Xu Pei smiled bitterly, "Panpan, I'm in your heart now, is it so unbearable?" Also, I feel embarrassed and unbearable about the things I do, not to mention that you are still a victim. ”

"But I really don't have the slightest malice now, I just simply admire you and am proud of you. Because you have never forgotten your original intention, you have always been serious about doing things, being a serious person, and becoming better and better. Unlike me, the more I live, the more I go back, the worse I live, I don't even know myself, I look down on myself......"

Xia Chu sneered, "So, you're changing your strategy today, planning to lower yourself to the dust, or even spit on yourself?" Thought I'd be happy to relent, and agree to your excessive request? ”

Xu Pei smiled wryly again, "Panpan, I really don't have any thoughts that I shouldn't have." You may not know that I have already sold all my shares in Xingyao, and the rest that should be dealt with have also been dealt with, and I will leave the sea market in the near future. ”

"That's why I just said I wanted to say goodbye to you, because I know very well that after this time, I shouldn't have a chance to see you again in this life."

Surprised at the beginning of summer.

He has already sold his shares too?

When did she not even hear about it, doesn't that mean that the entire Xingyao will cease to exist and become a thing of the past?

Xia Chuxin didn't know what it was like for a moment.

More than a thousand days and nights of sweat and painstaking efforts, even if there will be this day sooner or later, but it should not be so sudden, it should not be ...... in this way

Seeing that she didn't speak, Xu Pei continued ashamedly, "Panpan, I'm sorry, I blame me for being too confused and stupid, too greedy and too self-righteous, so that Xingyao will fall to today's end, and let you, let Xingyao's hard work be ruined." ”

"If I had been strict with myself, now Xingyao has gone to the next level, at least it can remain the same, and it can still have a place in the industry. I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for the dozens of employees of Xingyao, and I'm also sorry for myself. I let everyone's hard work go to waste......"

Xia Chu said in a deep voice, "You are indeed sorry for everyone!" Even if you are a major shareholder, Xingyao has never been your alone, and it is not your credit that it can have the previous grand occasion. It is the result of everyone's joint efforts, and the crystallization of everyone's sweat and hard work! ”

"Especially at the beginning of Xingyao, it was a young team, and at least two-thirds of them joined Xingyao as soon as they graduated. It wasn't just their first job, it was the place where their dreams and future set sail! You really have the ability to ruin the dreams of so many people at once! ”

Xu Pei was even more ashamed, "I originally wanted to hold on to it, although it was difficult, but I really wanted to try again, can I start again." But it's so hard, I really can't do it...... I had to retreat and start again in another way. ”

"I also complained about you in the process...... Your husband, but he knows very well that he is only an external cause at most, and the real decisive internal cause lies in myself. It's my deception, my short-sightedness, my selfishness, my arrogance, and my fearlessness. ”

"It's a pity that I knew it too late, and I reflected too late, and there was no room for salvation. So no matter what the result is, I can only bear it myself, and I can't blame anyone except myself! ”

Xia Chu pulled his lips and sneered, "It's really rare to hear you introspect like this." Sure enough, the car hit the wall and knew that it was turned, and when it saw the coffin, it knew that it was crying? ”

Xu Pei's face was bitter, "Panpan, I have actually been introspecting for a long time, and I have long regretted it." It's a pity it's still late...... I really dreamed of it, if only I could turn back the clock. I must not do anything to be sorry for you, I must cherish you. ”

"I really love you, a hundred times more than I thought I would love you, even now. It's the person I love the most, the person I'm most sorry for, and the person who hurts the most...... Of course, I'm not qualified to say such things now. The only thing I can do is to wish you happiness and happiness every day in the future. ”

Xia Chu said indifferently: "I don't need your blessing, my husband and I will definitely be happy forever and grow old." ”

After a pause, "The person you are most sorry for is not me, let alone yourself." It's your family, it's the ...... Innocent children. What did he do wrong, and he didn't even have a chance to come to this world to take a look? Just because of Ta's bad luck, he was born into Zhao Xinru's belly and became the child of the two of you? ”

"So you don't have to say anything to me, whether it's regret or introspection. If you want to say it, just say to that child, if he knew, in the end, Ta's life was only worth two million, and in the eyes of Ta's biological parents, he should regret not polishing his eyes in the first place, right? ”

Xu Pei was surprised, "Panpan, how do you know this?" ”

In total, only those few people know, how could Panpan know?

Could it be that she, like him, has really been quietly paying attention to him?

After all, Xia Chu has been with him for five years, how can he not know what he is thinking.

Sneered, "I never care about the lives of irrelevant strangers. It was Zhao Xinru who met me in the mall, and wanted to play the game of moral kidnapping, so I asked her to help her beg you and your family to agree to her giving birth to a child. ”

"If I don't agree, she just puts all the fault on my head, and I don't have to be condemned by my conscience for the rest of my life. It's a pity that I let her mess around, I still didn't eat her set, and she ended up humiliating herself. ”

Xu Pei laughed at himself, "Sure enough, I think too much." I mean, how could she figure it out all of a sudden, even though I knew it was sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to be so fast...... It turned out that he couldn't deceive himself anymore, so he simply showed his true colors. ”

Xia Chu sneered again, "Anyone is qualified to say this, but you Xu Pei are not qualified." If it weren't for the fact that you didn't restrain yourself in the first place, if it weren't for the fact that you made a mistake but refused to take responsibility, she wouldn't have come this far, and that child wouldn't have died innocently. ”

Xu Pei nodded heavily, "Panpan what you said is all right, it's all my fault, and it's all my irresponsibility." ”

"But if I let him come into this world, there is no complete home, no complete love and no life; In the future, it may also become a tool for his mother to compete for interests, making him miserable, and he would rather never be in this world, which is really irresponsible to him. ”

"So, I'd rather repent for the rest of my life, I'd rather be condemned by my conscience for the rest of my life. So after I leave this time, I will not go back to Suzhou City to develop, my grandmother has already contacted a mountainous area in northern Jiangsu for me, and I will go there to volunteer to teach, and I will also volunteer to provide legal aid to the local people. ”

"Grandma hopes that I can do something meaningful and take practical actions to atone for my mistakes......