Chapter 20: The Love of Parents

Qin Ziyi poured another glass for herself, and then sat opposite Lu Xiaole and raised her glass.

"Come, teacher, I'll toast you."

Lu Xiaole also raised his wine glass, touched the wine glass in Qin Ziyi's hand lightly, and said something in English:

"Eggplant shreds!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, took a sip of wine, and put the glass down.

Qin Ziyi said with a smile: "I didn't know you would come, I don't have time to cook, it's all ready-made, you can eat it first, and then next time I will cook it myself and cook a few side dishes for you." ”

The two chatted while eating.

Lu Xiaole was able to taste red wine with Qin Ziyi today, being alone in a room, talking and laughing, it was like a dream.

But in addition to Qin Ziyi's eyes being more charming, his demeanor is still very dignified, except for saying some jokes that are not light or serious, he doesn't dare to go too far, so as not to make Qin Ziyi angry, although he thinks that Qin Ziyi may not be angry, but he still doesn't dare to make a mistake.

Qin Ziyi is like a goddess in his heart, he doesn't want to be too abrupt, and he doesn't want to leave a bad impression on Qin Ziyi.

At this time, Qin Ziyi said with a smile:

"Actually, I think my cooking skills are still good, although my mother often says that my cooking skills are not good, but I feel that my cooking skills are much better than my mother-in-law's. So after I married you Gaozhuang, I cooked by myself and rarely ate the dishes cooked by my mother-in-law. ”

Lu Xiaole smiled: "That's because your mother is more picky." ”

Qin Ziyi: "Although she is a little picky, her cooking skills are indeed better than mine." ”

Lu Xiaole said: "What does Auntie do?" ”

Qin Ziyi said: "She works in the Education Bureau and is a section chief. ”

Lu Xiaole smiled: "No wonder you have so many books in your family, it turns out that my aunt is a cultural person." Hey, isn't it the summer vacation, isn't the Education Bureau on vacation, and she still goes out for meetings? ”

Qin Ziyi's eyes were a little gloomy, she groaned for a while, and whispered, "I told you just now that my mother lied to you when she went to the meeting." Actually, she went to see that person. ”

From Qin Ziyi's eyes, Lu Xiaole felt that Qin Ziyi had something unspeakable, but he was even more strange, who was the "person" she was talking about, if it was her father, why didn't she say "my dad" and "that person"?

Could it be that her mother is really someone else's "little three" as others speculate, and she is an illegitimate child, so she doesn't call "that person" her father?

Lu Xiaole wanted to ask again, but he felt that this involved Qin Ziyi's privacy, so he still didn't ask.

But Qin Ziyi drank red wine, her face was red, she was already slightly drunk, she had a secret life experience, full of thoughts, she had never confided in anyone, and there was no person she could trust.

But Qin Ziyi's impression of Lu Xiaole is very good, and when Lu Xiaole massaged her, the skin contact between the two has reached a very intimate level, and now in her home, there are only the two of them, coupled with the effect of alcohol, Qin Ziyi opened her heart to Lu Xiaole and wanted to vomit the secret that had been suppressed in her heart for many years.

Qin Ziyi looked directly into Lu Xiaole's eyes and said softly, "Xiaole, have you heard others talk about my life experience?" ”

Lu Xiaole shook his head: "The people in the village have some rumors, but I don't believe it. ”

Qin Ziyi: "What did they say?" ”

Lu Xiaole smiled reluctantly: "The gossip of the countrymen, don't take it to heart." ”

Qin Ziyi said gently: "It's okay, how you heard it, just tell me, I'm not angry." ”

Lu Xiaole hesitated for a moment, but still said truthfully: "Actually, the people in the village don't know who your parents are. Some people speculate that your father is a rich man who abandoned your mother and daughter, and others speculate that your father is a big official and your mother ...... Your mom is your father's lover. ”

Lu Xiaole said, looking at Qin Ziyi cautiously, worried that Qin Ziyi would be angry or sad.

But Qin Ziyi was very calm and nodded: "They guessed about the same, my mother is indeed a junior, and I am an illegitimate child!"

Lu Xiaole confirmed the rumors from Qin Ziyi's mouth, and was a little curious: "Who is your father?" ”

Qin Ziyi groaned for a moment: "I can't tell you who he is." But I can tell you that he is indeed a great official. ”

Lu Xiaole was even more curious: "How old is the official?" ”

Qin Ziyi: "Maybe in the provincial capital, his official son is nothing great." But in a small county like ours, it's already very good. Let me put it this way, he is an official who can be ranked in the top ten or even the top five. ”

Lu Xiaole was taken aback: "So powerful? ”

Qin Ziyi smiled faintly, unable to tell whether it was self-deprecation or sadness: "If he wasn't such a big official, the Li family wouldn't marry an illegitimate son like me." Li Changchun's uncle, Li Jixiang, can become the deputy director, and he was promoted by that person. ”

Lu Xiaole: "Why don't you call him dad and say 'that person'?" ”

Qin Ziyi: "Because he and my mother never let me call his dad in front of others, and later, when no one else was present, I didn't call his dad anymore." ”

Lu Xiaole: "Based on your mother's appearance and character, why are you willing to be your father's underground lover?" ”

Qin Ziyi smiled sarcastically: "My mother said that she was for love." In fact, where is there any love in this world? Love only exists on TV, in novels, but not in reality. ”

Lu Xiaole saw that Qin Ziyi was a little sad, and was about to change the topic, so as not to make Qin Ziyi sad, but he didn't expect that Qin Ziyi continued to speak, so he had to listen.

"My mom is not from our county, she is from the city. My grandparents were ordinary workers. ”

"My mom went to high school, didn't get into college, and was unemployed at home. My grandfather had a friend who worked in our county, and at that time, the county guest house was recruiting service personnel, so he introduced my mother to the guest house. ”

At that time, that person was just an ordinary clerk, and he was already married and had a family. He was in charge of hospitality and often dealt with my mother, so he became familiar with my mother. ”

"That man was handsome and literate, and often published some poetry and prose in the newspaper. My mother admires him very much, and my mother is alone in our county, very lonely, so she fell in love with that person regardless of the fact that person already had a family. ”

"That's how they got together. Originally, that person wanted to divorce and be with my mother, but his father-in-law was very powerful and could promote him, so he was reluctant to divorce in order to be promoted. He coaxed my mother that he would get a divorce after he was promoted. ”

"My mother waited for him like this, willing to be his underground lover, and gave birth to me."

"However, the more that person's official becomes, the more unwilling he is to divorce, he said to my mother, if he divorces, it will delay his career and affect his promotion, it is better to continue like this, he will not treat our mother and daughter badly."