Chapter 86: For Xiaole
Song Xiulian was silent for a while, and said truthfully: "Mom, the notice is true. ”
Bian Guifang: "Since it's true, it means that you were admitted to the university, the university also admitted you, and sent you a notice, right?" ”
Song Xiulian: "Yes. ”
Bian Guifang: "Xiaolian, since the university has admitted you, why did you hide the notice and not go to college?" ”
Song Xiulian was silent again and didn't speak for a long time.
Bian Guifang didn't wait for her daughter to answer, sighed and said:
"Xiaolian, although my mother is uneducated, she also knows that going to college is a dream for many people and an opportunity for many people to change their fate. In order to get into college, I don't know how hard it has been and how hard it has been, but I still can't pass the exam. Why did you get in, but you didn't? Mom can't figure it out!"
Song Xiulian was silent for a while, and finally said: "Mom, I don't want to go to college, I just want to stay in the countryside." ”
Bian Guifang: "What's good in the countryside?" Facing the loess with his back to the sky, he worked hard and couldn't earn a few dollars all year round. I went to college and got a good job in the city, the wind didn't blow, the rain didn't blow, how good it was, maybe I could even be an official. A lot of people want to leave the countryside, why do you want to stay in the countryside? ”
Song Xiulian: "I want to stay in the countryside to accompany you." My brother has been admitted to university, he will stay in the city to work in the future, you are getting older and older, and you must always have someone around you to take care of. ”
Bian Guifang sighed:
"I know you are filial, but even if you and your brother stay in the city, your father and I can take care of each other, and when we are old and can no longer take care of ourselves, you can take us into the city to live."
"Xiaolian, I know this is a reason why you want to stay in the countryside, but not the most important reason, you say, what is the most important reason why you want to stay in the countryside?"
Song Xiulian was silent again and was silent for a long time.
Bian Guifang waited for a while, and when she saw that her daughter didn't answer, she sighed:
"Actually, if you don't say it, my mother also guessed that you want to stay in the countryside for Xiaole, right?"
Lu Xiaole, who was hiding outside the window and eavesdropping, couldn't help but be taken aback when he heard this:
"Could it be that Ah Lian really didn't go to college for me, and was willing to stay in the countryside? However, how did Aunt Guifang know? ”
Song Xiulian was also taken aback and asked, "Mom, how do you know......
Speaking of this, she suddenly stopped, she understood that asking like this was tantamount to admitting that she stayed in the countryside and did not go to college for the sake of Lu Xiaole.
Bian Guifang sighed:
"Silly girl, you are the meat that fell from your mother's body, what are your thoughts, your mother doesn't know? Mom can see that from childhood to adulthood, you like Xiaole. Xiaole treats you as a buddy, but you want to marry Xiaole as his daughter-in-law, right? ”
Lu Xiaole's heart fluctuated when he heard this, and he wanted to hear Song Xiulian's own answer.
Song Xiulian was silent for a while and said:
"Mom, you're right, I didn't go to college for Xiaole. Xiaole didn't even go to high school, so he could only stay in the countryside, if I went to college, I would not be equal to his identity, and if I stayed in the city, we would be even more distant. At that time, even if I chased him, he would not accept my pursuit because of low self-esteem. ”
When Lu Xiaole heard this, he only felt a "boom" in his head, and his brain went blank.
It turned out that Song Xiulian really loved him, and for him, she would rather not go to college or work in the city, just to be equal to him, and when the two fall in love and get married in the future, her parents will not try their best to stop them, and they can also let him accept her without too much psychological burden.
Lu Xiaole's whole body trembled, and his heart was greatly impacted.
He originally just vaguely felt that Song Xiulian seemed to love him a little, but he couldn't be sure, and he didn't want to be sure, he thought it was better to be buddies with Song Xiulian, and he had been avoiding this relationship intentionally or unintentionally.
Unexpectedly, Song Xiulian made such a big sacrifice for him, and would rather give up her college studies and her bright future to work in the city.
How can he bear this affection? How do I repay?
Bian Guifang sighed: "Silly girl, even if you like Xiaole, but this is related to your lifelong happiness, it's not worth it!"
Song Xiulian: "Mom, I don't think it's worth it." Even if it's not for a little fun, there's nothing wrong with being in the countryside. The conditions of our family are good, I don't have to suffer, and I can stay with you and my dad nearby. What's more, as long as I stay in the countryside, I will have the opportunity to be with Xiaole. ”
Bian Guifang: "But, even if you like Xiaole, is it really necessary to make such a big sacrifice for him?" ”
Song Xiulian was silent for a while and said:
"Mom, in fact, compared to the sacrifice he made for me, the sacrifice I made for him is nothing at all."
Bian Guifang was curious: "What did he sacrifice for you?" ”
Song Xiulian: "It was for me that he gave up the opportunity to be admitted to high school, so he didn't have the opportunity to be admitted to university." Otherwise, with his intelligence, he must be studying in college by now. ”
Bian Guifang was even more curious: "He didn't get into high school by himself, what does it have to do with you?" ”
Song Xiulian: "Actually, you all misunderstood him, it's not that he didn't get into high school, but he didn't have the opportunity to take the exam." ”
Bian Guifang was even more strange: "How could he not have a chance, aren't opportunities equal?" ”
Song Xiulian: "The opportunity was originally equal, but his qualification for the exam was cancelled. ”
Bian Guifang: "Why was he disqualified from the exam?" ”
Song Xiulian: "Because of cheating!"
Bian Guifang: "He didn't study well on his own, and he was disqualified from the exam for cheating, what does it have to do with you?" ”
Song Xiulian said quietly: "Because I am the one who cheated, he is just taking the blame for me." ”
Bian Guifang sighed, very surprised.
Song Xiulian continued:
"In order to get on to higher education, our school will conduct a mock test before the high school entrance examination, and only students who pass the mock test can take the high school entrance examination."
"Just like that, after a round of screening, the students who can take the high school entrance examination are all with good academic performance, so that the school can improve the admission rate."
"In that mock test, when I was taking the math test, I had a problem that I couldn't do. Originally, with my grades, even if I didn't do a question, I wouldn't be too bad in the test and wouldn't be screened out. ”
"However, in order to be more sure, I still want to fill in this question, but I can't do it myself, so I want to cheat!"
"I took advantage of the invigilator's inattention, so I stabbed Xiaole who was sitting in front of me, Xiaole understood what I meant, he didn't want to pay attention to me, but I stabbed him again, he had no choice but to deliberately turn sideways, expose the test paper, and let me see the exam questions he had done."
In this way, I copied down the exam questions he had made, and for the sake of insurance, I copied them word for word. At that time, although I was scared, I was lucky, thinking that the teacher would not find out. ”
"But two days later, the math teacher called me into the office with Xiaole, and I knew it was broken."