Chapter 734: Exorcism (25)

Blue Mandala: Exorcism

（25）

I said they were in the first forensic class, and they were going to study for 6 years.

Dr. Liu said, "If it's a boyfriend, it's best not to see him now." Otherwise it will definitely blow. Look at Qianhong, the third one is blown, and no swear will work. It's okay to marry the person your parents are looking for, so why bother to suffer this sin?"

I said, "I just have to listen to my parents to see me here." So that he will have no regrets. ”

"Are you sure you won't regret it?" asked Dr. Liu.

"Sure!" I said, "at first his parents didn't approve of the picture, and then he had a relationship with his old classmate." After meeting here, I won't be interested anymore, and I'll be glad that I haven't had anything to do with it. ”

Later, Dr. Liu said: "People are good-looking, but their profession is more terrifying." You should understand your parents and sisters, they are for your good......"

In fact, it's none of other people's business, my parents and sisters haven't said anything, although my classmates are not optimistic, it's just because they can't imagine how the Cowherd and Weaver Girl from different sides of the world can come together. In the half diary retrieved from the wastebasket, March 20, 1987, is lyrical as follows:

"Don't ask me about the future! Life is passing by like a spring breeze, let's not be in a hurry. A qiē will always come, we have to learn the feeling of waiting for the time to be ripe, and we must also maintain the effort and persistence outside of waiting.

"I don't want to give up anything, including memories. You know, I never wanted you to bury the past, and in fact the past was never necessary or possible to be cut from life. If you are sincere, then please tell me that you have released from the past, and you have released it, not forgotten.

"If I make you sad, then please pay it back in installments, I can't afford it once, I really can't bear it.

"I tell you, sometimes, we have to be cruel to ourselves, and we can't indulge our sadness. Sometimes, we have to be cruel to the people we love so much, putting aside our love, our responsibilities, our memories. Because each of us is a unique individual, we have an obligation and responsibility to take responsibility for our own lives.

"Although we've known each other for half a year, I don't know you very well. I think you have a lot of potential, and I think you know that better than I do. But potential does not guarantee that you will be able to go through all the hardships in the future and protect me for the rest of your life as you said. What's even more terrifying is that you're only 19 years old. ”

As you can see from a short diary, although I haven't grown a flower in my sophomore year, I am much smarter than my peers. Even, I admire myself very much at that time, how can I be so calm about handsome guys? And now, I haven't met yet, I don't know if I am handsome or not, I can't help it.

Maybe I'm really not growing up in chronological order, or maybe I'm mentally retarded now. The poem in March of that year: "Let the rain wet me, let the wind dry the tears, you always have to leave anyway, anyway, fate has its own arrangement", until now, I don't understand whether I am in love or in love.

Perhaps, it's just an ethereal amusement on the Internet like now, and these fragments of memory will not be claimed.