15 Faith

Fang Dihua was originally immersed in an illusory world of selflessness, and her mood was sadness mixed with infinite hope, and she was stunned when she was interrupted by Lin Shu.

How to explain to your daughter-in-law that she is hiding from her kang and burning paper?

Lin Shu patted Panpan and Tiantian to comfort the two children, let them continue to sleep, fumbled for a match and lit the small oil lamp in the lamp nest.

The lights came on, and immediately reflected Fang Dihua's tall and silent figure on the wall, and also illuminated her red and swollen eyes.

Lin Shu instantly understood that she should be for Lu Shaotang.

Hey, this strong woman, busy working in the fields during the day, except that her expression was more serious and silent than before, she could not see much sadness, but at night she was seized by the pain, and changed from a tough woman to a soft mother.

Lin Shu's heart also softened.

She could understand Fang Dihua's mood.

But shouldn't Lu Shaotang go to erect a mound for him?

Why do you burn paper on the kang head of her and the child?

What is this custom?

Fang Di really didn't know what to say for a while, this matter had to go back to two days ago.

Originally, the son's life and death were uncertain, and the old couple was grieved, and seeing their daughter-in-law was mentally abnormal, it was really worse.

The old couple hugged their heads and cried depressedly to vent their sadness, and discussed what to do after crying.

Secretly find the goddess to calculate or ask the ancestors to bless you?

In the end, they decided not to look for the goddess.

Show it to Lin Shu, it is easy to attract attention, and it is used by people with a heart to make trouble.

Count it for your son, no matter what the result is, it's worrying.

If they can't come back, then they will be disappointed and resentful, and if they don't come back, they will have to despair on the spot.

It's better not to count, so that there is always hope in my heart.

So they discussed burning paper offerings to their ancestors and their fathers and mothers, and asked for their ancestors' blessings.

After breaking the four olds, in principle, they don't worship their ancestors in the feudal year, but the countrymen are uneducated and don't engage in this movement and that movement, so if you don't let him celebrate the feudal year and don't let him worship his ancestors, how can that be possible?

As for the secretary of the brigade and the captain, they also have to worship their ancestors, and if they don't worship for a year, they are afraid that their ancestors will scold him for a bloody spurt.

Therefore, the countryside has not stopped at all, of course, it must be low-key, and it is necessary to go when everyone worships their ancestors such as Qingming, Dragon Boat Festival, July and a half, Winter Clothes Festival, Winter Solstice, Chinese New Year's Eve, etc., and cannot act alone.

The yellow table paper was bought by Xu Lao'er's family in Xitou secretly.

Lao Fu'er is an old buddy of his family, who fled, has no father or mother, is a few years older than Daddy Lu, and Daddy Lu, who was still a half-grown child, took him in.

After the liberation, Lao Fu'er married the beautiful little wife of the big landlord's family assigned by the organization, and now she is also full of children and grandchildren.

Lao Fu'er is different from other old fellows, he is loyal to Lu Erye, when he was making steel in the earthen kiln, he was afraid that the second master would not be used to such rough work, so he had to be in a kiln with him, he worked for the second master, but was rejected by Lu Lao.

Such a special relationship, coupled with Lao Fu'er's loyalty and strictness, it is of course no problem for him to help buy yellow table paper.

Two days ago, Fang Dihua brought back the bulging broken sack with a big basket, which contained yellow table paper, and she hid it in the house.

Tonight, Fang Dihua saw that Lin Shu was still wrong, and when everyone fell asleep, she would discuss with the old man how to burn it, and what spell to say when the time came.

Father Lu has been studying since he was a child, opened a big car shop and came into contact with a lot of people of three religions and nine streams.

It's just that he thinks that people should be down-to-earth and rely on labor to eat, and they can't rely on this, so they should only learn with interest.

At this moment, he searched his intestines, wrote down what he knew, and rummaged through the cabinets to find the old yellow calendar and some old books, and found the runes and spells he needed.

It's really temporary, and it's learning and using it now.

