Gu Aoting panicked, "Son, what's wrong with you?" Are you crying? I heard that your voice was wrong. ”

Gu Jinyao suppressed his emotions, and after a few seconds, he replied in a slightly more normal voice: "It's okay." ”

"Where are you now? I'm going to find you! ”

"It's okay, you're busy."

"I'm off work, I'm already busy, and I'll be in Sun Moon Bay in ten minutes, are you there?"

"Well, in the underground parking lot."

"Okay, you wait, I'll go find you now!"

Ten minutes later.

Gu Aoting came, opened the car door, and sat in Gu Jinyao's car.

Seeing a pile of cigarette butts in the ashtray, Gu Aoting couldn't help but feel distressed, "Why did you smoke so many cigarettes?" Not good for the lungs. ”

Gu Jinyao smiled silently and bitterly, "Maybe I shouldn't get married, people like me don't deserve happiness." ”

Gu Aoting was stunned, "Quarreled with Yun Jin?" ”

"No noise."

"But you look tired and helpless. If there is anything, you can say to Dad, don't keep it in your heart, you will get sick. Don't worry, Dad is very tight-mouthed and will never tell a third person. ”

Gu Jinyao snuffed out the cigarette and raised his eyes to look out the car window, "On the day of the children's 100-day banquet, Xiao Yifeng hugged Xiao Xianyun, and Su Wan helped them take a photo and sent the photo to us. When I saw the photo, I felt a little emotional. After dealing with business, I stared at the photos in the study for a while, remembering the past, remembering that when Su Wan and I were children, we were seen by Yun Jin......"

Gu Aoting was silent.

After a while.

Gu Aoting spoke: "Do you still love Su Yu?" ”

Gu Jinyao took a deep breath, "I think I've let it go, it's just that I occasionally sigh, people's emotions are sometimes difficult to control intellectually, after all, Su Wan and I have experienced too much." Yun Jin should be sick, or love me too much, so she will suffer from gains and losses. She always felt that I was responsible to her, and I admitted, there was an element of responsibility. But I've tried so hard to love her, I'm afraid I'm not good enough, really, I've done everything I can. I didn't know what else to do to satisfy her. I grew up in a loveless family, my grandmother was widowed, there was no father, and my mother had no sense of responsibility. The way my stepfather and my mother get along with each other is also polite, so I do the same to Yun Jin. Maybe Yun Jin and I are not suitable, she is extremely insecure, and I, I don't know how to love people. ”

Gu Aoting reached out and grabbed his shoulders and hugged him, "Son, I can understand your difficulty. ”

Gu Jinyao leaned on his arms, his body stiffened slightly, and asked softly, "Dad, what should I do?" ”

Gu Aoting pondered for a long time and said, "Take Yun Jin to live in a different environment, stay away from Su Wu, and clean up all the things related to Su Wu at home." ”

"Okay."

"Let's go home first, and if there's anything going on, you must tell me. I'm your father, if you don't look for me for something, who are you looking for? ”

Gu Jinyao's heart swelled with a strong warmth.

Like a man who has fallen into darkness, suddenly a bright light shines in and splits the thick darkness.

He stretched out his arms, hugged Gu Aoting tightly, and said in a hard voice: "Sometimes I envy Beixian. If I grew up next to you, I would love calmly, and Yun Jin wouldn't feel that the love I gave was too fake. ”

"There's nothing to envy, and I'm not a good father. Beixian had bipolar disorder when he was a child, and he was sick a few years ago, and Ano was also thrown into the mountains. In this life, people are here to survive the calamity, and if there is no such calamity, they will encounter such a calamity. What we can do is to rise to the challenge, survive the catastrophe, keep moving forward, and tomorrow will be better. ”

"Thank you."

After separating from Gu Aoting, Gu Jinyao returned home.

Come to the upstairs bedroom.

Yun Jin didn't sleep, sitting in front of the crib, staring at Gu Xianyun and Xiao Gu Xiao in a daze.

Gu Jinyao turned around to change her clothes and brushed her teeth, afraid that the smell of smoke on her body would be too strong and smoke her.

Tidying himself up, Gu Jinyao walked up to her and sat down, and asked softly, "Which country do you like?" ”

Only then did Yun Jin raise his distracted eyes and look at him, "Why did you suddenly ask this?" ”

"Maybe it's better for us to leave Kyoto and live in a different country."

Yun Jin was silent for a while and nodded.

Gu Jinyao asked, "Shall we go back to California?" ”

Yun Jin's eyebrows twisted slightly, "Your mother ......"

"Then if you don't go back to California, how about Singapore? The four seasons are as warm as spring, and Switzerland and New Zealand are also fine. ”

Yun Jin thought for a moment, "What about the auction house?" Who will take care of your new property? ”

Gu Jinyao said: "You and the child are the most important. Auction houses are usually busiest during spring and autumn auctions, when I fly over for a while. In other industries, department managers are in charge, reporting weekly, and holding video conferences. ”

"Let's change cities, just find a quieter city in China, it's too tiring to go back and forth when you go abroad. When I'm well, we'll be back. ”

"Okay, I'll call someone to arrange it."

After a silence, Gu Jinyao said again: "I will return the photo of Su Wu to Beixian tomorrow, it is not good to throw it away, and it is unlucky to burn it." ”

Yun Jin nodded.

