Xia Chu has hardly seen Lu Yiming these days, and even if he does, it is impossible to ask about his private affairs.

Which adult can have no privacy of his own, and not doing things that make the other person uncomfortable, is also basic politeness.

She thought for a while, and said, "Scarlett, let me ask, what do you think of Yiming now?" It's just because of his habits and possessiveness since childhood, I can't stand him anymore revolving around you, and I can't stand him being with other women, and he will get married and have children in the future. ”

"Or are you the same to him as you are to you, except that you never noticed this before, didn't realize how important he really was? I think it's important to figure this out first. You have to make sure that you really like him and love him from the bottom of your heart before you can plan your next step. ”

"If it's just because you're afraid of losing, and you just use him as the last straw, you mistakenly think that you like him, and even brainwash yourself and force yourself to like him. At the end of the day, it's the same as before...... What's the difference? This shouldn't be what Yiming wants, he's such a proud and confident person, if he can't get it all, I'm sure he'd rather not. ”

Huo Sijia saw that Xia Chu was confident in himself.

Whether it was pure kindness or perfunctory work, she could still tell the difference.

"I've actually been thinking about this a lot these days, even, at the beginning...... Before I made a big mistake, I was thinking about it subconsciously. At the beginning, knowing that my eldest brother was with you, I was not only angry, but also panicked, afraid that my eldest brother would not want me from now on and would not care about me. ”

"But I never felt like I couldn't breathe, as if my heart was being pinched. In particular, after confirming that Yale girl really exists, and Brother Yiming does have the idea of getting married and having children, I really feel suffocated every time I think about it. ”

"Later, when I calmed down, I realized that my anger at the tail banquet was not because of you, but because of Brother Yiming's attitude; Chinese New Year's Eve It was the same that day, the reason why I was really angry and flustered, I reflected on it afterwards, was also because of Brother Yiming'......"

"I, I see that he doesn't have me in his eyes anymore, and even when something happens, he will still show up as soon as before and solve the problem for me, but he does look at me differently than before. I thought again that he would soon be someone else's husband and a father to someone else's child...... If that day comes, I'll die of pain, I really can't even think about it......"

At the beginning of the summer, when he saw that Huo Sijia finally finished speaking, he immediately covered his face.

I shouldn't want to let myself see her pain and embarrassment at the moment.

She then raised her hand and poured her a cup of tea, "It's okay Scarlett, it hasn't happened yet, everything is still in time." You take a sip of tea first, take a moment, and we'll move on. ”

Huo Sijia put down his hand and exhaled heavily, "I'm fine." But when that day comes, no matter how painful I am, I can only accept it. After all, I am not the sun, and others are not sunflowers, and they will revolve around me all their lives. ”

"Not to mention that they all revolve around me, maybe not even a person who really revolves around me. I asked myself, just my personal charm, it was almost zero, and I didn't even like it. How can you ask others to like it unconditionally and from the heart? ”

Xia Chu hurriedly said: "Scarlett, don't be presumptuous, everyone is unique, and there is always their own shining point." But, are you really sure that these feelings you feel about Yiming are different from those of others? ”

"Let me say something that you may not like to hear, although you were born with everything, but you are very lacking in love, and you are especially in need of love, lots and lots of love. That's why you were ...... in the first place That mother and son have been blinded for so long. You don't necessarily suspect them, but because you think they really love you and are good to you, you just ignore them. ”

"Now, without them, you have two fewer people who you thought loved you. Xiyao ...... again With me, you must have subconsciously thought that there is one less person who loves you. The only one left, you must hurry on, you can't let him go anymore. ”

"So your pain, your suffocation, your breathlessness can't even think about it, could there be a reason for this?"

Huo Xiyao hurriedly shook his head, "No, I know very well in my heart that it's not." Indeed, now that their mother and son go in, and those who go back to their hometown, we should never have any more intersections in this life. At most, in the future, they really won't be able to live, and I, out of a humanitarian spirit, may lend a hand. ”

"But I didn't feel sorry for the loss of two people who loved me because they didn't really love me in the first place. I have always given back to them more, both materially and spiritually, and I dare to say that I have a clear conscience and that they are at fault. ”

"As for the eldest brother, he does have you, and I will never get his love again in my life. But I didn't lose his love, and he still loved me despite my brother's love and responsibility for my sister. and Brother Aye, he also has brother and sister love for me. It's Brother Yiming, is it possible that he is with someone else, and even the brother-sister affection for me for so many years has disappeared all at once? ”

Xia Chu smiled and nodded, "Now I'm sure." Scarlett, you don't take Yiming as a lifesaver, but it's really different for him, and I finally understand that it's different because of love, just because of love, nothing else! ”

Huo Scarlett blushed, "You're sure, why do you have to say it?" Let's eat first, there are so many things, and I can't eat them all by myself. ”

After that, he picked up a piece of sushi and ate it.

At the beginning of the summer, he also took a sushi, "Okay, eat first." But I'm so full, I've got to work hard. ”

After both of them swallowed the contents in their mouths, she smiled again: "That's why at the beginning, you wanted to go back to the past, because back to the past, Yiming is still the same as before, and will not change?" I really don't know what to do, and I'm in love. ”

Huo Sijia was embarrassed, "Didn't you just say that you have forgotten the original thing, why do you still mention it?" ”

Saying that, he sighed, "It's too late to say anything now." Brother Yiming already has a girlfriend, even if the two haven't really determined their relationship, it is estimated that it will be soon, especially Aunt Lu still likes that young lady so much, but she doesn't like me a hundred times. ”

"How did I ...... in the first place? Sure enough, the death he made himself will have to be repaid sooner or later. Maybe, Brother Yiming won't even accept my birthday gift at all, so I'm afraid that Aunt Lu and the young lady will be unhappy? Forget about these, as long as Brother Yiming still has me in his heart, I am not afraid. ”

"I'm afraid that Brother Yiming really doesn't have me in his heart, then I really won't even have the opportunity to prove myself with time and practical actions! Summer...... Sister-in-law, what do you think I should do? ”