Mrs. Yun slowed down for a while before returning to normal.

She bent down and picked up her phone, which was still functional, showing that it was on a call.

Mrs. Yun hurriedly asked, "Jinjin, what's wrong with you?" Why should I see a psychiatrist? ”

Yun Jin said calmly: "Prenatal depression. ”

Mrs. Yun chuckled in her heart!

She was pregnant with twins for the first child and was depressed for a long time because of an unexpected miscarriage.

I know what it feels like.

Stuck in the quagmire, I feel like I can't love it.

I can't be interested in anything, and the whole person is like a walking corpse, washing my face with tears all day long, and I once wanted to commit suicide.

People who have never experienced it will never understand that kind of taste, and will only think that they are hypocritical, doing too much, and doing a lot of things.

Mrs. Yun lost her voice and said, "Why are you suddenly depressed?" It was fine when I had a reunion dinner on New Year's Day. ”

Yun Jin said without emotion: "I don't know, not long after pregnancy, it's not normal, sometimes good and sometimes bad." ”

"Which psychiatric clinic are you in? I'll go to you right away! ”

"No need, I'm not in a stable mood right now, I'm afraid of upsetting you."

"I'm your mother, and it's right for a mother to tolerate her daughter."

Yun Jin smiled silently, "When I needed your tolerance the most, you gave it all to my sister, and now I don't need it anymore." ”

Sensing that the words were a bit harsh, Yun Jin immediately apologized: "I'm sorry Mom, I don't know how I can't control my emotions." Don't come, I'm afraid that I will accidentally say something unpleasant and make you sad. ”

Mrs. Yun's eyes were red, "Don't say it, child, send the address quickly, otherwise my mother will feel guilty for the rest of her life." ”

Yun Jin was silent and sent the address.

Half an hour later.

Mrs. Yun rushed over.

Yun Jin is undergoing psychotherapy.

After asking for permission, Mrs. Yun was led into the house by the staff.

Yun Jin sat in a special music relaxation chair.

Her face was calm, neither sad nor joyful, and her originally beautiful big eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of dust.

Mrs. Yun sat down next to the psychiatrist and asked, "Has my daughter been diagnosed with pregnancy depression?" ”

The psychiatrist nodded, "Miss Yun is a special kind of depression, called smile depression, which is cheerful, enthusiastic, lively, and confident on the surface, and will produce sadness in her heart when she is alone. As a result of suppressing bad emotions with a smile for a long time, patients may also have feelings such as 'this is not the real me', feel that others cannot understand them, and in severe cases, self-harm and even suicidal behavior. ”

Mrs. Yun was so sad that she couldn't speak.

The psychiatrist continued: "Freezing three feet is not a day's cold, pregnancy is just a flashpoint. There are many factors that predispose to this mental illness, and most of them are related to childhood experiences. Of course, she is an athlete, and high-intensity training plus competition also has a lot to do with it. You should go to the hospital and be diagnosed again, relying on psychological treatment alone cannot solve the problem, you must cooperate with taking medicine, or be admitted to the hospital for treatment. ”

Hearing the word "take medicine", Yun Jin's face changed suddenly.

Subconsciously put your hands on your lower abdomen.

Leave the psychiatric clinic and get in the car.

Mrs. Yun hugged Yun Jin and choked up: "It's all my mother's fault, my mother shouldn't have put you at grandma's house." Mom was so negligent about you, she thought you were really okay when she saw that you were well-behaved and sensible. ”

Yun Jin smiled, "It's okay, Mom, I've grown up." ”

She smiled, and Mrs. Yun felt even more uncomfortable.

She cupped Yun Jin's face, "Don't laugh, don't laugh, cry if you want to cry, crying is also a way to vent your emotions." ”

Yun Jin still laughed, "I can't cry now." ”

The driver starts the car.

The mother and daughter came to the Municipal People's Hospital, psychiatric department.

After a detailed examination, it was diagnosed with smiling depression.

It is better to take medicine and cooperate with treatment, and it is better to be hospitalized.

After listening to the doctor's words, Yun Jin was so sad that she couldn't speak.

If you want to take medicine, the child in the womb can't stay.

This is her and Gu Jinyao's child, it is Gu Xianyun and Gu Xiao, the in-laws are all married, and the clothes, toys and crib are ready.

How can you give up?

At the thought of losing her child, Yun Jin's heart was distressed as if she was dripping blood.

After a long time, she stood up and said to the doctor, "Doctor, I'm pregnant, can I go back and discuss it with my husband?" ”

The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Yes, I really don't want to take medicine for treatment, so I will treat it conservatively and come to the hospital regularly for psychological counseling." Usually let the family spend more time with you and don't get stimulated. Although the effect is slow and repeated, there is no other way. All antidepressants have an effect on the fetus. ”

The doctor looked at Mrs. Yun again, "The family must pay attention to it, don't take it seriously, and don't blame the patient." Many patients with depression, because of negligence, lead to aggravation of the condition, leading to suicide, especially prenatal and postnatal depression. ”

Mrs. Yun hurriedly responded, "Okay, thank you, doctor." ”

Yun Jin stood up.

