Sang Yu crossed.

The first day she came, she wanted to die.

As a fan of novels, she has read all bloody travel novels.

There are everywhere in the novel, Xia, Shang and Zhou, the Three Kingdoms, the Two Jin and Northern Dynasties, the Tang, Song, Yuan, Ming and Qing Dynasties, China's 5,000-year history has been worn all over, and what other worlds, wear it quickly, you can wear it anywhere.

She has also seen modern people wear to the primitive era, dancing hand in hand with primitive people around a leaf, poofing wood for fire, winding vines to swing in the mountains and forests for a day, in the primitive era can be said to be mixed with wind and water.

She has seen all the strange things, and she often fantasizes about it for a while, thinking about returning to the Tang Dynasty to see the prosperous scene, thinking about going to the Song Dynasty to appreciate the flavor of the market, and also thinking about being a heroic and warlike female general in the Yuan Dynasty.

But she never thought that she had only worn it back for eight years, no more, no less, just until the first day of high school.

She gritted her teeth and managed to survive the three years of high school, but once returned to the pre-liberation period.

I want to die.

The scorching August sun hung high in the sky, and even the wind was hot, and when the long wind blew, the heat wave rolled up and hit people's faces. The plastic track was hot, and students in camouflage uniforms stood everywhere in the playground, the phalanx was neat, and in front of the team were instructors in military uniforms.

The cicadas chirped endlessly, and the loud slogans came and went.

The tall and sturdy instructor had sharp eyebrows, full of anger, and even swept his eyes with knives: "Twenty-five squadrons!" Don't move! Five minutes in the military posture, all stand up for me! ”

Sang You stiffened and stood straight, looking at the back of the head of the classmate in front of her, feeling dazzled and tinnitus, after a long time, she still couldn't ease up.

To be honest, she thought it was ridiculous, ridiculous.

Her life is ordinary, even too ordinary, with no highlights and no regrets. The family is complete, life is quite smooth, and although life is not so easy, there are no hurdles that cannot be overcome.

She has lived for twenty-four years, and has encountered the most amazing thing, but I am afraid that this is all there is - she has crossed.

There are no regrets to make up, no tragedies to stop, and no good times to grasp. Her three years of high school were so ordinary that she couldn't stop being ordinary.

Before going to high school, whether it was reading novels or listening to others, Sang You felt that high school would be the best time in a person's life, and she could make good friends, so good that she would contact her even if she was out of society in the future, and she might become your child's godmother. will also talk about the longed-for love, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, from flourishing to white-headed.

But these are other people's youth.

Not hers.

The only thing Sang You is glad about now is that she didn't wear it back to junior high school, let alone on the eve of the high school entrance examination, otherwise she might not even be able to go to high school.

The outbreak of the new crown epidemic in 20 years swept the country, and for the prevention and control of the epidemic, he took online classes for nearly three months. I can't listen to it in class, all kinds of pop-up pages are flying, playthings are discouraged after class, and homework textbooks fall asleep when they touch it.

After three months of confusion, Sang You knew that she was afraid that she would be wasted.

She was even mentally prepared at that time, just take the test and try her best, don't ask too good, as long as she goes to an ordinary high school, as long as she goes to a general high school, and works hard for three years, she can still go to a good university.

She entered the examination room fearlessly with this mentality, took the exam for three days, and forgot everything as soon as she got out of the examination room.

After a long time, she still couldn't remember anything, only remembered that the weather was bad during the high school entrance examination, it was raining, and the reason why she remembered it clearly was because her bicycle key was hidden by someone on the first day of the high school entrance examination, and the umbrella was also taken away. She rode a bicycle that couldn't move, braved the rain to return home, and when she got home to find the door key and bicycle key tied together, she scolded at the time, and almost fainted with anger.

Later, she never thought that the high school entrance examination score would be 100 points higher than the last city quality inspection, so she pressed the quota of orientation students to go to the provincial key high school.

