26. Is this memory killing......

If there are any types of people in the world who are not saved, there may be many, but in the ranks of those sinners, it is no problem to have one more person, right? No matter how you look at it, you don't look like people who can be saved, right?

Even if you have sinned deeply, if you hold on to a trace of good thoughts and have a devout heart of atonement, you may still be able to get salvation in the end...... However, this must not include itself.

Because from the very beginning, I was not prepared to pray for salvation, or rather, I gave up such luxuries to choose such a path, right?

All in all, in the eyes of others, this should be quite a hard life...... No, if it's those theoretical "companions", I'm afraid that the eyes on themselves are not very friendly, right?

How can he turn a blind eye to the gaze and discussion from behind his back? As the slaughtering nun who is second to none in the whole Holy See in terms of killing ability and killing skills, he can calmly deal with even assassinations from the shadows, how can he hide these fingers? The reason why he has been able to tolerate them is that he really can't take them seriously.

However, I was just a little concerned at first...... As the number of people who die at their hands grows larger, their hearts have become colder, and they naturally don't need to care about what others think of them.

Regret it?

How can it be.

Just as no matter how the blade wipes the blood stains on it, it can't hide the fact that it is a murder weapon, and he understands it. From the moment he aspires to become the blade of the god he believes in, he is destined to be by his side. Only blood and hatred remained.

"Forgiveness, that's the position of the gods, and it has nothing to do with me...... I'm going to do it. All they had to do was send them to the gods. ”

For the first time, under the horrified gaze of his peers, he cut a dark mage who had plagued three villages into seventeen pieces in the most direct way, along with the demons he had summoned. I don't know what Lu Dao's expression was at that time, but judging from the attitude of the two "companions" who were afraid to avoid him, I think that the expressions at that time would not be very kind, right?

After that, the two men never went on a mission with him again. It's not just the two of them. Almost everyone who has fought with him has avoided him since then...... Those who do not reject themselves are all killed on the spot without a chance to loathe themselves. A strange phenomenon was formed after the worst of the time. No one can go out on a second mission with them. Over time, after applying for it himself, he became a lone marginal figure.

Well, that's fine, isn't it? at least. Those who don't hate themselves. I won't be implicated because I fought too aggressively with myself. Sure enough, his own rhythm is actually out of touch with everyone, right? And those comrades who died in the battle are probably reluctant to follow up because they are worried about going too deep into themselves, and they will encounter accidents in the end, right?

Anyway, his life is limited, and he doesn't care about anyone who has anything to say, so he fights to the end of his life alone. Oh, when you die, you can be cheeky. Praise yourself for fighting to the death for your faith all your life.

Originally, I always thought so.

He will fight to the death as the craziest blade of the gods on the ground......

As a result, more than ten years ago, he was inexplicably summoned by His Majesty the Pope, who saw the dragon without seeing the end of the dragon. Maybe this is a great honor for others, but at that time, I was already stupid when I cut people, and I was more confused and confused, right?

Anyway, since then, the reputation has been significant...... Or rather, the infamous massacre of nuns, which disappeared.

......

"We recently discovered a hidden evil organization. The Pope said at the time.

Scold.

He reflexively drew out his long knife, and scared the guards present into a cold sweat on the spot. Maybe if they go one step further, they will kill them regardless of the reason, but even if they go together, whether they can kill themselves is still two words. It's not that I look down on them, if the combined strength of these people doesn't exceed one demon lord, then it's still a question whether they can hold on until they explain the reasons for their actions.

In short, weak...... As an enemy, I have no desire to fight with him.

"I'm sorry, but my body did it subconsciously. Anyway, please tell me about that organization, and I'll go and get rid of them......"

"It's really straightforward, if only other people were like you...... No, that would be terrible, wouldn't it?"

If all the people in a church are butchers who are excited to hold back when they hear about evil, can such a church still be accepted by the masses?

“......”

"What are you sorry for? I haven't said the specific task assigned to you!"

"Because, not being able to cut people is a very boring thing for me. I am the blade of punishment, and I will not be obsessed with anything other than the dismemberment of the wicked. ”

“......”

If it weren't for the fact that the Pope had learned about the other party beforehand, would he really think that such a young girl who took pleasure in mutilating the human body would be an incomparably murderous thug?

"No, that's not the case at all...... Nun Aroma, please put away the blade, this mission, you may not be able to use the blade at all for a long time. ”

"Isn't that going to be boring?"

"That's all you have to offer...... Isn't it so much of an ordeal for you not to be able to cut people?"

