Lu Ning chose to leave when Lin Kui and Lin Fei were all gone, which was expected by Gu Beixian.

She is forbearing, sensible, and sensible.

The profession of the female warrior of the ability team also determines that she puts the overall situation first in everything.

It's a pity that it sacrificed her relationship with Qin Ye.

Gu Beixian looked at Qin Ye, "Go chase her back." ”

Qin Ye smiled lightly, "Actually, I know that Lu Ning has been preparing to leave. Now that I think about it, I was too willful and selfish to elope with her. In the more than a year since we eloped, she pretended to be fine on the surface, but in fact she was worried. Her situation is also awkward and tormenting, with her father on one side and me on the other. That is, you, if you change someone else, you will definitely have scruples about her, and even look at her coldly. According to Lao Gu's temper a few years ago, he had already taken the money to let her leave. All the while, I only thought about my own feelings and rarely thought about her embarrassment. ”

Gu Beixian said: "Emotional matters, there is no willfulness and selfishness, you and Lu Ning are not wrong, it is Lu Wei who is wrong, he should not wake up." ”

Qin Ye's thick eyelashes drooped slightly, "That's her father, if she really dies, she will be sad." ”

Gu Beixian felt that Qin Ye had changed, becoming more mature and rational.

It's a pity that emotional matters can't be too rational.

It's too sensible, it's basically an irretrievable rhythm.

Gu Beixian was silent, raised his hand and wrapped his shoulder, "Let's go, Ayao and I will accompany you to drink, and you won't return home if you don't get drunk tonight." ”

Qin Ye gently took his hand down, "No need, you and Ah Yao can go home." I'm waiting for you just to confirm whether Lin Kui and Lin Ying are really dead. Lin Yu faked his death too many times, and always felt that this time he died too neatly and a little unreal. ”

"It's really dead, I've seen it with my own eyes with Lao Gu and Ah Yao. In order to ensure an accident, the police will conduct another examination of the body of the eagle. ”

Qin Ye tugged at the corners of his lips very lightly, "Maybe I have suffered too much, or maybe these two old men died too late, and they don't have the joy of revenge." ”

"No, just a sigh and infinite emotion. Go to my house and stay alone. ”

Qin Ye shrugged, "No, you guys go home." ”

Gu Beixian's eyes were secretly worried, "You are like this, who can rest assured?" ”

Qin Ye pretended to be relaxed and said: "It's really okay, I was always worried before, for fear that Lu Ning would leave, and every day was like a blunt knife cutting meat." Now it's a one-size-fits-all cut, and although it hurts, it hurts neatly. ”

Adults too.

No matter how sad he is, he pretends to be okay on the surface.

After speaking, Qin Ye turned around and walked towards the gate.

Gu Beixian and Gu Jinyao followed.

Qin Ye entered the gate, locked the door, and smiled lightly at the two of them through the carved railing, "Let's all go back, I'm such an adult, I've walked through the south and the north, I have been born and died hundreds of times, what can happen if I lose love?" Su Wan and Yun Jin are both pregnant, you two should go back and take care of them. ”

Gu Beixian and Gu Jinyao said in unison: "If you have something to call, if you are sad, ask us for a drink, don't resist alone." ”

"Okay."

After separation.

Qin Ye walked into the house.

People who usually love to take a bath so much, I didn't take a bath today, and went straight into the bedroom.

I didn't take off my clothes, and I lay down on the bed.

Qin Ye picked up the letter that Lu Ning left when he left.

The letter was in a brown paper envelope and was very solemn.

Such a large piece of letterhead, with only a few words written on it.

Aye:

I'm gone, take care.

Luning.

Every word is powerful through the back of the paper.

It can be seen that he is determined.

Qin Ye put the letter paper over his face.

It turns out that the most uncomfortable thing about the difference between adults is not pain, embarrassment, unwillingness, but helplessness.

The word "helpless" seems ordinary, but it is desperate.

Qin Ye's heart began to ache again.

At first, it was painful, but after a while, it was like a knife.

A tidal wave of pain enveloped him.

After a long time.

He stretched out his arm, pulled out his diary from the bedside table, and began to look through it.

Since the day he eloped with Lu Ning to Lucheng the winter before last, he began to keep a diary and keep it every day.

Even if nothing happened that day, write about the weather.

Because for the rest of my life, I have to live on this memory.

Qin Ye got up, picked up the pen, and wrote down today's date.

Further down, I don't know what to write.

I have a thousand words in my heart, but I don't want to write a single word.

It turns out that when people are extremely sad, their hearts are gray, their minds are cold, they don't want to write words, and they don't want to say words.

Qin Ye slowly closed his eyes.

The whites of the eyes are bloodshot.

Putting the diary aside, Qin Ye opened his eyes, touched the pillow that Lu Ning had slept on, and hugged it into his arms.

The pillow smelled of her hair.

And a single hair she left behind.

He took his hair off and put it in his diary.

buried his face on Lu Ning's pillow, and read her stitch by stitch, hitting the nail on the head.

It wasn't until almost dawn that Qin Ye fell asleep.

When he was in a daze, he habitually went to hug Lu Ning.

hugged the air, and then remembered that Lu Ning had already left.

It's leaving, not a business trip.

Qin Ye's heart was stunned, and the army was in chaos.

Looking at the watch, it was already half past eight.

Qin Ye lifted the quilt and went downstairs to make breakfast.

It's what I'm used to.

Breakfast was made in two portions, one in front of him and one in Lu Ning's position opposite.

Qin Yechong smiled at the other side, "Xiaolu, I made your favorite pineapple pancake for breakfast today, the skin is very crispy and thin, and I also cooked your favorite eight-treasure porridge, and prepared your favorite blueberries and cashew nuts, eat it quickly." ”

After saying that, he lowered his head and began to drink porridge.

Sweet porridge, but bitter in the mouth.

The fragrant cake is tasteless.

After hurriedly finishing the breakfast in front of him, Qin Ye began to clean up the table.

Bring Lu Ning's share into the kitchen as it is.

Standing in front of the wash basin, Qin Ye couldn't help but remember that the two of them used to wash and cook together in this kitchen.

Lu Ning helped him roll up his sleeves and feed him fruits.

It was a very ordinary detail, but it made him so painful that he couldn't breathe.

It's like a rope around the neck.

Qin Ye tilted his head and took a few big breaths.

The people who usually clean up the kitchen are neat, and the dishes are not put in the dishwasher, so they go to the living room.

Looking at the huge sofa.

Qin Ye was thinking about the scene where he was holding Lu Ning on the sofa and watching TV.

Qin Ye suddenly had a feeling that there was nowhere to escape.

Everywhere he went, he was the shadow of Lu Ning.

This shadow suffocates him and makes him uncomfortable.

The heart is like a thorn.

It is said that after a long time, the relationship between couples will fade.

But they have been going on for four years together, and the breakup is still painful.

When Gu Aoting opened the door and came in, he saw Qin Ye sitting on the sofa, holding a huge wedding photo in his hand, staring at Lu Ning's face in a daze.

People who are usually so vigilant didn't even notice him coming in.

Gu Aoting stood aside and watched quietly for a while.

I sighed secretly in my heart.

Worthy of his son.

This wife looks exactly the same as him.

Gu Aoting clenched his hand into a fist, handed it to his lips and coughed, "Aye, or you can go and chase Lu Ning back." There are so many of us, and we can't deal with just one deer? The old foxes like Lin Kui and Lin Eagles are all dead, not to mention the weasel of Lu Wei? ”