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The sun's rays were so swaying that people couldn't open their eyes, and the five minutes of standing in a military posture were too long, Sang You felt like a boiling water jug, steaming hot, salty and wet sweat flowed down the ends of her hair into her eyes, her eyes were sour and stinging, she wanted to reach out to wipe them, but after colliding with the instructor's eyes, she hurriedly looked away and didn't dare to move.

Sang You squinted his eyes, wanting to feel better, but not long after he squinted, when he opened it again, his eyes were dim, his head was dizzy, and he was nauseous and wanted to vomit.

She was a little unsteady on her feet, and when she raised her eyes, she found that the sky was all black, as if she saw the fate of her new high school three years, black, depressed, and breathless.

She still wanted to die.

As soon as this thought arose, Sang You couldn't help but fall forward, "Bang! With a bang, her head slammed on the lawn, and she fainted in pain.

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Sang You still has residual consciousness, she knows that her skull hurts, she knows that the instructor rushes to the infirmary with her, and she also hears many female classmates screaming, whispering 'The instructor is a good man' and 'I really want to faint'.

Sang You curled up uncomfortably, pressed her stomach with her hands, and the wind in her ears whirred and blew on her face, making it even hotter. The instructor rushed into the infirmary with her in his arms and said to the school doctor, "I'm dizzy." ”

What the school doctor said, Sang You couldn't hear clearly.

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Sang You was woken up coldly, the air conditioning in the infirmary was turned on too low, she opened her eyes in a daze, and subconsciously clenched the thin quilt covering her body. The infirmary was quiet, the school doctor wasn't there, she was the only one.

The sunlight casts circles of warm yellow light on the white tiles through the windows, and the emerald green leaves sway in the wind, shining in the sunlight as if they have been quenched with gold. The loud and loud slogans on the playground are still ringing, but when they come over, they are not so clear.

Sang You sat on the bed with her knees crossed, staring at the aperture on the ground in a daze.

'Knock-'

The door of the infirmary was knocked twice, and then someone pushed the door and walked in, Sang You subconsciously raised his eyes and looked over, stunned for a moment.

The young man who pushed open the door was very tall, wearing a blue-and-white school uniform, the broken hair on his forehead was soaked with water, and he pulled it to the back of his head, revealing a smooth forehead, his eyebrows and eyes were delicate, and the water vapor was hazy, as if a thin layer of frost was attached.

His hand was still on the doorknob, his fingers were slender, and the lines of his fingers when they were tense were very beautiful, and he seemed to be about to say something when he first came in, and after looking around, he pursed his lips and didn't make a sound, and his eyes stayed on Sang You for a few seconds before he looked away.

The feeling of being out of breath came again, Sang You arched her waist deeply, and said in a low voice, "Are you looking for the school doctor?" She's out and should be back in a moment. ”

The boy snorted, his grip on the doorknob loosened and tightened, and finally closed the door and sat down on the chair by the door.

He obviously only said one word, but Sang You had an urge to cry, and from the first time she saw him, her eyes began to heat up.

She was wrong.

She still has regrets.

She missed someone.

A person who couldn't ask for it, a person who made her spend three years of high school with firm faith.

Zhou Yan.

Zhou Yan......

Sang You pressed his chin against his knees, his heart seemed to have been sharpened with a blunt knife, the oozing flesh was mixed with rust, and the gap was filled by the wind, which seemed to be intact as before, but it was actually empty, and it hurt badly when he moved.

"You just called me?" The boy sat down in his chair, straightened his legs, and asked in confusion.

Sang You was startled for a moment, realizing that he had accidentally spoken out, and immediately denied it: "No." ”

The girl in front of her sat on the bed wrapped in a thin quilt and hugged her knees, a small lump, her face was very white, and when she raised her eyes, her eyes were red and her voice trembled slightly.

There is a band-aid on the door of the head, and the pattern is a crying kitten, not to mention, it is quite appropriate.

Zhou Yan glanced at it twice, didn't ask, and acquiesced that he was hallucinating.

