(Paper towel storage.) ）

My name is Liu Niang, and I didn't call it that before.

The head of the class said that he picked me up on the way to the car, and that year the snow came very early, and the snow was falling heavily, and it was difficult for people and animals.

He went to the river in the suburbs, heard the baby's cry, and had someone pick it up for me.

The class owner brought many children, some of whom he picked up, and some of whom he bought. Later, when he came to Qiantang, the juggling class made some money, so he bought a courtyard for a dozen of us to live in, practice, and sell art everywhere.

When I remember, it was called Golden Bowl, not called Liu Niang, and it was all available from Golden Pots and Pots to Meilan Bamboo Chrysanthemum in the same door.

It was because he found that my class master's business was good that he gave me such a cheesy name.

Xu is related to the bowl, when I was three years old, I began to practice, I was selected by the class master, and followed the same sister to learn the top bowl. After that, walking, sitting, and lying down, he had to carry a bowl with him wherever he went.

"You remember it for me, this bowl is the guy you eat, and if you lose the bowl, you lose your life!"

The class master held a rattan in his hand and urged us to practice day after day.

When I was seven years old, I could play, I was young, and I was good-looking, and the people loved to see me, saying that I was like a doll on a painting, why was I so pitiful.

Because I can make a lot of money for the class owner every time I appear, he likes me very much, and sometimes he will buy me candy to eat in front of my peers, hold me in his arms, and say to others: "I hurt the golden bowl, she is a lovely person, don't envy her, you don't have such a good life as her, and you can make people willing to take it out of their purses." ”

"If you want to make money and eat your stomach, you have to work harder!"

I didn't understand anything at that time, except to sit in his arms, shake my feet happily, and savor the sweetness.

That night, my senior sister, who has always been good with me, slept in a quilt with me and asked me quietly.

Golden bowl, you are so beautiful, why doesn't your father want you?

I retorted to her, and no one knew if I looked good when I first came down!

I've seen a newborn baby, it's another senior sister's, she suddenly has a body, and within seven or eight months, she gave birth to a child prematurely, which is really ugly.

It's a boy.

The head of the class didn't blame her, but later sold the boy to a family, and the senior sister was getting thinner and thinner, and the person was gone.

The senior sister said to me with a smile, no matter how good-looking a girl is born, because she is a girl, it is better to throw it away than to raise it.

She said that I was a child that no one wanted, and that I had been thrown to the outskirts of the city less than a month after I was born, and that if they wanted me, they would throw me to the well so that they could find someone.

I cried out at the time, although I grew up in an acrobatic class, but what child here doesn't envy having a father.

I cried louder and louder, the class master followed the sound, and after knowing what had happened, he beat the senior sister severely, punished her for kneeling all night, and coaxed me, I didn't have my father and mother to ask for it, the class wanted me.

Since then, my classmates have privately called me "the head of the class", and they have become more and more bad for me.

But I don't care, I'm good-looking, and the class owner spoils me, as long as I take a good bowl and make money for him, he will buy me any delicious and fun or even beautiful clothes.

At that time, I thought, no matter how good my father is, can he have a class master?

In this way, year after year, I was born in Xiaoxue in the winter of Qiantang, and I grew up performing in various restaurants and alleys in Qiantang City.

When I was thirteen years old, the brothers in the same sect didn't treat me so badly, and the class master loved me even more.

I often pinched my chin, and it looked like it was big for a while, and when I came, I smacked my mouth and praised me, if only I could be in a big family, I would definitely be pampered by nobles.

I was probably born very beautiful, and most of the guests who rewarded me were men, and the women who used to like me didn't like me anymore.

It was during this period that Wang Zhu appeared with me.

He was four years older than me and the tallest in his class, and when people bullied me, he would scare them, beat them, and make me giggle.

I love to laugh, and the class leader often praises me for smiling as well as a oriole.

By the time I was fifteen years old, the acrobatic class was already famous in Qiantang, and everyone knew that there was a beautiful girl in the acrobatic class, and every time I appeared in the top bowl, it would attract many people to watch.

Wang Zhu was originally a handyman, picking up a sledgehammer and breaking boulders, but later cooperated with me to lift or flip me over to do more difficult movements.

I thought I would stay in the acrobatics class for the rest of my life, and when I was as old as the class leader, maybe I wouldn't have to top the bowl.

