Chapter 132: It's Not You Who Lost, It's Me! (2)
Ning Xi stopped and raised his face to look over.
On the steps, Fu Jinxi was wrapped in a camel-colored coat, walked over quickly, and stopped in front of her.
"I heard my brother say that you and Brother Jiang Lu are going to divorce, is it true?"
"If you want to talk to me about work, come to my office. If you're here to demonstrate to me, you've done it. "I'd rather bypass her and step up the stairs.
"Rather pity!" Fu Jinxi turned around, "Can we find a place to talk?" ”
Ning Xi stopped on the steps and didn't look back.
"What else is there to talk about between us?"
Fu Jinxi chased after her and pulled up the sleeve of his left hand.
The knife wound on her wrist had already scabbed, and the black blood scar had not yet completely fallen off, which looked very obvious.
However, Ning Xi still noticed that there were several deep and shallow marks on her wrists.
Apparently, she committed suicide once.
"What do you mean by that?" Ning Xi raised his face a little stunned, "I have agreed to divorce Jiang Lu, are you still not satisfied?" ”
"Do you just know why I killed myself?" Fu Jinxi ripped off his sleeves and covered those scars, "I'll only take you half an hour, okay?" Just think of it as ...... For my brother's sake, okay? ”
Hearing her mention Fu Jinnian, Ning Xi frowned, and finally turned around and walked down the steps.
"Let's go, go to the café opposite."
Because it was breakfast, there weren't many people in the café, and it was easy for the two of them to find a quiet window seat to sit down.
The waiter held the menu, "What do you two drink?" ”
"Hot chocolate."
The two girls spoke almost in unison.
The waiter nodded and turned to leave.
In a moment, two cups of steaming chocolate were delivered.
"Actually, I didn't like to drink chocolate before, and like my brother, I liked tea.
At that time, I had just had an accident and was depressed. My brother had just opened a law firm at that time, and sometimes he was so busy that he didn't have time to look at me, so he asked Brother Jiang Lu to take care of me.
The first time I drank hot chocolate, it was cooked for me by Brother Jiang Lu. He said......
Chocolate makes people feel happy. ”
Fu Jinxi stirred the chocolate in the cup and laughed at himself.
"The reason why I like chocolate is entirely because of Jiang Lu."
Ning Xi held the chocolate cup and didn't make a sound.
"Oh, I haven't told you yet." Fu Jinxi took a deep breath, "You must have heard about Brother Jiang Lu saving me. That night, I was stopped by two black men who had been on drugs, who happened to be passing by, and I was stabbed by the other party in order to save me, and I ...... As a result, he contracted AIDS. ”
Hearing the word "AIDS", Ning Xi's hand holding the chocolate cup shook slightly.
Feeling her strangeness, Fu Jinxi lowered her eyelashes.
"You don't have to be nervous, after that night, my brother took me to the hospital in time and had a blocked treatment, and I am ...... now It's just a carrier, and it doesn't get sick, and we can't be contagious if we contact it like this. ”
"I ......" Ning Xi hurriedly put down the cup in his hand, "I didn't mean that, I didn't dislike you, I just ...... A little surprised. ”
Fu Jinxi raised his face and met her eyes.
Sure enough, there was no disdain or disgust in Ning Xi's eyes on the other side as she imagined.
"Sure enough, my brother wasn't wrong." Fu Jinxi smiled slightly, "After my classmates at school found out, everyone pointed fingers at me, and deliberately kept their distance from me, that feeling...... It's as if I were the plague. At that time, I really just wanted to die. ”
Thinking of himself at that time, Fu Jinxi's face was dyed with a gloomy look.
"Except for my brother, only Brother Jiang Lu is good to me."
When Jiang Lu was mentioned, Fu Jinxi's face showed a girlish expression of longing.
"He would buy me good food, take me to concerts, and eat with me as if he didn't even know I was sick.
A man like him is a woman, and so am I.
I know that a girl like me doesn't deserve him at all.
But I couldn't control myself, because it was only in his presence that I felt like a real person......
I selfishly want to possess him. ”
Raising his eyes to look at Ning Xi's expression, Fu Jinxi's face was stained with an apologetic look.
"You must think I'm a bad woman, right? In fact, you are not wrong, what I have done to you is indeed despicable. ”
Putting down the chocolate cup in his hand, Fu Jinxi took a deep breath and solemnly raised his face.
"I came to you this time to apologize solemnly. Of course, I know that I can't get your forgiveness, I just want you to know the truth. ”
Ning Xi's fingers gently rubbed the chocolate cup.
She didn't know that Fu Jinxi had experienced something even more terrible than her.
Moreover, that incident also brought her a shadow that she could not shake off for the rest of her life.
At that moment, Ning Xi completely understood Fu Jinxi's mood.
"I'm not that great, and I really can't forgive you, but ......" Ning Xi put down the cup in his hand, "Jiang Lu and I are about to divorce, and now ...... You win! ”
Standing up from the couch, she picked up her bag and prepared to leave.
"It's a pity!" Fu Jinxi got up to block her, "I haven't finished yet, that's not what I really want to say." ”
Ning Xi looked at her suspiciously, "Then what do you want to say?" ”
"I would say that everything was my idea.
That day, my stomach ache was faked, and I also got fake information to deliberately deceive Brother Jiang Lu.
He was going to take me to the hospital, and he was afraid that you would call you because you misunderstood, but I stopped him and pretended to send you a message.
When you saw us, I deliberately held him.
Including that night, I also deliberately called Brother Jiang Lu, and he thought I was going to commit suicide before he went over to take care of me......"
Fu Jinxi's eyes were red and his tone was apologetic.
"Including the bracelet, I also bought it myself. And your brother, which I also stole from my brother, and the marriage certificate between you and Jiang Lu was secretly mailed to the prison. ”
"You ......"
Ning Xi couldn't hold back any longer, raised his right hand, and slapped her face.
"How can you do this, even if you hate me, why are you targeting my brother?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"
Fu Jinxi didn't resist, just stood still in place.
"I did everything, and it really has nothing to do with Brother Jiang Lu."
After committing suicide that day, Fu Jinxi finally knew the truth of the year.
She had always mistakenly thought that the person who was with her that night was Jiang Lu.
Therefore, she misunderstood that Jiang Lu really liked her.
It's just that Fu Jinxi never thought that that person would be Fu Jinnian, who adopted her and took care of her for many years.
From that night on, she couldn't sleep all night.
It wasn't until she was discharged from the hospital yesterday that she learned from Fu Jinnian that Jiang Lu and Ning Xi were going to divorce.
"I heard my brother say that you and Brother Jiang Lu are going to divorce, I ...... Thought about it all night.
My brother is right, emotional matters can't be forced, I'm really guilty. "
Last night, Fu Jinxi didn't sleep all night.
In my mind, I have been thinking about Jiang Lu and Ning Xi.
Guilt and self-blame made her unable to feel at ease.
Early this morning, she came over to find Ning Xi, just to make her apologize.
Now, after telling all the truth and being slapped by the other party, Fu Jinxi felt much more relaxed.
"You beat me, you scolded me, you hated me......
I think I deserve it.
However, Brother Jiang Lu really didn't betray you, he really liked you.
Between the two of us, it's not you who loses, it's me! ”