, and then said in a low voice:
"Goodbye."
The floor-to-ceiling mirror shattered in response to the sound, scattering into large sheets of light dust, slowly dissolving into the air.
Lloyd's mind gradually woke up in a trance, and he opened his eyes.
Still in a luxurious room, still sitting on a fluffy sofa, the floor-to-ceiling mirror in front of you intact.
It's just that the music box no longer makes a sound, and the two incense candles don't know when they will be extinguished.
It turned out that everything that happened before was just in a special dream.
Unless someone can pry Royd's mind open, dig deep into his consciousness, and snoop into his memories, no one will know about his past, nor will they know what he [vetoed].
"[Enlightenment] is over? Am I a success? Why doesn't it look real? ”
Lloyd scratched his head, still unclear about the situation.
But immediately the panel began to remind:
[Ding~ has completed the transcendent enlightenment, entered the [veto] system, all attributes +5]
[The number of times the system has been [detached]: 1]
[Continue to go deeper into the system to do more [detachment]]
"It seems to have succeeded without any incident, and it has not attracted the attention of the Sage...... Haha, it seems that my previous worries were all about scaring myself, but I was still too conservative and too steady, and I should have been bolder if I knew it. ”
Lloyd smiled self-deprecatingly and opened the panel again, wanting to see his current state.
As a result, a large number of prompts suddenly poured into my ears:
[Ding~ Completed [Detachment], Warp System Level Increase, LV1→LV2, All Attributes +5]
[The number of times the system has been [detached]: 2]
[Continue to go deeper into the system to do more [detachment]]
【Ding~ Enough proficiency has been obtained, skill level increase, swordsmanship LV3→LV4】
[Ding~ has obtained enough proficiency, skill level increase, accurate dissection LV3→LV4]
【Ding~ Enough skill fragments have been obtained, skill level increase, stun resistance LV3→LV4】
【Ding~ Enough skill fragments have been obtained, skill level increase, offensive speech LV1→LV2】
It wasn't until the prompt was completed that the panel appeared in front of Lloyd's eyes.
[User: Lloyd]
[Status: Normal]
[Madness Value: 1452/2500, Upper Limit: 6500]
[Rationality: 65]
[Spiritual Power: 60]
[Inspiration: 40]
[Cognitive:60]
[System: Distort LV2, veto LV1]
[Acquired skills: efficient learning; Explore; Divination LV3; Vertigo Resistance LV4; Precise dissection of LV4; Twisted Realm LV3; Swordsmanship LV4; Aggressive speech LV2]
Lloyd: "??? ”
[Detachment] will become stronger, which he knows and has experienced.
And these skills have also been upgraded, it seems that the previous trough period was not for nothing, although it can't be upgraded directly, but the proficiency and skill fragments required are not less, but they are temporarily saved, and when the [detachment] is completed, they will be replenished in one go.
It was this [Offensive Speech] upgrade that made him wonder a little, this skill was obtained through that high-risk demon, and he needed to continue to collect skill fragments to level up.
Although I executed a lot of monsters some time ago, I haven't met such a strong one again, so how did this skill fragment come from?
Forget it, don't worry about it for now, it's a good thing to get stronger anyway, and it's a small surprise.
Lloyd nodded happily.
But immediately frowned again.
But what's going on with this [twist]? How did it upgrade inexplicably?
Lloyd couldn't figure it out, he hadn't come into contact with the [Forbidden Knowledge], and he hadn't gone through the rituals of the [Twisted] system, so why did it follow the upgrade?
How can you still level up with others? You like to rub it, right?
Is it true that you are going to go further and further down the path of criminals?
I'm not reconciled!
Lloyd was shouting in his heart, and his eyes suddenly flickered.
When his sight returned, he found himself in a vast wasteland.
The sky was a dark and dark night, deep and heavy.
It is as deep as an abyss that can swallow everything; It's so thick that it looks like it's going to collapse at any moment.
In the center of this night, there is a scarlet full moon, like a red one-eyed in the darkness, quietly overlooking everything.
The red moon seemed motionless, but if you looked at it for a few seconds, it felt more like it was reflected in the moon's shadow, fluctuating and distorting slightly, making the scarlet moonlight look like blood was churning.
Under the canopy, there was an endless wasteland, and the only color that could be seen was the lonely dead ash, even if the red moon in the sky was blooming, it could not stain the wasteland with a little moonlight.
On top of this wasteland, you can see huge towers, towering majestically, as if supporting the whole world.
These towers have a unique shape, like a circle of dead gray bandages, and like loose springs, they spin, twist, and wind up until they connect the heavens and the earth.
Other than that, there is nothing superfluous in sight.
There wasn't even a little extra sound, and the silence was suffocating.
Lloyd felt that this place was like a post-apocalyptic world, and the huge towers were tombstones that I didn't know what to worship.
Being in the middle of it yourself, like a lonely grave keeper.
"This is the [thinking space] mentioned in the note? Or is it called the "Realm of Consciousness"? ”
He muttered to himself, then turned his head to look around.
"It's too desolate, isn't it? I am a positive and optimistic young sunshine, why is [Thinking Space] like this? ”
As soon as the words fell, perhaps someone was sympathizing with his loneliness, and a sight pierced through the abyssal night and fell on him.