But a woman found the head of the class and was going to buy me for one hundred and twenty taels of silver.

There is a black mole above the corner of her lips, and her eyes are very different, she covered her mouth with a handkerchief and smiled: "This girl has a thin waist and a lotus step, how many men can be fascinated by this figure alone!" What a waste in your hands! ”

"What is the golden bowl called, it's too vulgar, let's call it Liu Niang!"

The class owner agreed to the deal, and he was going to sell me to someone else.

I know that the woman is the old bustard of a flower building in Qiantang, and she bought me to be a woman who leans on the door and laughs, but I don't want to!

I went to beg the class master, he raised me, just like my father, as long as I begged him well, he should not be reluctant!

The head of the class was almost sixty years old, his skin was withered like the roots of a tree, and his eyes were hidden under the folds, and I hadn't seen the light in them for a long time.

But that day, I clearly saw the strange color in his eyes, and looked me up and down, with that disgusting and not unfamiliar gaze.

"The little bowl has grown into a big girl, hehe."

His smile sent chills down my heart.

I never imagined that I would have such a day, I was in tears, I never felt so scared.

Later, it was Wang Zhu who broke through the window, I saw the water outside, heard the noise, he stabbed the head of the class with a knife, and stabbed seventeen or eight times in a row, before he gasped and looked up at me.

He came and dressed me, carried me out of bed, found my belongings in the head of the room, and let me carry the package.

"Golden Bowl, let's escape!"

He took me out of Qiantang and told him that I was brother and sister.

During that time, it was my most lively days, and I didn't have to be looked at strangely.

The good times don't last long, Wang Zhu and I are not people who can live, we have never spent money so happily, and when we come to our senses, there is not much money left from the class master.

In order to make a living, Wang Zhu began to think about it, at first he went to the dock to do manual work, and then somehow went to the casino.

I saw with my own eyes that the money was getting less and less, and the debts were getting more and more, so I quarreled with him.

I thought that Wang Zhu and I were brother and sister who lived and died together.

But in his eyes, I am just meat on a chopping board for him to slaughter.

He forced me, ignoring my crying and pleading, the woman lost her innocence, and I had no one to support me, not even a red hijab, so I became his wife.

He beat me and treated me badly, and the next day he would come and coax me, kneel down for me, slap himself again, and make me cry and ripple.

I think he should love me, but if he doesn't love me, why should he save me?

Since I marry him, it is just fate to marry a chicken and a dog and a dog.

Wang Zhu grinded hard and begged me to play a game with him. He actually wanted me to seduce a man, and he came out to blackmail him again.

I didn't want at first, he hit me once, and I had to get from him.

Later, we couldn't stay in one place for long, so we ran around, and over time, I got used to it.

I helped Wang Zhu make money, and he became more and more kind to me, as long as I didn't provoke him on weekdays, I would put my foot in his face, and he wouldn't be angry.

I feel more and more that Wang Zhu loves me.

Once, when I encountered a hard stubble, the man didn't want to give money, and he wanted to report to the official, Wang Zhu was ruthless, killed the man, and began to run away with me again.

That's when we changed our names.

His name is Wang Zhu, my name is Liu Niang, and I am Liu Niang from Lingbao Town.

When I thought I was going to live like this for the rest of my life, I met another person.

Have you ever seen a moth? When I was a child, I often saw moths around the candle flame, fluttering their wings and getting closer, and finally they were burned to death by the fire, dying like dead leaves at the foot of the candle.

I always felt pitiful and pushed open the window to let it fly away, but it kept getting closer to the oil lamp.

I thought it was a pitiful moth, but after meeting Xu Ling, I felt pitiful.

God, if I could have met him earlier, if I were a serious lady in a big family, if I hadn't been Liu Niang......

What kind of story will I have with him?

But I'm just Liu Niang, I'm like a moth locked in the wind and snow, and I lived for seventeen years before I met my fire.

When we first met, he was a little dissatisfied with my rash appearance, and he clearly saw that I was beautiful, but he was not too intimate.

Maybe he's a rule-abiding. But I've seen a lot of such fake and serious men, and in the end, don't you still bow down under my pomegranate skirt?

My beauty is the source of my confidence, but I can clearly see the appreciation in his eyes, but I can't understand why he behaves like this.

