Chapter 11: If You Don't Come, You'll Never See Me!
If you don't come, you'll never see me!
couldn't think of anything wrong, so Lin Wanqiao stopped being entangled and threw herself into the next round of hoarding.
Routine trauma medications, heart medicines, vitamins, household equipment, gas masks, etc. must all be prepared.
“OK!”
Lin Wan Qiaozai carefully checked the medicine.
In addition to various standing medicines, Liu Jian'an has heart disease, and the medicine he has to take all year round is particularly important. The doctor told him that his medicine could not be stopped for a day, and Liu Jian'an is only in his 60s now, and he has at least 40 years of supply.
The medicine in the hospital can only be prescribed for one week, and the pharmacy does not open more, even if it runs all over the county's pharmacies, it will not be enough for a year.
Lin Wanqiao really worked hard for this, and only bought it from friends in several pharmaceutical companies, because it was not a normal channel, and the price was much more expensive than the market.
However, everything is worth it.
In addition to medicines, daily necessities are also fully bought.
Lin Wanqiao even bought construction cement, self-defense weapons, farm tools, seeds, and various outdoor survival supplies.
Basically, what you can use, and what you can use, is almost the same as what you can use.
At the same time, Lin Wanqiao's money on hand has already been spent.
The hand of time has come to April 25, 2023.
A week before the end of the world.
Lin Wanqiao was making a final inventory of the supplies, and the space was full, and there was almost no space left.
In addition to Lin Wanqiao's space, except for the living room and kitchen, the rest of the room is full of cat litter and a small part of the durable materials except for the bed.
After the water is stopped, the toilet will definitely not work, and going to the toilet is a problem.
Cat litter can absorb odors and is a good choice.
After all the things are prepared, Lin Wanqiao can rarely rest today.
After lunch, lie down in bed and rest.
Lin Wanqiao held a photo, her hands trembling slightly.
The yellowed photograph shows two young and immature faces. In the photo, the girl looked at the camera with a smile like a flower, and the boy was dressed in white T with one hand around the girl's shoulder, looking down at the girl in his arms, his eyes were full of tenderness.
stroked the boy's face, and his eyes gradually filled with tears.
My mind went back to two years ago through the photos.
That year, Lin Wanqiao had a first boyfriend Shen Shaoyu who had been talking for 6 years.
The two met on campus, and they also chased after each other in their studies, cheering for each other all the way, and agreed to work hard to go to the same university, which can be said to be each other's spiritual pillars.
But tomorrow and the unexpected never know which will come first.
Shen Shaoyu's parents died in an accident at the critical moment of his third year of high school, and the huge blow directly caused Shen Shaoyu to fail the college entrance examination. And Lin Wanqiao was admitted to the ideal university as she wished.
Later, Shen Shaoyu reluctantly took out a loan to finish his junior college, and after graduation, he came to work in City B, where Lin Wanqiao University is located.
If you want to say that Shen Shaoyu is good anywhere, he has absolutely nothing to say to Lin Wanqiao, and he will never give the moon to the stars, almost holding Lin Wanqiao in the palm of his hand.
But because of his low education and lack of financial support from his family, Shen Shaoyu worked extremely hard and lived a very poor life.
The burden of life has become even heavier since Lin Wanqiao graduated and entered the workplace.
During the one-year internship, Lin Wanqiao not only had to be oppressed by her boss every day, but overtime was commonplace.
There is only a minimum wage of 1,800 yuan per month. Even if Shen Shaoyu tries his best to be frugal and try his best to meet Lin Wanqiao's needs, it is still a drop in the bucket compared to the high cost of living in big cities.
Often, after paying three months' rent, the two of them can't make up 100 yuan in four pockets.
Occasionally, sitting in a small rental house, Lin Wanqiao became confused about the future.
It was also at that time that she and Ruan Feng met at work.
Regarding the events of that night, Wu Yanna later tried her best to explain that she was going to send her home, but her mother-in-law suddenly called and said that she had a heart attack, and Ruan Feng promised to send Lin Wanqiao back, so she could only believe that Ruan Feng rushed to the hospital first.
Lin Wanqiao in her previous life really believed the other party's clumsy excuse.
Since she was drunk that night, she was extremely disgusted with herself, and she couldn't face Shen Shaoyu.
Just when she hesitated again and again about whether to confess to Shen Shaoyu, the other party learned about the accident that night because Wu Yanna "leaked her mouth".