There are three main missions tonight.

The first is to ask the ancestors to bless the safety of their daughter-in-law.

The second is to ask the ancestors to bless their son for a safe return.

The third is that if the son has really sacrificed to ask the ancestors to bless him to find the bones and put them in the ground as soon as possible, so that his soul can return to find his father and mother, don't look for Lin Shu and the child, they are young and not scared. In addition, if he is really gone, then he has no money to live on? You must burn him some more paper money so that he can spend it.

Facing Lin Shu's unusually quiet and clear eyes that were not as cowering as before, Fang Dihua's mind flashed, and she made up: "Your grandmother gave me a dream, saying that after the Dragon Boat Festival, the weather is unstable and easy to make villains, let me burn paper for Grandma Kang and the king of the stove, and they will take care of you, so you don't have to be afraid." ”

She put this house to burn, Father Lu put that house to burn, and later the old couple went to the ancestral grave to burn it for her father and mother.

Lin Shu: "......"

Should I say it or not, you two are really bold and want to go to the grave at night.

The cemetery in Lujiazhuang, there are dozens or hundreds of graves, large and small, are you afraid of going to the cemetery at night?

You have old men and old ladies to protect you if you are brave and not afraid, and people outside see the fire inside, so you can't be scared to pee your pants?

The whole village of Ming'er is rumored to be haunted.

Lin Shu: "Mother, why don't you burn the door gods, they are more powerful gods of war, and they can't get into the house when they see dirty things." ”

Fang Dihua: "Yes, you have to burn!" ”

Lin Shu: "Mother, the night wandering spirit on the street has to be burned." ”

Fang Dihua: "Huh? You know a lot! ”

Lin Shu looks at her as like a short-term dementia state that has been brainwashed by the cycle.

In fact, whether it is superstition or brainwashing and deception, it has nothing to do with academic qualifications and education level, how many modern university professors have been defrauded, lured into preaching/selling, and brainwashed by feudal superstition, and what the whole people did in the nineties is enough to show that people are irrational and easy to be brainwashed.

Fraud is to look at the demand, you have a demand, the more urgent, strong and anxious, the easier it is to be successfully scammed.

This is also the reason why the brainwashing of many scams makes you answer the phone alone, and it is necessary to create a closed loop of brainwashing for you.

The old couple doesn't need to be brainwashed, and their son's whereabouts are unknown, so they rely on ghosts and gods to seek psychological comfort.

You can't just say it won't work, you have to go with them, or they'll think you don't understand them.

Lin Shu: "Mother, these don't work, you ask Marx for your blessing to work, this is what his father believes." ”

Fang Dihua's momentum as a strong woman was gone, and she asked eagerly: "What kind of immortal is that, what does he care?" ”

Seeing her like this, Lin Shu's heart became sour and soft.

Fang Dihua, who is strong and strong in Su Ri, is like a mountain to shelter this family from the wind and rain, she has a loud, spicy, and fiery voice, and never gives in to anyone, but at this time she has a thick nasal voice, a hoarse voice, a soft tone, cautious, and a pious face to ask the ghosts and gods.

She went from being a strong and capable mother-in-law to protecting her daughter-in-law, to a soft and fragile mother.

This is the heart of an old mother who begs her son to survive.

Lin Shu didn't have any real feelings for Lu Shaotang before wearing the book, she only regarded him as the background character in the book, and she sighed and sympathized with his sacrifice but had no true feelings.

At this moment, she suddenly had a specific understanding of him.

This kind of cognition comes from Fang Dihua's tall and hazy figure, from the soft and hoarse voice, which makes her suddenly feel the strong maternal love of the other party, even if she is immersed in grief and despair, she still stubbornly clings to a glimmer of hope.

Lin Shu trembled for this kind of motherly humble and strong feelings, mixed with deep envy, that was the maternal love she had never had in her previous life, so fiery and sincere.