Silent again, in a quiet atmosphere, Sang You subconsciously held her breath, she suddenly wanted to say something, she could say anything, she sniffed: "Senior, can you turn up the temperature of the air conditioner a little higher?" ”

Zhou Yan suddenly heard a 'senior' and was still a little stunned, he stood up and picked up the remote control of the air conditioner on the desk: "Twenty-six degrees? ”

Sang You nodded.

Zhou Yan put the remote control of the air conditioner on the table, and before he sat down, he heard the voice of the school doctor outside the door: "Today's children can't afford to toss, and before the military training is two hours, there is a row under the tree, and there are fainting." ”

As soon as the words fell, the door was pushed open, and the school doctor was stunned when he saw Zhou Yan: "Classmate, what's wrong?" ”

Zhou Yan: "If you have a cold, come and get Banlan root." ”

The school doctor went to look for medicine, and said while looking for it: "Go and register, you don't have a cold at this time, if you go to a hospital with a high temperature, you will have to isolate at home." ”

The school doctor found him a few packets of banlangen, and when he finished registering, "You don't look like you have a cold." ”

Zhou Yan finished filling in the pen: "Help your classmates get it." ”

Sang You listened carefully to their conversation and felt that it was unreal, this was the first time she had looked at Zhou Yan so closely. For the first time in her eight-year crush.

Zhou Yan took something and was about to leave, when he turned sideways, he seemed to glance at Sang You, his eyes were beautiful, and when he raised his eyes, his eyelids were very deep, and his gaze was always cold, and he quickly withdrew his gaze, like an inadvertent glance.

Sang You suddenly remembered the scene when he saw Zhou Yan for the first time in his previous life.

It's inevitable that she will be a little arrogant when she is a teenager, although she is stepping on the line to enter a key high school, but she doesn't think that she is the bottom of this school. But the first monthly exam hit her hard. There are more than 800 people in the year, and her ranking is 519.

The greater the expectation, the greater the gap, Sang You couldn't hold her head up with the report card, it was very uncomfortable, like she thought she was standing at the top overlooking the mountains and rivers, but when the surrounding clouds and mist dissipated, she found herself standing at the foot of the mountain, and was kicked over by fate, kneeling on the ground in embarrassment.

One afternoon, she sneaked out of the self-study class, didn't dare to run too far, and sat on the steps of the corridor, looking at the sky, the clouds and the trees.

Since ancient times, the third year of high school has had an exclusive teaching building, so as to shield all distractions and concentrate on sprinting for the college entrance examination. The third year of high school does have an exclusive teaching building, which is one of the two wings of the main teaching building, and one wing is an office building, with the two wings facing each other, and a vacant lot in the middle, which is very large and beautiful, and also has a nice name, called 'Sky Garden'.

Sang You sat on the steps by the hanging garden, with her back to the hallway. The weather that day was very good, the sky was very blue, like another endless sea, the wind was also gentle, and the leaves in front of her were blown and rolled by the wind, one after another, layer upon layer. She sat in a place where the sun couldn't get out, enjoying the rare silence.

Later, she had one more person in her frame.

The man stood in the corridor on the third floor of the senior high school building, leaning on the railing and looking into the distance. Sang You was a little slightly short-sighted, but she remembered all the details of that moment very clearly.

The young man hunched his back on the railing, his back was like a bow with beautiful bones, and his slender fingers knocked on the vermilion railing one after another, lining his skin fair. On his side was the green sea surging, the cicadas chirping, and in front of him was a clear sky with golden light.

At a glance, the heart was unsettled.

Later, Sang You knew that his name was Zhou Yan, the thirty-seventh class of high school, the top student of the Qingbei class, and the first in the science dragon and tiger list.

In the years that followed, this name became a secret buried in Sang You's heart, she would pay attention to Zhou Yan's movements, know that he likes to play basketball after class at night, know that he participated in competitions and obtained the qualification to be escorted, know that there are senior sisters and sisters who confess to him, know many things about him, she secretly integrates that person into her youth, no one knows.