Huo Xiyao knew that he was frightened at the beginning of summer last time.

Although when she asked him afterwards, he didn't tell her, and she didn't ask again, and she didn't look worried or unhappy.

But he just knew that he was hurt, and it was almost a shadow in her heart.

Now that Xia Chu asked him again, he originally planned to confess and tell him everything.

Naturally, he won't hide it anymore, "Okay, I'll tell you all right away." Didn't I tell you during the day that someone suddenly came to see me and said that he could let me see the light of day again and start over? But on the condition that after I am free, I must change my name and surname, and from now on I can no longer appear in front of him, nor can I go to him, and I cannot reveal my relationship with him to anyone. ”

After a pause, "You should, you've already guessed who that person is, right?" ”

Xia Chu did guess.

She frowned, "Since he is so powerful and can make you start over, why does he keep ignoring the life or death of Auntie and you?" Why didn't the aunt go to him back then, that was what he owed the aunt! I thought that my aunt didn't know where he was, and she couldn't find him at all. ”

"It turns out that Auntie knows where he is, isn't that too cheap for him? Irresponsible, chaotic and abandoned ......"

I originally wanted to scold the garbage, but I thought about Huo Xiyao's biological father, or swallowed it back.

But I really feel very uncomfortable in my heart, why is such a bastard either rich or expensive, and nine times out of ten he is still living the life of a human being, God is really blind!

Huo Xiyao said in a deep voice, "My mother didn't know where he was at first, but it was only later, when I was in high school, that she saw him on TV." But she was reluctant to go to him again, and she left a diary, which I discovered later when I came back to clean up the house. ”

"I also think it's right that my mother doesn't look for it, the wrong person is no different from a dead person, what else is there to find? It's a pity that later, my mother went to him because of me......"

Xia Chu's heart twitched when he heard this, "And then did he put forward the condition that he wanted to save you, but Auntie had to ......?" I really can't help but want to scold him! ”

Huo Xiyao shook his head, "No. It's my mother's own choice, I'm afraid that he won't do his best, so I have to make him feel more guilty, and the more guilty he is, the more hope I have. It's also because my mother and she have really lived enough, and I don't want to live anymore, so I want to use her death to finally arouse my desire to live......"

Xia Chu heard him talk about the back, and his voice was almost choked.

couldn't help but hug him tightly, "It's all over Xiyao, it's not your fault, it's that person's fault, you and Auntie are both victims, you're all wrong, it's all him's fault." So you don't need to blame yourself, you don't need to feel guilty and reflective, the victim guilt theory is never right! ”

Huo Xiyao's voice became even hoarse, "It's all his fault, but it's also my fault." If only I could have been kind to my mother back then, a little more considerate, and not hurt her unscrupulously with words and actions. If I weren't so, not so selfish, I would always feel like the most miserable person in the world. ”

Then he was bent on death, and he still kept dying despite the hope of being free as soon as possible. Maybe my mom won't...... I won't end my life in such a decisive way. In her life, she has never had a few good days, and her entire life of more than 30 years has been full of bitterness and no sweetness. ”

As a result, she still thought of the culprit who caused her so much pain and dragged her down all her life until she died, and her only wish was that the culprit could live well...... How could it not be my fault? I couldn't be more wrong! ”

Xia Chu hurriedly said, "No, Xiyao, you were still young at that time, and you suffered so many grievances, not only Auntie suffered, aren't you bitter?" Suffering to a certain extent, you will indeed lose your desire to survive, I really can't blame you, you don't blame yourself anymore, I feel uncomfortable when I see you like this, let alone Auntie. ”

"And as I said just now, Auntie will only be happy and relieved to see that you are so good now, and she will only feel that everything she does is worth it! So, what about after that? ”

Huo Xiyao calmed down for a few moments before continuing, "After that, I really regained my freedom. But at the same time, I also learned the bad news that my mother was gone, and I regretted and suffered very much, so I quietly came back and set up a mound for her, and left again. ”

"But I wasn't 19 years old at the time, I had no education, no technical expertise, and I couldn't even use my name and identity. I became a veritable black man, so I had to do some high-risk business for a living, like a speed racer, a thug, a pickpocket...... has always been on the verge of reoffending. ”

"Fortunately, I met Ah Ye, I had a mother and a family before, but he didn't even have these, he was an orphan since he was a child. We have been dependent on each other for almost half a year, and when I was in a fight with someone, my adoptive father passed by and saw it. He watched me fight, and he didn't want the lives of others, nor his own. ”

After some investigation and testing, he decided to adopt me as his adopted son, and in the future, he will support the Huo family and take care of Scarlett for the rest of his life. I offered to take Ah Ye with me, and then my adoptive father sent the two of us to a military academy abroad. We didn't come back until five years ago, when we graduated and my adoptive father was sick. ”

Xia Chu was distressed when he heard it, and sighed again, "You were just an adult at that time, and Ah Ye was the same, in fact, you are still two children, how did you come here?" It's really ruthless, I know that you can't live at all, and I don't care about you! ”

"Fortunately, there is also your adoptive father, if I hadn't met him, I wouldn't have dared to think about it later. No wonder you say that he is as kind to you as a mountain, and it is indeed a reinvention of kindness, more than someone else...... 10,000 times stronger! Someone is not only unworthy of being a father, but not even worthy of being a human being! ”

Huo Xiyao snorted lightly, "Maybe he is just unworthy of being a father to a specific person, but in front of other children, he is the best father?" Don't talk about him, if it weren't for telling Chu Chu about your past and future affairs, I wouldn't want to mention him at all. ”

Xia Chu hurriedly smiled, "Okay, let's not mention it." But you've been up and down for so long, I still don't know why you're hurt like that, and this foreshadowing has been long! ”

Huo Xiyao couldn't help but pinch her face, the slippery touch made him feel better.

Only then did he smile and said, "I want to listen to the story again, but I'm impatient, it's you, and if you change someone else, I don't bother to say a word!" That, my adoptive father was self-made back then, although when I came to him, Huo's was not yet listed, and it only had a volume of billions. ”

"But from zero to billions, from scratch, what kind of sweat and hard work will have to be paid during the period, you can imagine. So, my adoptive father followed ...... On the side of the Golden Triangle, there were close contacts in the early years. At that time, I did rely on this shortcut and made a lot of benefits, but if I wanted to withdraw later, it was difficult. ”