Chapter 310: Don't give up on yourself

At the beginning of the summer, Xiao Gao was okay and relieved.

While checking his bag and luggage, he asked Han Ye if he wanted to eat something, "...... How could the eldest brother not be hungry, he came back and ran around so hard, even if he really ate on the plane, he was already hungry, not to mention how could you eat at that time? ”

"The steak I ordered for Xiyao just now is not bad, and I will also order one for my eldest brother, right? …… Don't excuse yourself anymore, and get angry if you excuse again. ”

Huo Xiyao also said: "Yes, Ah Ye, just us, there are no outsiders, what are you polite?" Thank you so much for today. ”

Han Ye waved his hand, "Brother Yao, don't say that, I still hate myself for being too slow, but fortunately, you and Chu Chu are fine." In the latter part of the period, I don't plan to go back to Rong City for the time being, so let Li Ze watch it for me over there, and the same is true for video conferencing and online office when necessary. ”

Without waiting for this disgusting trouble to pass completely, he will not leave Brother Yao again.

No matter what happens, he must face it side by side with Brother Yao!

Huo Xiyao thought for a while and said, "Ah Ye, you don't have to guard me, I can handle it." What's more, after today, they should not be too much later, you should still be busy with your go, this year's year-end dividends of shareholders of all sizes, but they all point to your project in Rongshi! ”

Han Ye still insisted, "I have already made a decision anyway, and I am confident that it will not affect the progress of the project in Rongshi." Brother Yao, you don't know, when I went back just now, although I didn't see the old shameless pair again, I also heard a few words. ”

"It's as if we leave with the front foot, and they move with the back foot. Being a mother is very brave, scratching her father's face, tearing her hair off, and crying all the time that she will not give up, 'What can't a mother do for her children?' ’”

"I guess she still has some nonsense in the back, Brother Yao just let me stay, I can always help you a little and play a little role."

Xia Chu frowned when he heard this, and hurriedly asked, "Big brother, what did Mrs. Wang really say?" That's probably still a lot of trouble, why is it so annoying! ”

The key is how can the net be broken, once the old man falls, Mrs. Wang is on the verge of collapse, and she doesn't know what will happen.

What if you pull out the events of the year again......

Han Ye saw Xia Chu's worries, and hurriedly said, "You don't have to be in a hurry at Chu Chu. I asked Secretary Hu to take the talk, I was cheap anyway, I had nothing to worry about, and I didn't know what I would do if I was in a hurry. Let the head of his family do what he says, don't bother Brother Yao and you anymore, and take care of the people in the family. ”

"He has not only one son, but also an old mother, granddaughter, daughter and grandchildren, it makes no sense that he is not afraid of wearing shoes, but I am afraid of being barefoot, isn't it?"

Huo Xiyao said in a deep voice, "Ah Ye, why are you so cheap, that you have nothing to worry about?" Chu Chu and I are not your relatives, Scarlett is not your relatives? I know you're here to warn them, but don't say anything like that again! ”

Han Ye hurriedly smiled, "I know Brother Yao, I won't talk about it in the future." ”

As he spoke, Han Ye's steak arrived.

Xia Chu and Huo Xiyao watched him finish eating, said a few more words, and waited for him to go back to his room next door.

Xia Chucai asked Huo Xiyao with a smile, "I feel so sleepy, do you think my husband will sleep with me, or will I sleep with you?" As for the mandarin duck bath...... Ahem, why don't you wait until you get home tomorrow, and then what? ”

Huo Xiyao raised his eyebrows, "Good Bao'er, this is begging for mercy?" Okay, you're begging for mercy, I'll spare you tonight, just cover the quilt and sleep. ”

Later, the couple entered the inner room and lay down on the bed, and sure enough, they just hugged Xia Chu tightly and did not make any further movements.

At the beginning of summer, I couldn't help but sigh secretly.

He's still in a bad mood, and he's still very uncomfortable, right?

Otherwise, I wouldn't even bother to vent, I'd rather hold it in my heart.

She then gently shook Huo Xiyao's hand and said in a low voice: "Husband, no matter what you feel or think in your heart now, you can say it." I have been holding it in my heart, what if my body is suffocated? I'm your dearest and most beloved person, you really don't have to hide anything in front of me, okay? ”

Huo Xiyao was silent for a moment.

Only then did he grit his teeth and said: "I actually don't feel anything else, just hate, special hate." hates him and doesn't allow me to appear again, but he can appear if he wants to, and force me if he wants to; I hate him for threatening me with you, and almost killing you; I hated him for hurting my mother all my life, and I didn't seem to be ashamed at all. ”

"I thought he was going to have a little bit of it. It turned out that my mother was willing back then, he didn't force her, and said that she was too stubborn. So what are my mother's sufferings, and what are the lives of hers? ”

"I still hate myself, why do I exist, why did I not have a heart in the first place? My mother is really not worth it, she has suffered all her life, and even her life is gone, but as a result, people are still high-ranking officials, and the family is all high-ranking people, not to mention substantive punishment, not even condemnation of conscience...... I really hate to kill him, and kill myself! ”

Xia Chu hurriedly hugged him tightly, "Husband, don't think like this, I don't allow you to think like this." You yourself said that my mother never regretted giving birth to you, and I can also feel that she has never regretted it, but only rejoice. If you say this, how sad would she be if she heard it? ”

"We can't blame ourselves and punish ourselves for the mistakes of others, because others don't behave, right? You're right from start to finish, it's the culprit who is wrong! ”

Huo Xiyao's body became tighter and tighter, "But it is indeed because of my existence that my mother is so bitter, without me, she can start again." Even if he is the culprit, how much better can I be? We both deserve to die! ”

Xia Chu was about to cry when he heard it, "Huo Xiyao, you tell me clearly, I don't allow you to say such things again, and you don't want to be so self-loathing and self-abandoning again!" What should I do if you die, be widowed after less than a year of marriage, and then suffer for the rest of your life? I'm not even as good as a mother, because I don't even have a child! ”

"Since you have married me and made a promise to the end, you must do what you say and not break your word. Otherwise, I will hate you to death in this life, in the next life, in the next life, and I will never forgive you! ”

Huo Xiyao heard Xia Chu crying, and finally woke up from his complacent anger and self-loathing.

Hurriedly reached out to wipe her tears, "I'm sorry at the beginning, I just got into the horns." My mother has said many times that she has never regretted giving birth to me, and at the last moment, the expectation for me is that I can live well in the future. ”

"I'm not alone now, I have you, I have to love you well for a lifetime, and be responsible for you for a lifetime. If you forgive me, I won't say it again, okay? ”