Chapter 184: Deep Talk

Courtyard No. 81, District 13, Gangwan New Town, on the lawn in the backyard, under the umbrella.

Zhang Xiaoyu sat there in a daze, Haohao and the big cat were very happy to chase me on the grass. And sitting on the other side across a coffee table was Zhai Ruonan.

"You really look like my sister. ”

I don't know how long I was silent, Zhai Ruonan spoke.

Zhang Xiaoyu came back to his senses, looked at Zhai Ruonan and smiled lightly, and then his eyes fell on Haohao again.

With a long sigh, Zhai Ruonan said, "It's a pity that she has a thin life and can't see Haohao grow up." ”

After a pause, Zhai Ruonan continued, "Five years ago, my sister was lying on the hospital bed, entrusted Haohao to me, and told me to raise him as an adult. Since then, I have cut off contact with everyone, including those at home, and put all my time and energy on Haohao. ”

"I thought that by bringing up the child, when his father came back and handed it over to him, my promise to my sister would be fulfilled. I did this, and Haohao became sensible, so I took a photo of Li Mai and my sister and told him that this was his mom and dad, and one day my dad would pick him up from kindergarten. So he longed, longed. This day really came, Li Mai came back, and I arranged a qiē to let Hao Hao go home with him. It seems that my business is over. ”

Tears slowly overflowed, Zhai Ruonan snorted, shook his head slightly, and said, "Yes, for me, it's over." But did you know that after Hao Hao left, I had to rely on sleeping pills every night to get to sleep? Maybe I didn't even realize it, but Hao Hao has become a part of my life. ”

"I didn't expect to go back to Southport, there's nothing to be nostalgic for here. After Haohao left, I thought that I should be able to live my own life, find a good family to marry, have children, and teach each other husband and children. Zhai Ruonan smiled self-deprecatingly and shook his head, "It's a pity that I think too lightly." I didn't realize at all that without Haohao, my life was no longer complete. ”

Gently wiping the tears, Zhai Ruonan's eyes looked into the distance, Hao Hao rode on the big cat, and ran to the far side of the meadow, the huge green meadow seemed to have become a good place for this person and a tiger to play.

"I kept saying to myself, after all, you are just Haohao's aunt, and you can't live with him forever. But......" Zhai Ruonan choked up, "I really can't let him go." When he was born, he weighed seven pounds, so a little bit, I watched him grow up day by day, he laughed and he cried, all of which held my nerves. ”

Smiling bitterly, Zhai Ruonan met Zhang Xiaoyu's gaze and said dismally, "My friend said that for Haohao, I lost a woman's most precious few years of youth. But I don't have any regrets, he is the most important person in my life. I can even lose anyone, but I don't know how to live without Haohao. A qiē is meaningless. ”

Zhang Xiaoyu's eyes were full of tears, she wiped them gently, and said slowly, "I think I can understand, although I have never even been in love." You are great, not a mother but a mother. During this time with Hao Hao, I also felt the weight of you in his heart. To tell you the truth, at the beginning, Hao Hao opened his mouth and closed his mouth, all of which were about the aunt, how about the aunt. ”

Shaking her head helplessly, Zhang Xiaoyu smiled with a little tears, "As a woman, I am very jealous. ”

Zhai Ruonan looked at Zhang Xiaoyu and asked, "What you said is true?"

Nodding, Zhang Xiaoyu said, "It's true." ”

Suddenly, Zhai Ruonan seemed to feel that everything he had done before was worth it, and he didn't have the heartache of losing Haohao at all. In fact, as a parent, or a person like Zhai Ruonan who brought his children from childhood to adulthood, do you ask for something in return, no, all you ask is to "remember".

Just in this instant, Zhai Ruonan recovered, and the pressure from Qin Guohua in her heart pressed her to go against her will and continue to speak.

Zhai Ruonan stood up, slowly walked in front of Zhang Xiaoyu, and looked at her. Zhang Xiaoyu looked at her, not knowing what she was going to do.

Suddenly, Zhai Ruonan knelt down on his knees and knelt in front of Zhang Xiaoyu.

Zhang Xiaoyu sat up all of a sudden and went to help Zhai Ruonan, "You, what are you doing, get up, get up." ”

Zhai Ruonan vigorously pushed Zhang Xiaoyu's hand away, pressed her, raised his head to look at Zhang Xiaoyu, and burst into tears, "Please let me finish speaking." ”

Over there, Hao Hao saw his aunt kneeling in front of his mother from a distance, and he didn't play anymore, and he looked at it in a daze, the big cat didn't understand the subtle emotions between human beings, and when he saw that the little master was not moving, he slammed his head hard. Hao Hao slapped it on the head and reprimanded: "Don't make trouble." The big cat suddenly became honest, sat down, and looked at it too.

"I really can't live without Haohao, I feel that life has no meaning when I can't see him for a day. Zhai Ruonan cried and said, "Teacher Zhang, I came to you today to beg you to give me a chance." Give me a chance to live with Haohao. ”

Looking at Zhai Ruonan, Zhang Xiaoyu felt very uncomfortable. She felt guilty in her heart, as if her appearance was the root cause of this situation. Without her, Zhai Ruonan would not have fallen into such a field.

She slowly raised her head, sniffled, exhaled slowly, and said, "Get up, women have gold under their knees." ”

Zhai Ruonan slowly stood up, looked at Zhang Xiaoyu, bowed to her slowly, and then turned around and walked away quickly.

Hao Hao came back to his senses and ran over. Zhang Xiaoyu hurriedly wiped away the tears on his cheeks, picked up Haohao and put it on his lap, and wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead.

"Mom, why are you and your aunt crying, why is your aunt leaving?" Haohao asked with concern, and the little guy reached out to wipe the tears on Zhang Xiaoyu's face.

Zhang Xiaoyu smiled and shook her head, "Mom is happy, and so is my aunt, it's okay, good son." ”

She kissed Haohao on the face several times, and then asked, "Son, do you like Auntie?"

Hao Hao nodded heavily, "I like it." ”

"Mom was relieved. Zhang Xiaoyu hugged Haohao tightly in his arms, and his heart ached for a while.

"Mom, what's wrong with you. Hao Hao asked, the little guy doesn't understand human feelings, but he can feel the changes in Zhang Xiaoyu.

"Mom is fine. Letting go of Haohao, Zhang Xiaoyu stood up, "Let's go, mom will make you something to eat, what do you want to eat at noon?"

Hao Hao thought it was really fine, and suddenly became happy, jumped to his feet and said, "As long as my mother makes it, I like to eat it!"

The big cat was confused, and when he saw that the hostess and the little master were smiling, he dared to let go of his hands and feet, roared, and rushed into the house first, acting as a pioneer.

On the side of the road outside, Zhai Ruonan got into the red Cayenne car left by An Lin, leaned on the steering wheel and looked at the front blankly, and finally couldn't hold back, and lay down and cried......