Chapter 18 Can a Man Like Him Cry?
...... How hurtful that is.
Shen Zuihuan's heart ached.
looked at the past, and sure enough, he saw the man in front of him stunned in place.
The expression on his face also became a little flustered.
She took a few steps forward uncontrollably.
Then he saw the woman turn and look at him.
The tender red lips closed one by one, but the words that came out were more and more hurtful than the other.
She said: "Gu Changce, you are so disgusting! ”
Shen Zuihuan was very annoying to this annoying ghost in the past.
But he had never said such vicious things to him.
Her blue eyebrows were slightly twisted, and she couldn't figure out what had happened to the two of them in just a few years.
She saw that the fingers hidden under the sleeves of "Gu Changce" were covered with scars.
I saw his finger bones curl slightly.
He lowered his head, his lips pursed.
After being silent for a long time, he said softly: "...... Don't be angry, it's not good for your health. ”
The man's voice was low and harsh, intermittent: "...... I'll be in the future... I won't be in front of you..."
"Shen Zuihuan" heard this, and his back froze for a moment.
"Gu Changce" raised his feet and slowly walked out of the inner room.
Walking to the door, he paused slightly.
It was as if I wanted to look back again.
But in the end, there was no turning back.
until the door is completely shut.
Only then did he turn around and stare through the half-transparent window paper at the faint figure in the room.
Suddenly, Shen Zuihuan saw his originally straight shoulders trembling slightly.
There were drops of water falling to the ground.
She was stunned for a moment, her eyes widened slightly, and she looked at the man in front of her in disbelief.
...... Is he crying?
Shen Zuihuan felt his heart feel stuffy.
... Can a man like him cry?
The tall man bent his stiff back.
Shen Zuihuan felt a little breathless,
... She suddenly wanted to run over and hug him.
And he who thought so in his heart did so.
Unexpectedly, her outstretched hand did not fall again this time.
Instead, he tightly circled the thin and narrow waist of the man in front of him.
Shen Zuihuan raised his eyes in surprise, but the scene in front of the meeting gradually became distorted and blurred, until it was far away-
Suddenly, she felt a gentle patter on her back.
There was also an awkward low male voice in his ears: "... Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”
She opened her teary eyes and suddenly realized.
His face was clinging to the blue waist of the man in front of him.
Two thin white arms were also hugged tightly around him like an octopus.
Tears spilled a dark streak of water on his waist.
The man's body tensed.
Shen Zuihuan realized it after realizing it.
... He seemed to be asleep, and he hugged Gu Changce with hysteria.
Her eyes widened.
He let go of his arm suddenly, and hurriedly crawled to the corner of the collapse.
Feeling the coolness on his face, he wiped off the undried water with his sleeve.
Embarrassed, he blushed and looked at the man in front of him: ".... When did you come in?"
Gu Changce was suddenly let go by her, and an inconspicuous dark color flashed in his eyes, but the expression on his face remained unchanged.
He said lightly: "It won't be long before the party arrives." ”
Shen Zuihuan asked, "Aren't you on duty today?" Why did you go home at such an hour? ”
He stretched out his hand and pointed at the dark sky outside the window, and asked with a smile: "At such an hour?" ”
Gu Changce's moist thin lips were slightly provoked: "Huanhuan, it's already the right time." ”
It's already time to go to bed.
Shen Zuihuan was slightly surprised.
Did she sleep for so long?
Raising his gaze, he looked around the room, but he didn't see the figure of the autumn goose.
Gu Changce seemed to see through what she was thinking, and took off his ink-colored coat and put it on the lacquered hanger next to the square collapse.
He replied in a low voice: "The autumn geese went out to keep vigil." ”
After a pause, he turned to her again and asked, "You have slept until now, and you haven't eaten dinner yet, have you?" Would you like to ask the kitchenette to make something to eat? ”
Shen Zuihuan shook his head quite obediently when he heard this.
First, she wasn't very hungry, and second, she had never had the habit of eating late-night snacks.
If you eat now, you will be afraid of accumulating food at night.
When Gu Changce saw her say this, he didn't force it.
After taking off only a white undershirt, he walked barefoot to the edge of the collapse.
Dark eyes drooped.
looked condescendingly at her little face that had not yet completely come out of the dream realm and was still in a trance.
A moment of silence.
Gu Changce heard the woman in front of him timidly, and asked him with a complicated face: "... Did I say anything strange when I was asleep? ”
Hearing this, his eyes darkened.
The woman who thought of Fang Cai hugged his waist tightly, crying and constantly calling his name.
There were thousands of thoughts in her heart, and she kept thinking about what she had just remembered.
But in the end, the thin lips opened slightly, and he just said, "I didn't say anything." ”
When these words fell, Shen Zuihuan breathed a sigh of relief, and didn't say anything.
Otherwise, she really didn't know how to face Gu Changce.
At the same time, she was really curious why the "Shen Zuihuan" in the dream had such an attitude towards him.
... Didn't Gu Tangtang say that the two of them were in love?
... This is the way people who are happy with each other get along.
Shen Zuihuan's mind was one mystery after another.
But I can't remember it, and once I forcibly recall, I feel a headache.
She thought to herself, "Okay."
If you can't remember it, you won't force it, anyway, there will always be a day when you remember.
With this in mind, she rolled inward again, leaving an open space for the man next to her.
Gu Changce went on the couch and lay down, and through the thin bedclothes, he could even clearly feel the less obvious warmth left by the place where Shen Zuihuan had slept just now.
... This is the third time he and Shen Zuihuan have shared a bed.
He turned his head slightly, looking at the face of the woman next to him who was slightly distressed in thinking about something.
A faint smile twitched at the corner of his straight mouth.
The arm he had placed at his side crept closer to hers, but stopped just in time to touch it.
Gu Changce asked her softly: "You have slept for so long during the day, can you still sleep at night?" ”