Chapter 2 at the mercy

The sturdy bed frame was overwhelmed, creaking, and the sound hit Song Nianzhi's psychological defense line over and over again, and in the end, it was close to numbness.

I don't know how long it took, the man's face was full of contentment, and he slowly got up and put on a bright yellow underwear.

Song Nianzhi seemed to have been drained of his strength, his eyes were empty, his hair was wet with sweat, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably, making his beautiful face more and more dazzling.

Chu Xiu's expression moved slightly, and he stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to caress away the water marks.

Song Nianzhi's empty eyes turned, and although he was still lying still, he turned his gaze to the other side.

Chu Xiu sneered and withdrew his hand, without any other movements, stood up and straightened his robe, and walked out of the dormitory without looking back.

The sound of footsteps faded away, but after a while, there was only dead silence in the huge hall.

Song Nianzhi stared at the top of the tent for a long time, and finally slowly raised his hand and wiped away the tears on his face one by one, and his innocent and clear eyes also calmed down little by little, becoming deeper and deeper.

Putting away all the embarrassed postures, Song Nianzhi endured the pain in his body and slowly got up with his arms propped up. Staring at the dazzling red on the mattress for a moment, Song Nianzhi smiled mockingly, pulled the quilt to cover his body, and then calmly spoke up and called the palace maid who was waiting outside.

It was inconvenient in the middle of the night, and he was really unwell, so Song Nianzhi asked someone to carry the bath bucket in, and did not go to the bath room for bathing.

Soaking her body in warm water, the feeling of fatigue suddenly disappeared a lot, Song Nianzhi breathed a sigh of relief, closed her eyes and leaned against the edge of the bath bucket, and let Qingzhen bathe her.

Qingzhen is her personal maidservant, who has been by her side since she was a child, and this time when she entered the palace, Qingzhen also came.

Qing Zhen's actions were extremely careful, for fear of accidentally hurting her, and halfway through the bath, Song Nianzhi heard a slight sob, as if he had endured it for a long time, and he couldn't help but make a slight movement.

"What are you crying about?" Song Nianzhi opened his eyes and looked, and sure enough, he saw that Qingji's eyes were already red.

Qingzhen shook his head desperately and held back tears: "I didn't cry, the girl was wrong." ”

Song Nianzhi chuckled: "Okay, it's not a big deal, there's no need for this." ”

Qing Zhen could still hold back, but as soon as he heard Song Nianzhi's words, his tears suddenly seemed to open the floodgates, and he couldn't stop it.

Song Nianzhi couldn't cry or laugh: "I'm really fine, left and right...... Alive, isn't it? ”

is still alive, still free, and there is still room for everything to turn around.

After experiencing such a change at a glance, Song Nian knew that he was at a loss and his heart ached. was casually given to others by his sweetheart, and was forced to lose himself when he was at a loss, and the humiliation and despair are also unforgettable.

But if she really had the will to die because she couldn't bear it, she would have cut herself off before entering the palace, and she would not be at the mercy of Wen Yu at all.

The reason why he didn't choose to kill himself and achieve a clean reputation was nothing more than that Song Nianzhi was unwilling and didn't dare to die.

Now that his parents and brother are still in prison, the outcome is unpredictable, Song Nianzhi entered the palace as the emperor's concubine, at least he can have a certain degree of autonomy, which is better than being slaughtered.

Everything in the world always has to be fought for by oneself, even if the result is not satisfactory, it is better than being completely controlled by others and not even allowed to struggle for survival.

- Compared to these, whether you are betrayed or forced to marry someone else, it is not so important.

What's more, the most humiliating time has passed, but Song Nianzhi doesn't feel anything anymore now.