Sick and brave the rain to rescue me, broke into the game I did with Wang Zhu, and was stupid and didn't have any awareness at all, thinking about me everywhere.

He is a small businessman, and he has the idea of making money, and Wang Zhu's prey has run away, so he naturally wants to fill his stomach.

I was a little reluctant in my heart, but I also knew that it would be enough to complain a few words, and if I was really stubborn, Wang Zhu would beat me.

I am a poisonous lady who weaves a net, and Xu Ling is a stupid bird. I've caught everything, but I've never caught such a stupid bird.

He was sick, and I took the opportunity to get close to him, and he opened the doors and windows to show his innocence, despite his illness.

I asked his wife, and he replied seriously, saying that his wife was more beautiful than me, and what could he say about the impossible lie of being a couple for a lifetime.

But I really believed it.

He didn't do anything wrong with me, and when he sensed my thoughts, he was so frightened that he fled home.

I look forward to his return, but I also hope that he will not come.

He is so stupid, will he be unwilling to give Wang Zhu money? If Wang Zhu wants to kill him, what will I do!

But he came back anyway, and brought with him a pair of his siblings, who looked a little like him, but were different from him, and were very wary of me.

I laughed in my heart, could it be that this stupid bird is really stupid?

Ever since I met Xu Ling, I can't help but fantasize in my heart, if there is a slight possibility, he does not dislike me as Liu Niang of Lingbao Town, and he will bring me home, even if I am called a slave maid, I am willing to pinch his shoulders and beat his back.

As long as I stay by his side every day, as long as he can say another word when he mentions his wife to others: "Oh yes, I still have a little maid who warms my feet, and I also have a little pity." ”

Even if I die, I willingly.

Wang Zhu's game was seen through by those two children, and I was a little relieved in my heart, okay, I can't fool him anymore, I only have him in my heart, and I often think that he found out about it, beat me and scolded me to stay away from me, otherwise, take pity on me for three points and take me home.

Wang Zhu beat me and asked me to trick the two children out, but I didn't want to, so he beat me.

He's crazy.

I've never been truly loved.

I'm already a sad person, so why bother to make Xu Ling sad?

Coaxed Wang Zhu to drink the wine, he slept dead in bed, I tried to kill him several times, but I couldn't do it.

He saved my life, if he hadn't taken me out of Qiantang, how could I have met Xu Ling.

I waited in the courtyard and finally waited for Xu Ling to come back. wanted to tell him the truth first, but was preempted by his younger siblings.

Xu Ling was a little surprised, and then laughed a little lightly.

He didn't seem to blame me, and a thought arose in my heart that he wouldn't blame me for it. Maybe I'm ......

He was really a stupid bird, knowing that Wang Zhu was still unwilling to leave, I couldn't, so I could only tell Wang Zhu about killing people, and it really scared him, so scared that he wanted to move away immediately, and when he talked to me again, it was like I was some kind of green-faced and fanged ghost.

He advised me to leave the king and be self-reliant, but I was disheartened, if he didn't want me, where could I go if I left the king?

I hid in the house and watched him leave the courtyard with his younger siblings, as if this was the last time I saw him, and I couldn't help crying.

I'd rather be a willow tree and be planted by him in front of the church and behind the house, and I just want to see him every day.

Liu Niang, who also doesn't want to be Wang Zhu, will go with him when she dies.

After thinking about it, I still decided to fulfill my wish, I waited for Wang Zhu to wake up, and I wanted to reconcile with him.

I don't know how I'm so stupid, I let go of Wang Zhu's prey, and I have to reconcile with him, I know it's impossible.

But I was determined to leave Wang Zhu.

If I really leave the king's pillar and set up my own door, as the stupid bird said, maybe he can still look at me twice, not be a lover with me, be a friend with me, and come to see me often.

I'm so stupid, like a moth, for the sake of a trivial hope, knowing that it is a dead end, I have to rush forward.

But I'm so happy!

I'd rather be named a moth than be the golden bowl of the class master, the man's Liu Niang......

I watched the dark red blood flow in front of my eyes, and before I died, I smiled with relief.

This world is too bitter, and I won't be a human being in the next life.

I want to make a tree and shade him when he passes by; I want to make a patch of snow and get into his collar while he is not ready; I want to be a ray of moonlight to illuminate his night path as a trader......