Chapter 239: Happiness Came Too Sudden
Huo Sijia has indeed made up his mind that he will never give himself or Lu Yiming a chance to back down tonight.
So as soon as she got in the car, she took the lead and asked Lu Yiming not to say anything, "Brother Yiming, I have something to say to you, but I have to call my sister-in-law first, you wait a while." ”
Then, I made a quick call to the beginning of the summer.
After playing, I couldn't help but hang up and shut down the phone.
took Lu Yiming's mobile phone and turned it off, before he looked at him fixedly, "I remember that when Brother Yiming didn't go home, he lived in Jinyue Bay?" Let's go! ”
Lu Yiming was a little confused, "Scarlett, do you know what you're doing?" ”
Huo Sijia asked rhetorically, "What do you mean, I've been sleepwalking and I don't know what I'm doing anymore?" Rest assured, I'm sober and know what I'm doing! Or Brother Yiming doesn't want to go back to Jinyue Bay? Then go straight to the hotel, as long as it's you, I don't care about the location. ”
Lu Yiming stammered a little, "But, yes...... Won't it be too fast...... No, I mean, Scarlett, didn't you say you had something to say to me, and I happened to have something to say to you, so let's talk first? ”
Huo Scarlett still looked at him steadily, "Hurry?" I still think it's too slow, and I regret it! I shouldn't have been pulling with you for so long, hesitating for so long, I should have ...... directly Ahem, raw rice cooked rice. Anyway, you're single and I'm single, so I don't need to be polite at all! ”
Lu Yiming was silent for a moment and became serious, "Scarlett, I don't deny it, I've always loved you so far. After just ...... I can't deny it. But I'm still the same sentence, do you figure out the difference between whether you really love me, or are you afraid of losing me too, so you have to love me after making a fool of yourself? ”
"If it's the former, I'm certainly happy and honored, although it's not very likely. After all, you have never discovered your true heart for so many years, how could you suddenly find out? ”
"If it's the latter, even if, even if you just retreat and choose me, you do love me in your heart, the kind of love that a woman loves a man. Even if your love is not as good as mine, your love for me is far less than what you once loved Brother Yao, as long as you also love me, I still don't mind. ”
"But I can't accept that you don't actually love me, but you keep deceiving yourself and brainwashing yourself, you love me; Only by loving me and marrying me can you be happy, and you can only love me now, otherwise you will lose me together. That's something I can't accept, you know? ”
Huo Sijia actually wanted to interrupt Lu Yiming several times halfway.
But in the end, they all held back, and waited patiently for him to finish.
Cai also said solemnly: "Lu Yiming, what are you putting in your head, I said so much together, and I ...... just now In that case, in your eyes, I am still deceiving myself, just because I am afraid of losing you? ”
"It's not me who hits you, if I don't really love you, how important do you really think you are? Is it important that I lose myself, just because I can't lose you? ”
After speaking, he exhaled, "I really don't know how to tell you." But you are really not my second best, and I am also very sure that the feelings I have for you now are the kind of women to men. Moreover, it is completely different from my feelings for my eldest brother before, I was ...... to my eldest brother at that time"
"How so? I was really a teenager at that time, and I didn't know what love really was, I just took it for granted. And at that time, people were whispering in my ear almost every day, and I thought it was like that. Didn't you say at that time that I might not be in love with my eldest brother at all, just habit and possessiveness? ”
Lu Yiming pursed his lips, "I did say that." Now that you and your sister-in-law get along so well, I also believe that you should not be in love with Brother Yao. If it was love, if you were still in love, you wouldn't be what you are now. ”
"However, it doesn't mean that you don't love Brother Yao, you just love me. Maybe you're also habitual and possessive? After all, I may have a girlfriend soon, and I will marry her and have children, just like Brother Yao and sister-in-law. Probably, you just can't stand ......"
Huo Scarlett interrupted him with a sneer, "What can't I stand anymore? Can't stand you being with other women, getting married and having children? Yes, I just can't stand it, I feel like I'm going crazy with jealousy just thinking about it, and I want to kill someone! ”
"Before, your Miss Zhong hadn't appeared yet, and I was already very uncomfortable just to hear you say that it was time for you to find a girlfriend. After that, you said that you would strive to fulfill Aunt Lu's wish to hold her grandson within this year...... You are still in frequent contact with Miss Zhong, but you are so cold to me...... I was so sick I didn't know how to describe it. ”
"Even when I almost made a big mistake with my sister-in-law, most of the time in my heart, I also thought that I should let everything go back to before, especially let Brother Yiming go back to before."
"My sister-in-law also asked me, do I find out that I really love you, or am I afraid of losing you? I asked myself many times very seriously afterwards, and the answer I got was that I really love you, which is completely different from when I thought I loved my big brother before. ”
Seeing that Lu Yiming seemed to be about to speak, he didn't give him a chance to speak.
continued: "When I thought I loved my eldest brother very much, I never thought of kissing him, and I subconsciously avoided all the intimate behaviors that would occur if I was with my eldest brother. At the beginning, when I saw my eldest brother and sister-in-law making love at my eldest brother's house, I was not completely jealous, but found it difficult to accept. ”
"I thought about it for a while, if I replaced my sister-in-law with me...... The first reaction that crossed my mind was incest and nausea. But if I'm really with my eldest brother, it's definitely impossible to just hug me every day, and then what happened before, and what happened when I'm together. So I subconsciously avoided it again. ”
"But I dreamed that night, and I dreamed...... Ahem, I kissed someone, and that person was you! After that, I dreamed of ...... In short, I think it's hard to accept things with my eldest brother, but as long as it's with you in my dreams, I feel that I can accept it, and I gradually understand my mind thoroughly. ”
"If this can't be regarded as really loving you, Lu Yiming, tell me how to count? Do you want me to dig out my heart and let you see it with your own eyes so that you can believe it? ”
Lu Yiming's face was already full of excitement, "Scarlett, I, I just can't believe that happiness will come so suddenly...... After all, after all these years, I really don't have hope. But I believe now, and I really do! ”
Huo Sijia was relieved, "I finally believed it, I was really about to dry up my saliva, but it turned out because I couldn't believe it?" Everywhere Lu Shao goes, the stars hold the moon, I don't know how many girls love him, there was just one just now, when was he so unconfident? ”