At this point, she didn't have the face to continue to stay by Shen Shaoyu's side, so she could only take the initiative to break up and leave.
Thinking of Shen Shaoyu's painful face when he left, Lin Wanqiao's trembling fingers tossed and wandered on the dial keys.
Lin Wanqiao knew that she had to make this call, but she was afraid that what she would hear was Shen Shaoyu's cold refusal, or an emotionless busy voice......
In her previous life, although Lin Wanqiao ruthlessly broke up with Shen Shaoyu, she had been secretly paying attention to Shen Shaoyu.
He didn't delete himself, and she could only watch every news she posted over and over again for a long time.
Seeing that he worked overtime until late at night almost every day, and often took medicine because of hunger and stomach pain, she was distressed. Seeing that he said that the project was improving, and the hard work of many days was not in vain, she was also happy.
She could only bury her feelings in her heart, occasionally hiding in a corner where no one was watching Shen Shaoyu's dynamics and wiping her tears.
During those days, Lin Wanqiao was most afraid that one day she would suddenly see Shen Shaoyu say that she was accompanied by a new person, and she told her rationally that if there was really such a day, she should also bless and be happy for him. But I vaguely reject the arrival of this day.
The light veil of the night unconsciously covers everything near and far.
After a long time, Lin Wanqiao finally made up her mind.
She wasn't in a position to bother, but no matter what, she just wanted him to live in peace in the last days.
Whether he hates her or not, whether he hates her or not, she just wants to make sure he can live well!
"Toot-toot-toot-"
Every time the bell rang, it knocked heavily on Lin Wanqiao's heart.
Lin Wanqiao couldn't help but hold her breath, staring at the phone screen without blinking.
It's just a dozen seconds, but it's as long as centuries have passed.
Just when Lin Wanqiao thought that Shen Shaoyu would not answer.
"Hey ......"
A deep, familiar voice passed through the microphone.
There was a moment of stagnation in the heart.
The dense water vapor blurred Lin Wanqiao's eyes, and then flowed wantonly on her face like a dam bursting its embankment.
"Hello?" Shen Shaoyu's voice came from the other end of the phone again, with a hint of doubt.
Lin Wanqiao took a deep breath, took a long time, and slowly spoke: "It's me." ”
"yes, I know."
"Hmm."
The two were speechless at the same time.
"Are you okay?" Shen Shaoyu took the lead in breaking the silence.
"Hmm...... Not good. ”
"That's good...... What? What happened to you? Shen Shaoyu's tone was obviously eager.
"I'm not good at all!"
Lin Wanqiao seemed to vent the grievances that had been accumulated for many years, and her voice was hoarse.
Sensing a faint hint of crying on the phone, Shen Shaoyu suddenly sat up straight in the chair and asked, "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you?" Tell me quickly. ”
"Ayu, are you still alone?" Lin Wanqiao was tentative.
Lin Wanqiao thought about it, if Shen Shaoyu already had a other half, then presumably when the end of the world came, he would also hope to be with his lover, if so, she would choose not to bother again.
“……”
There was silence on the other end of the line.
Lin Wanqiao's heart cooled inch by inch.
"Then I won't ......"
"Nope."
"What?" Lin Wanqiao asked in disbelief.
"I said, I'm still alone." Shen Shaoyu repeated it again.
Great, Lin Wanqiao turned her head away from the phone, and covered her mouth with her other hand in pain.
After not hearing Lin Wanqiao's response for a long time, Shen Shaoyu called softly: "Qiaoqiao? ”
Lin Wanqiao didn't care about adjusting her emotions, and her voice spoke with a trembling cry, "Ayu, I want to see you." Right now! Right away! ”
Shen Shaoyu's delicate face frowned, he used to fall in love with Lin Wanqiao, and when the other party lost his temper, he also had such a tone, Ruan Feng bullied her?
Thinking of this, Shen Shaoyu just wanted to ask, but in an instant, he was like a frosted eggplant, and he was powerless to speak, in what capacity did he care about her.
"Qiaoqiao, I'm ......" Shen Shaoyu's words stopped.
"Ayu, if you don't come this time, you'll never see me!"
Lin Wanqiao is gambling.
Bet that Shen Shaoyu still has her place in her heart, even a little.
As it turned out, she was right!
"Jojo, what the hell is going on?!"
Lin Wanqiao choked up and said, "I can't tell you clearly, anyway, if you don't come now, we will never see each other again in this life." ”