It has not been half a year since I returned to China, and I have been to this hospital several times. Looking at the familiar sign at the door, I couldn't help but sigh.

Holding my mobile phone, when I came to the door of the senior ward that Lao Jiang sent me, I happened to bump into a nurse pushing a cart and walked out of it.

One of them sorted out the medical equipment on the cart, shook his head, and said regretfully, "Dean Lu, what's the matter?" I wasn't okay some time ago, why did I suddenly start not cooperating with the treatment? ”

The other continued to push the cart and dodged a pedestrian as he replied, "Who knows what this kind of diamond king thinks of the fifth child, maybe that woman is really the love of his life."

The nurse who spoke at the beginning put down the things in her hand in surprise, gently pulled the sleeve of the person next to her, and said, "What happened to Dean Lu going on a blind date before?"

"Didn't you see the posture in that room just now?" The female nurse suddenly lowered her voice and replied, "It's obvious that Dean Lu's mother arranged it."

I happened to hear these conversations as I passed by the two of them, and it seemed that the atmosphere in the room was not very good, otherwise they wouldn't have said that.

When I came to the door of the ward, I felt a sense of nervousness in my heart for no reason. Maybe I was a little afraid of Li Tinglan, so I adjusted my state before raising my hand to push the door in.

"Yun Zheng, I've already called her, you can get up and eat something."

Li Tinglan's voice actually sounds a little more haggard than the one in the mobile phone, Lu Yunzheng is determined to fight her to the end this time, no matter how she says it, it is her own flesh and blood, and she can't bear to watch her son go haggard day by day.

Lu Yunzheng on the hospital bed didn't speak, he didn't know if Li Tinglan was still lying to him this time, so he ignored the porridge spoon handed over by Li Tinglan.

"Yun Zheng, what kind of ecstasy soup did she give you so that you don't want her life?" Li Tinglan said with a long sigh.

Lu Yunzheng still didn't speak, just closed his eyes and endured the sharp pain in his body. He couldn't imagine how the woman who was in pain even after taking injections and medicine was lying alone on the cold operating table and having a fetus.

"Eat some, mom please! It's really not good, Mom kneels down for you, please take a bite! Mom is wrong, she shouldn't have done those things from you. ”

Li Tinglan looked at her son, who had lost weight in just a few days, and was so distressed that she almost knelt on the ground.

"It's not me who you should apologize to."

Lu Yunzheng finally spoke, the last time he saw him was only a few days, at that time his voice was clear and good, with a noble coldness and superiority, but now it sounded as lifeless as a daffodil about to die.

My heart suddenly felt like it had been pricked by a needle for no apparent reason, and the dense pain gradually spread to my limbs.

Instead of staying at the door and listening to them, I pushed the door open and walked in.

The smell of disinfectant in the room is very strong, and if you smell it carefully, you can feel a trace of blood. I heard that Lu Yunzheng's stomach bleeding was quite serious this time, and he even asked a relationship to take blood from the blood bank for a blood transfusion.

Lu Yunzheng was lying facing the door, as if he was waiting for something important to appear. He had really lost a lot of weight, and there was a glimmer of light in his deep, withered eyes the moment he saw me.

After a few days of fear and fear, Li Tinglan looked a lot thinner, she changed the image of a noble lady in the past, and was standing by Lu Yunzheng's bed every step at this time, and now she is just an ordinary mother who loves her son.

"You...... Here it comes? Li Tinglan reluctantly nodded at me and said hello, with a little crampedness in her tone.

"Jiang Lanyue." Lu Yunzheng's slender and thin white fingers grabbed the top of the fence of the hospital bed, and tried to struggle to sit up, but unfortunately he fell back due to physical exhaustion.

"You see, you've finally come to see me."

His voice was sickly and weak, but it was full of a certain triumphant joy, like a delicate rose blooming from a pile of ashes.

I couldn't bear to see Lu Yunzheng change from a proud son of the sky to what he is now, so I took the hot porridge bowl from Li Tinglan's hand, scooped a spoonful, and put it on Lu Yunzheng's pale and bloodless lips.

"Liar, do you want to trick me into drinking porridge and then running away?"

Lu Yunzheng weakly hooked his lips and gently spit out these words, he tilted his head to the side and asked resistantly.

Li Tinglan saw that he was still uncooperative, and was eager to step forward to say something, but was stopped by me waving his hand.

I looked at Lu Yunzheng's handsome face and shook my head, why didn't he want to drink porridge, he was obviously forcing me to compromise.

"I'm not leaving." I smiled and stretched out my hand to help him tuck the corners of the quilt and solemnly promised, "Drink it quickly, this porridge will be cold in a while."

Finally, under my repeated assurances, Lu Yunzheng was fed and drank a few mouthfuls of porridge by me. But due to the fact that he had not eaten for a long time and his body was weak, Lu Yunzheng vomited it out before he drank a few sips, and there were still a few traces of blood in the porridge.

Li Tinglan screamed and ran out to find a specialist who was invited back from the United States for consultation, while Lu Yunzheng took my hand hard at all and asked with a smile, "Will you still leave me?"

Lu Yunzheng's consciousness was not too sober, but he still held on to his last breath and asked a sentence, he is gambling with me.

I closed my eyes resignedly, thinking back to the past ten years, from the restraint of the first arrival at the Lu family to the acquaintance and love with Lu Yunzheng, every heartbeat, every detail of getting along with me I remember very clearly.

I don't think I can let go of him, or I wouldn't have burst into tears at the thought of these images.

"Lu Yunzheng, as long as you live, I will give you another chance." I almost cried and said this, Lu Yunzheng's state was so bad that he seemed to leave me at any time.

"Okay." As if he had fulfilled some major wish, Lu Yunzheng closed his eyes the moment the doctor rushed in, but his fingers still clutched my wrist tightly.

Lu Yunzheng was pushed into the operating room for the second time, and the doctor said that it was caused by heart disease, but the condition in his stomach was not very good.

Li Tinglan barely stood on her feet with the support of Lao Jiang, and she cried at the door of the operating room almost regardless of her image.

My mind went blank, just staring mechanically at the lit red sign.

Lu Yunzheng, the grievances between us can be regarded as clear from today onwards.