"No, it's just a pity that we can't get rid of the worst of the worst criminals. You can do it without a knife, but you can't dismember it!"

"That's why you're so popular, nun fragrant...... Even though people are also very cute, can't you change your interest in dismembering the human body?"

“...... Your Majesty, tell me the task directly. ”

"After thinking about it, I still don't think it's possible? If the Massacre Nun is converted, then it will be a mutation that requires a large army, right? In other words, you alone can withstand all the heresy inquisition forces. I don't want to lose your high-end combat power...... However, this time the organization that needs to be guarded against is too dangerous. Come to think of it, you're the only one up to the task. ”

"Dangerous, how dangerous?"

"The inheritance of that mysterious organization is even older than our Holy See...... When did our lineage begin, and what does it mean that it is older than this time, and you don't know the fragrance of nuns, do you?"

“...... Hey. If it's that level of evil, how many pieces should I cut into it?"

"Be careful, don't talk about these bloody topics in front of an old man like me...... And. As I said earlier, you're probably not able to use the knife for quite some time, so you're forbidden to use your usual skills during the mission. ”

"Wait, if that's what you say. Shouldn't I have to give up my old way of fighting? that kind of enemy. Although I am not afraid of my own life and death, if I have the intention to get rid of the demon but I can't let go of my hands and feet for such a reason, and I will be killed by the other party, I can't agree to this anyway!"

"What are you doing here, you must position the task to fight and kill......"

"Then tell me what else I can do!? If I had any other skill, would I have fallen to the level where I can stop children crying at night even more than demons? I am not deaf, how can I not know that many people now use the meme of 'slaughtering nuns' when they coax children to sleep...... Besides, when did the Holy See give me a task other than cutting people—didn't you always come to me when you encountered a hard bone......?

“...... I'm sorry. After all, those people have a limited perspective. They fear you, but they don't see your sacrifice, your contribution, and your grief......"

"What are you talking about? I'm just whining. I don't even think of myself as a human being, and it doesn't matter what other people say about me, let alone a monster, even if they rumor that I'm a prostitute—for me, every second I breathe is one less second, and if I have less time, there may be one more villain, and if there is one more villain, there will be more innocent people who will die because of him...... I know that I can't kill all the villains in this world, but it doesn't matter, does it? I just have to do my best to do my best. ”

Although I have long been told that my ideas are too extreme and idealistic, they always try to convince me with their ideas...... It's not that I don't understand their good intentions, they are worried about me, they are worried that I will drive myself to a dead end, I don't understand what they mean, they want me to leave a way out for themselves, I don't understand the reality they stated, they just don't want me to do useless work.

I know all the cold reality of their words.

Killing cannot stop evil, because the act itself is unjust.

God wields a dagger to punish evil, but she wants more of a light to be reflected in the dark corners of people's hearts, and she wants the color of light, not the suffocating color of blood red.

A person who is temporarily saved by killing will not be redeemed by his actions - he may have survived temporarily, but he needs more time to come out of this shadow. The only thing to be thankful for is that when I was practicing punishment, there were probably no innocent people around me who needed to wait for redemption...... Because where it's your turn to appear, basically, it's no different from hell.

Living people basically can't see it, so it's no problem to let it go and tear down everything that moves in front of you.

The evil that can't be moved, the evil that can't be moved, then there is no threat......

As for the cold reality, I know better than they do—it's much easier for people to do evil than to do good. The most terrifying thing is that they will try to use all kinds of "reasons" to persuade themselves not to do good deeds, and they will also make up all kinds of excuses to legitimize, rationalize, and justify their evil deeds......

It is rare for someone to spontaneously unite to do good because of the good deeds of those around them, on the contrary, once someone around them violates justice and does not get punished. Six or seven out of ten of those who see this will follow that person and do evil deeds together.

There have always been wicked people. There is always a shortage of good people.

This is the reality that they themselves have created for the human beings they want to protect.

But such a cold reality, even if you see it, even if you know it, even if you understand it...... So what?

Compromise?

No, I refuse.

I admit that this is the reality. But I don't admit that it's true, and I don't admit it, and that's how it should be. If you try to rationalize such a cold reality. What is the difference between that and those hypocrites who whitewash their evil deeds with fabricated false reasoning? Perhaps ordinary people have their own considerations, and they have to think about themselves, their families, and their lives...... But we shouldn't have such thoughts.

Because we are believers in the gods walking on the earth.

Our lives should have been dedicated to the gods and to justice. Consecrated to the truth. Dedication to the light. If even we have to excuse the darkness of reality, then who else will take refuge and excuse our perfunctory?