She said softly: "Mother, there are still a lot of villains hidden in the country these years, the child's father really went on a secret mission, and if he doesn't complete the task and don't decrypt it, he won't let the family know." The qualitative sacrifice of the superiors is actually to paralyze the enemy, and in order to fight for more ways for the child's father, you can ask Marx to bless him with a smooth mission. ”

There is a certain basis for what she said, when she watched some declassified documents and documentaries, some scientists, soldiers on secret missions, etc., and even the secret agents who followed out back then could not be exposed for the rest of their lives, and their parents, wives and children in their hometown also thought that they had died.

It's an excuse to comfort them, not true.

This is the book, Lu Shaotang is the person who was determined by the author, he died at the beginning of the story, if he didn't die, why didn't he appear in the whole book?

She just wants to give the old couple a hope - her son is still alive and can't come back for some reason, just like those who were taken to the island country.

She wanted to pull Fang Dihua and Father Lu out of the deep pain in their hearts, so that they would not be calm on the surface, but there was a big hole in their hearts that could not be repaired, and the pain in it was like still water flowing deep, silently eating away at their spirit and health, maybe they didn't know which day would make them die suddenly.

She hopes to give the old couple some positive hope of affirmation, so that they can believe that their son is still alive and is on a secret mission somewhere, and it is dangerous to be exposed.

Fang Dihua was suspicious, the oil lamp was too dim, Lin Shu sat with her backlight, her body seemed to be plated with a layer of golden light, but her face was hidden in the darkness and looked very mysterious.

This reminded her of the goddess who used to see the dancing god, and Lin Shu at this moment has that mysterious temperament.

Otherwise, how could she, a little daughter-in-law who hadn't read a book for two years, a timid person who didn't dare to breathe, say such a strange and exquisite sentence?

The old man can't say this, at least he has to be a commune cadre, right?

Lin Shu's next words made her even more frightened.

Lin Shu: "Mother, don't be afraid, I didn't hit the evil." I just dreamed over and over again that the god that my child's father believed in was teaching me and a large group of people. ”

It's not bad, in her previous life, Marxism-Leninism-Mao generalized, she didn't learn less!

Besides, her mother-in-law made up a dream and asked her in-laws to come and burn paper, why can't she say that Ma Shen taught her a lesson?

She can still make up Lu Shaotang to give her dreams.

Fang Dihua believed!

It's not something that a daughter-in-law can say by herself!

She quickly poured out the paper ashes in front of the kang, poured some water so as not to cause a fire, and then asked Lin Shu in a low voice: "That Ma Daxian ......"

Lin Shu: "Mother, Marx." ”

Fang Dihua: "Ah, yes, yes, Marx, how do you want to worship?" What to enshrine? ”

She wanted to confess to the old man.

Now you won't be allowed to offer to God, so be careful not to be discovered.

Lin Shu: "Mother, go back and find someone to buy a copy of "Capital" and "The Communist Manifesto" and put it at home, and if you can, buy a few more copies of "Mao Xuan". Believing in Marx does not need to burn paper and incense, just hold a book and read it every day, and sincerity is spiritual. ”

It's amazing, the third daughter-in-law really went to school in her dream, and she knows so much.

Although Fang Dihua participated in the Women's Rescue Association and the militia company when she was young, she was illiterate at that time, and she was only responsible for contributing to cultural propaganda, and no one forced her to study.

Later, she followed Father Lu to learn literacy, and she also learned traditional culture and daily words.

A few years ago, when I was exercising, I learned some quotations.

She is not easy to fool, but she herself has the time limit, everyone believes in ghosts and gods these years, especially her son's accident made her confused, a bit of a six gods without a master, the deceased in-laws can ask for it, the ancestors can also ask for it, the Bodhisattva and Guan Gong can ask for it, what's wrong with asking for one more Marx?

Please!

It's offered!

Fang Dihua believed!

Although she couldn't see Lin Shu clearly, she felt that Lin Shu's whole body was glowing!

"Porphy Porphy ......" There was an old man's secret voice outside, and he was in a hurry.