At the beginning of the summer, I didn't feel good when I heard it.

The voice was also softer, "Xiyao, you didn't know anything at that time, you were still a fetus, how can I blame you?" I believe that Auntie, she has never blamed you, she will only be glad that she listened to her mother's instinct and gave birth to you, she must have never regretted it! ”

Huo Xiyao nodded, "It is indeed written in her diary that she has never regretted giving birth to me. Even if she lost her mother and the possibility of starting over because she gave birth to me, she never regretted it. On the contrary, she was afraid that I would regret it, regret why I chose her to be my mother, why I wanted to be reincarnated in her womb. ”

Xia Chu's nose was sour, "Auntie, she really loves you, and she is really a good mother!" ”

Huo Xiyao laughed at himself, "But I'm not a good son." In fact, she was young and beautiful at that time, and many men in the town were relieved to marry her and live a good life. But her condition is that she will not bring me with her, and she will spare no effort to provide me with my education in the future until I graduate from university. ”

"Of course people don't want to, and it's not a girl, so it's good to marry in the future. I still have to spare no effort to study, who doesn't know that it costs money to study, and what about my own children? ”

So gradually no matchmaker came to the door, and no one wanted to marry her anymore. But our days are getting worse and worse, and we have no way to get money, and we have no one to rely on...... For more than half a year, I had a meal with Ah Ye every day, and most of the time I could only sleep in the bridge cave before I knew how difficult it was to support myself. ”

"She had to support not only herself, but also me, and she had to provide for me to study, no matter how difficult it was. I can't even imagine how she survived at that time, and how she had to ...... in the end."

Xia Chu couldn't help but hug him tightly, "Xiyao, I'd better come down and go by myself, right?" I can go, you can just hold me all the time. ”

Huo Xiyao didn't let go of her, "It's okay, I'm not tired." I'm not as sad and painful as you think, I just want to talk to you and talk about it. Otherwise, I don't know who to tell me, Ah Ye knows some, but he doesn't know too much, and it is even more impossible for me to say anything else. ”

Xia Chu was even more distressed, "Then you say, I'll listen." In the future, if you want to talk to me, you will always tell me that I will always be your most loyal listener. ”

Huo Xiyao chuckled, "It's not enough to be an audience forever, you have to be a wife forever." It's a pity that I was too ignorant at that time, and often when my emotions came up, I yelled at her why did I give birth to me, did I ever think that I didn't want to be born at all? ”

"Every day I was ridiculed and bullied, and I was really disgusted by the days when I was insulted and insulted. Still...... often scolded her for being dirty, scolded her for not being willing to degenerate under the banner of supporting me, and later even went to the point where I didn't want to share a room with her at all, and didn't allow her to step into my room. ”

"But actually, she has always been very careful and never let me ...... I've encountered it. As long as I'm at home, she tries not to make any noise, and she's really given me the best she can. ”

It's a pity that Huo Xiyao's mother pays attention to it, she walks a lot at night, and there will still be a day when she hits a ghost.

One day in the second semester of his third year of high school, Huo Xiyao went home halfway to pick up the test papers he had forgotten at home.

happened to bump into one of his mother's "regulars" eating and drinking at home, and it goes without saying what he will do after he has eaten and drunk enough.

Huo Xiyao's face was black at that time, and he didn't even take the test paper, so he rushed out.

His mother was afraid that something would happen if he ran out in such a rage, so she pulled him alive and didn't let him go.

And let the "regular" go quickly, and don't come again in the future.

The "regular guest" was very unhappy, he just refused to leave while sitting, and deliberately asked Huo Xiyao to call him 'Dad', saying how much money he would give when he screamed, which made him happy, maybe he really married Huo Xiyao's mother and became his real father.

In front of Huo Xiyao, he did something to his mother, which was very malicious and unbearable.

Huo Xiyao was young and vigorous at that time, where could he stand this anger?

picked up the bench next to him and smashed it at the "regulars".

But the "regular" is a strong adult man, but he was just a thin teenager at that time, how can he be an opponent when it comes to strength?

Instead, he was knocked to the ground by the other party and couldn't move.

Then, in front of Huo Xiyao, he was going to ...... to his mother With strong.

Huo Xiyao finally couldn't stand the humiliation, and he couldn't stand his mother's struggle and crying, so he rushed to the kitchen and copied the kitchen knife and slashed it on the man's back.

Because of this, he buried his good future and indirectly buried his mother's life......

Xia Chu couldn't hold back her tears anymore when she heard this, "Xiyao, why wasn't I there at that time, why did I transfer back to the city?" Whether you are or Auntie, how helpless and painful you must have been......"

Huo Xiyao's voice was also a little wooden, "You were useless at that time, right?" I'd rather you weren't there, because I didn't want you to see the worst of me. ”

"I myself have been deliberately avoiding that day since then, and I don't even want to think about it anymore. Just remember that it was very confusing, a lot of ...... Blood, I still remember that my mother desperately wanted to change my clothes, to let me go back to school quickly, as long as I didn't go home that day, I didn't care about the rest of the day. ”

"I didn't promise her, I just told her, 'Live well in the future, and really live for yourself,' and never spoke again."

"Then, the police came, and so did the medical examiner. Then, I was taken away, and my mom followed, but I never saw her again, and I didn't want to see her...... I was an adult at the time, but it was a legitimate defense, and my injuries and my mother's confession were evidence, and I happened to meet a very humane judge again......"

Xia Chu's heart was dull and painful, "But you still don't want to live, and you still want to die...... I'm really sad that my aunt would make such a choice, but I can't help but be glad that my aunt made such a choice. Otherwise, I wouldn't have seen you at all, and I wouldn't have known these things until I died. ”

After saying that, I endured and endured, but I still couldn't help but scold the so-called victim, "People will humiliate themselves and others will humiliate them, if he is not so hateful, he has to humiliate you, how can he harm others and himself?" You really deserve it! ”

But he wanted to scold Huo Xiyao's biological father even more, "The bastard who has been messing up and abandoning everything, how could he not have imagined what kind of difficult situation a young and beautiful girl would end up in if she was pregnant unmarried?" He really didn't care about you for more than ten years, when he never had that time in his life, as if he had never existed with you. ”

"He'd better pray that he doesn't meet me in his life, or I won't let him go. I must let him regret it, let him live with the condemnation of his conscience, and let him die without thinking of peace! ”