Our gods?

So, I know what the reality is, and I know that my own actions are just a drop in the bucket to the reality - but it doesn't work, just because I shouldn't do it. I can only see what my eyes are looking for. But at least that's all, I have to do it.

Because I saw it. So I have no reason to turn a blind eye and a deaf ear.

"I'm running out of time – let's not waste any more time, just tell me what I should do and how I should do it...... As long as that's it, it's fine. ”

"Perhaps, this is a very cruel order for you—if you don't want to, I won't complain. It should be said that all the people present now know what I want to entrust to you, and each of them is a devout believer, but none of them are willing to fight for this matter alone. ”

"Stop talking so much nonsense...... Cut whom, speak!Other than that, free ......"

"I hope that there will be someone who discards all the light in him and becomes a thorough black magician who touches the darkness and plays justice......

“...... You're really looking for someone. ”

It's no wonder that the group of guys who are usually fanatically okay are all silent at this time. For those who regard the glory of God as extremely important, even if the ultimate goal is righteousness, it is too difficult for them to abandon all the light and go to darkness - this is the same as some people who are born allergic to something, even if it is beneficial to them, but they are born unable to live in harmony, no matter how hard they try.

"If you don't want to, I'll treat it as if I didn't say what I just said, and I know ......."

"Hmph, you've got the right person. ”

“...... Even a devout believer like you can't help it—eh?

"That's why I said you've found the right person—let the whole Holy See go, I'm afraid there is no more murderous guy than me, more like an evil murderer, right?

"You...... Are you really willing to give up all your glory and do what you despise and hate the most?"

"I am the blade of God, and I have no right or reason to decide whether or not to smear the poison on the sword—all I have to do is to look at the glowing green light on my body with peace of mind, and then completely erase the enemy who will kill even at the cost of despicable means from the world. Rest assured, I'm definitely the most handy sword in this world, the gods—that's all, I'm proud to affirm. ”

"I'm so sorry......"

"Leave this to the innocent people who have been killed by me, the dark magician...... I will definitely be tortured in hell at that time, and I will not have the opportunity to apologize to them, so I will trouble you. ”

"You...... Aren't you ready to come back?"

"If you have the heart, let's see if you can find my body...... Anyway, I don't think I'll be able to come back alive - my soul won't allow it, and my body won't survive until then. After all, I'm too weak, if I were stronger......"

"If that's what you say, then where are the faces of those demon lords who were dismantled into [autonomous rules] by you, and the warriors who died in order to defeat these demons? Even we admit internally that you are the strongest 'weapon' of the Holy See in history, so you don't want to irritate those demon lords who were dismantled by you in half a minute. ”

"Do I have a reason to provoke the goods that I killed in batches? I'm just stating the facts...... They were too weak to hold out for even three minutes - I was already shattered before I could turn on the red light and exert my strength. ”

"Well, in other words - you don't want to irritate us......"

"I said, can you have a little ambition? What can I, a female streamer, do, you big men are so decadent?"

“...... Anyway, I haven't seen a human being who can single-handedly challenge (9) demon lords at the age of thirty and then come back with (9) piles of [autonomy rules] to report, and I've never seen humans who are all thirty years old and still don't look more than 12 years old...... At least, those old monsters are also hovering at the level of 14 and 17 years old...... Wait! I'm joking! Don't pull out a knife at this time!"

"It's okay, I think, 'The Pope's Beard' should be a good spell casting material, right? It just so happens that I'm going to become an undercover agent as a dark magician, so I should take this opportunity to learn curses or something......

"Cast a curse on my beard, and it will only come upon me!"

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"It's strange, do you get distracted?"

Xia looked at the fragrance that was obviously a little distracted in front of her, and felt a burst of surprise in her heart - she just nodded and agreed to her request, and then she seemed to relax, and the whole person slacked off, as if she was still in a daze?

Hey, this casual look wouldn't have been the dangerous dark mage she knew or the rumored more dangerous nun of slaughter, would it?

"Well, this has never been the case, but it seems to be a harbinger of something...... I heard that there is a saying called 'memory killing', which is an invincible way to kill and kill......"

"I've never heard of it, and I feel so inexplicable. ”

"That's nature......"

[After all, this seems to have the meaning of "the limit is coming", right? (To be continued......)

PS: You always say that I treat my sister too preferentially, and if I am a sister, I won't die...... Now come to an aunt whose death omen is already flashing~ Don't worry, I won't let her cheat the corpse because she is called fragrant~