The steps were heavy as lead.

I am usually very agile, but at this time, I feel struggling to lift my legs.

Mrs. Yun hurriedly supported her.

Yun Jin instinctively struggled, and thought that this was her own mother, so she stopped earning, and only whispered to her, "Don't tell Ah Yao." ”

I'm afraid that he will worry, and even more afraid that he will dislike her because of this.

It took her a lot of effort and nearly two years to catch up.

knows that he has a good character, and he is a good man who is down-to-earth, reliable and responsible, but because he cares about him too much, he will still suffer from gains and losses.

Mrs. Yun hurriedly agreed, "Okay, it's all up to you." ”

Return to Sun Moon Bay.

Mrs. Yun helped Yun Jin to sit on the sofa.

She walked into the kitchen and wanted to cook something delicious for Yun Jin.

Only then did she realize that she was not a picky eater, as if she ate everything.

Mrs. Yun had no choice but to call her mother, and after asking in detail, she realized that Yun Jin was actually a picky eater, but she didn't pick in front of them.

After spending an afternoon, Mrs. Yun made a table of dishes and served them to the table.

This is not easy for a rich wife who has been pampered since she was a child.

His hands were burned by the splash of oil.

Yun Jin stared at the dazzling array of dishes and smiled.

This is the picture I was most looking forward to when I was a child, and I finally looked forward to it, and I should be happy.

But Yun Jin couldn't be happier.

Mrs. Yun picked up a spoon and scooped a spoonful of soup, put it to her lips and blew it, and handed it to her mouth, "Come, Jinjin, drink soup, mother feeds you." ”

Yun Jin looked at the soup in the spoon, and her nose was sour.

When I was a child, my mother brought Yun Tian to my grandmother's house as a guest.

Mom feeds Yun Tian.

She also wanted her mother to feed her.

But as soon as her mother fed her, Yun Tian cried and made trouble, and her mother had to feed Yun Tian instead.

It's all a small thing.

Somehow, after so many years, she just can't forget it.

Yun Jin slowly opened her mouth and drank the soup fed by her mother, but she didn't feel delicious and delicious, but felt tasteless.

It's not about the soup.

It turns out that there are some things that cannot be made up for by making amends.

Night.

Gu Jinyao returned home earlier than usual.

Although neither Yun Jin nor Mrs. Yun told him, the driver's itinerary betrayed everything.

His mind was heavy.

I just changed my shoes when I entered the door.

Yun Jin came out, with a smile on her eyebrows and eyes, which didn't look like something was wrong at all.

Gu Jinyao took off his coat.

Yun Jin reached out and took it, hung it on the hanger, and wanted to help him take off the watch on his wrist.

Gu Jinyao held her hand and stared at her pale face, "What did you do when you went to the hospital?" ”

Yun Jin smiled sweetly at the corner of her lips, "It's okay, it's a routine check." ”

"You may have forgotten, but I've been on the Anomalies for five years, and I'm better at reasoning than the average person. I am your husband, the person closest to you, and the person you should trust the most, if you don't tell me, who will you tell? It's not hard to know the truth, just go to the hospital and find out, but I want to hear it from you. ”

Yun Jin couldn't hide it anymore, so she had to say truthfully: "Depression, smiling depression, diagnosed." ”

Gu Jinyao's hand holding her wrist suddenly tightened.

It hurt her grip.

Seeing her frowning slightly, Gu Jinyao realized that he hurriedly let go of her wrist.

He took a deep breath, "Heal, I have to cure you no matter what, you are more important than the child." ”

Yun Jin had mixed feelings in her heart.

She raised her right hand over her lower abdomen and smiled at him, "Don't worry, I can hold on." I am an athlete and have super willpower, and I will use super willpower to protect my two children until they are born safely. ”

Gu Jinyao's emotions were too complicated to speak.

He hugged her into his arms and buried his chin in her hair, "The child will be there in the future, you have to be good, you are more important than the child." Did you hear that? You are the most important. ”

If it was placed in the past, hearing Gu Jinyao say such things, Yun Jin could fly happily.

But now, she only feels sad, and her heart is like a knife.

Hate yourself for not being angry.

I've always been strong, why can't I hold it up all of a sudden after I get pregnant?

Drop the chain at a critical moment.

Yun Jin whispered, "Give it a try, I really can't hold it anymore." There will be children in the future, but not these two. This is Gu Xianyun and Gu Xiao, Xiao Yifeng's little daughter-in-law, and Nanyin's little son-in-law. Everyone has been looking forward to it for so long, don't let them down. ”

Gu Jinyao was so sad that he couldn't speak, but hugged her tighter.

I can't wait to get pregnant and give birth to a child for her.

Bear all the pain for her.