Lu Xiaole's heart was shocked, and he blurted out:

"Me?"

Sanmei nodded firmly: "Yes, it's you!"

Lu Xiaole felt incredible: "How can you like me?" Since I was a child, I haven't seen it, and you haven't confessed it. ”

Sanmei: "I was still young at that time, how could I confess to you?" You don't see it, it's you stupid. ”

Lu Xiaole: "Why do you like me?" What have I done to make you like me? ”

Sanmei: "Since I was a child, I have looked at you pleasing to the eye, and I feel good when I look at you." But there's one thing that makes me like you. ”

Lu Xiaole: "What is it?" ”

Sanmei: "Have you forgotten?" ”

Lu Xiaole smiled bitterly: "I forgot, I don't remember, I haven't done anything to you that can move you." ”

Sanmei sighed lightly and said, "Do you remember, what year did I drop out?" ”

Lu Xiaole thought for a while: "I remember, you are a second-year junior high school dropout. At that time, we were only twelve or thirteen years old, and now we are all eighteen, five or six years old. ”

Sanmei nodded:

"Yes, our junior high school was studied in Luzhuang, and I dropped out of school when I was in the second year of junior high school. At that time, the tables and chairs we used were bought with our own money, and when we dropped out, we could take them home. Xiaole, do you remember, who helped me deliver the table and chairs to my house? ”

Lu Xiaole thought for a while and smiled: "It seems to be me." You're not going to like me just because I helped you move tables and chairs, are you? ”

Sanmei nodded:

"Yes, that's why I fell in love with you. I vividly remember that it was winter, the cold wind was howling, and the sky was still drifting with snowflakes, just like the mood was gloomy and cold. ”

"I know that with this dropout, I will no longer have a chance with the school, so I can only be a village girl and do farm work for the rest of my life."

Lu Xiaole comforted: "You are also fine now." Even if you go to school, you don't necessarily get into university. Xiaolian's academic performance is about the same as yours, so she didn't get in. ”

Sanmei smiled and glanced at Lu Xiaole:

"Are you comforting me? Or hit me? ”

Lu Xiaole smiled bitterly: "It's me who can't speak." You go on to say. ”

Sanmei looked at Lu Xiaole, her eyes were gentle, her tone was also gentle, and she said slowly:

"You don't remember it yourself, but I always do. On that day, I carried my school bag and a bench, and you helped me carry the table. At that time, you were only twelve or thirteen years old, your body was still small, and your strength was small, and the table was very difficult for you. ”

"There is at least three miles of road from Luzhuang to my house, and there is a field in the middle, and the north wind is howling like a knife. You don't wear gloves, your little hands are red from the cold, and your little face is red from the cold. ”

"You've stopped a few times along the way, but the table is too heavy for you. I wanted to help you move with me, but you didn't let me, and said that this kind of manual work was done by men. ”

"You yourself are tired and cold, but when you see that I am unhappy, you comfort me and enlighten me. Your way of comforting, just like you just now, is a way of teasing for jokes, although it is not in tune, but it sounds very warm. ”

"We walked for nearly two hours on that short three-mile road. It was too cold, the fields were deserted, and I felt like there were only two of us in the world. ”

"I know you're tired, you're cold, but I hope in my heart that we can keep going like this, just the two of us, and keep going like this."

Lu Xiaole looked at Sanmei, his gaze was gentle and affectionate, and with Sanmei's telling, the past that had been forgotten by him resurfaced in his mind, and the blurred picture gradually became clear.

Sanmei said it well, when Sanmei dropped out of school, he did help Sanmei send the tables and chairs home, and other classmates were unwilling to help because the weather was too cold, only he volunteered and stepped forward.

However, this matter is just a small matter for him, he has always been helpful, and he has a good impression of Sanmei, and it is not a chore to help her move things.

He didn't think it was so uncomfortable for the hardships along the way, so he forgot about it after the incident, but he didn't expect Sanmei to keep it in his heart.

Sanmei looked at Lu Xiaole gently and affectionately, and continued:

"It's a pity, no matter how long the road is, there will always be a time to finish, we finally get home, and you will go back to school."

"I looked at your back and thought to myself: When I grow up, I will marry you and be your wife!"

"But, when I saw you again, I didn't dare to face you."

Lu Xiaole asked curiously, "Why don't you dare to face me?" ”

Sanmei smiled bitterly:

"Because I help my parents with the work, although I don't slaughter pigs and sheep with my own hands, I help clean the internal organs and dispose of the manure, and I always have that smell on my body. I'm afraid that you'll look down on me if you smell it. ”

"During that time, not only did I avoid you, but I also avoided other classmates, and I was worried that they would laugh at me."

"This inferiority complex didn't get better until I worked in my second sister's shop. But I still don't have the confidence to worry about what people say about me. ”

Lu Xiaole suddenly put his head in front of Sanmei, and his head almost touched her chest.

Sanmei was a little surprised, gently pushed Lu Xiaole's head away, and said angrily:

"What are you doing?"

Lu Xiaole raised his head, looked at Sanmei with clear eyes, and said with a smile:

"I just smelled it, you don't have that smell on you, it smells good!"

Sanmei smiled and lightly punched Lu Xiaole: "It's not serious again!"

She smiled and smiled, and suddenly her face darkened again, and she said quietly:

"Although when I was young, I thought that I would marry you when I grew up. But when I grew up, I realized that I couldn't marry you. ”

Lu Xiaole also sighed:

"I understand, it's because your mother wants to marry you to a rich man, right? My family has no money!"

Sanmei nodded:

"Yes. My mom thinks that both of my sisters are married to the city, so I have to marry to the city as well, and I am more beautiful than my two sisters, so I have to marry better than them. ”

"I also thought about it, talk to you, confess to you, if you also like me, I will elope with you, let's go to the south and find your parents."

"However, I can only think about it, but I dare not actually implement it."

"Xiaole, don't blame me, you also know that since I was a child, my character has been very cowardly, and I never dared to rebel against my parents."

"And since I was a child, I have never left my parents, or even traveled far away, I dare not live that kind of wandering life."

Lu Xiaole sighed:

"I understand! Now that you are about to get engaged and are about to live a good and happy life, forget about your feelings for me. Or bury it in your heart as a good memory. ”

Sanmei: "But, I can't forget you. ”

Lu Xiaole smiled bitterly: "You don't dare to elope with me, you're about to get engaged again, what if you can't forget me?" ”

Sanmei looked at Lu Xiaole's eyes affectionately, there was a rare resolute look in her eyes, and she said word by word:

"I can give you the first time of my body!"