Gu Jinyao stretched out his arm and hugged her into his arms.

Yun Jin rested her head on his chest and smelled the smell of smoke in his hair.

She slowly closed her eyes, feeling extremely distressed.

I miss my former lively and cheerful self very much, even if I smile and be depressed.

Swallow the bitter water by yourself, at least it won't hurt Gu Jinyao.

Early the next morning.

Gu Jinyao took out Su Wan's photo from the dusty cabinet and put it in the envelope.

drove to the hospital and found Gu Beixian.

Gu Jinyao handed him the envelope, "It contains a photo of Su Wu when she was a child, and I will give it to you for safekeeping in the future." ”

Gu Beixian took it, opened the envelope, and took out the photo.

The photo of a small one has been yellowed due to its age.

In the photo, Su Wu has a pretty little face, big eyes are watery, rippling, and her long fluffy eyelashes are as dense as willows by the river.

Although he is only seven or eight years old, he is already incredibly beautiful.

At a young age, he has a gentle and elegant temperament.

No wonder Gu Jinyao never forgot it, even he, a person who stayed by Su Wan's side all day, couldn't help but light up when he saw this photo at first glance.

Gu Beixian said: "Su Wan is like a big beauty at such a young age, as long as my daughter inherits one-third of her beauty, it is enough to captivate the country and the city." ”

Gu Jinyao glanced at him and didn't answer.

He took this photo with him, not because Su Wu was beautiful.

Gu Beixian carefully put the photo into his wallet, raised his hand and slapped Gu Jinyao's shoulder, "Why did you suddenly want to open it and give me the photo?" ”

Gu Jinyao lowered his eyelashes slightly, "I'm going to take Yun Jin to live in other cities." ”

"Do you want to come back?"

"Let's wait until she's fully healed."

Gu Beixian nodded, "It's okay, how can any woman really be so generous that she doesn't mind at all?" I'm a man, and I can't let go of it, and I've been on guard against you openly and secretly for several years. Yun Jin didn't say anything, but she must have been worried about Su Wu in her heart, especially Su Wu was so good. ”

Gu Jinyao raised his eyes, "So your generosity is also an appearance?" ”

"Not anymore, Su Wan gives me a sense of security."

"It's because I didn't give Zu Yunjin a sense of security, I will review."

"Okay, when you leave, I'll send you off."

Gu Jinyao snorted.

After separation, Gu Beixian returned to the ward.

Su Wan was hugging Xiao Xingyan and talking to her softly.

Of course she was talking, and Xiao Xingyan was listening.

The sunlight shone through the white tulle and fell on her fair face, as if gilding her with a layer of golden holy light.

Her whole person looked gentle and peaceful, and even the fluffy hair around her ears was shining.

Gu Beixian looked at her quietly for a few seconds, walked behind her, sat down, and hugged her gently,

Su Wan'er looked back at him, "What's wrong, suddenly became numb?" ”

Gu Beixian took off her chin and gently rubbed her hair, "I'm afraid that you will be depressed after giving birth, so I will have to hug you in the future." Lao Gu said that hugging can give people a sense of security. ”

Su Wan smiled, "Wu Suosuo has passed away, and you strictly abide by male morality, and now there is no point that makes me depressed." Besides, since I was a child, I have experienced too much, winds and waves, life and death, and I will not have an emotional collapse because of a little ditch and ravine, you can rest assured. ”

Thinking of Gu Jinyao, Gu Beixian said with emotion: "Fortunately, I am marrying you, if I marry Yun Jin, it is estimated that I can be tortured to the point of recurrence of my old illness." ”

"In the first three years of our marriage, we also tortured each other. How can a husband and wife be a natural match? They all have to run in, and when the run-in is good, the relationship can be stabilized. It's not fortunate to say that it's unfortunate to be able to get married, it's fate, and you can do it and cherish it. ”

"I hope that Ah Yao and Yun Jin will get along as soon as possible, and don't delay Xiao Yifeng and Gu Xianyun to cultivate their relationship. It's not easy to have a long-distance relationship at a young age. ”

Su Wu was stunned, "Ah Yao, are they leaving?" ”

"Yes, I'll come back when Yun Jin recovers."

Su Wan was silent, "That's fine." ”

A week later in the morning.

Gu Jinyao's family is leaving.

It was a sunny day, but the temperature was very low, and the long wind poured through the streets, making it cold to the bone.

Gu Beixian took Xiao Yifeng and went to see them off.

Because there were a lot of people who left together, there were many things to bring, and there were several cars prepared.

After saying goodbye to Yun Jin, Gu Jinyao asked her to get in the car first, for fear that she would catch a cold.

Gu Jinyao held Xiao Yifeng in his arms for a long time, reluctant to put it down.

Xiao Yifeng comforted him in turn, "Father-in-law, you take your mother-in-law to recuperate, and our family is waiting for you to come back." ”

Gu Jinyao nodded heavily, "Call your father-in-law if you have something, eat well, and listen to the adults." ”

Xiao Yifeng said in a milky voice: "You too, eat well and listen to your mother-in-law." ”

Gu Jinyao smiled and put down Xiao Yifeng.

walked up to Gu Beixian and hugged him, "Take care!" ”

Gu Beixian patted his back, "Aren't you tired?" ”

Gu Jinyao turned his head and looked at Yun Jin, who was already sitting in the RV, "Tired, but I can't like her when she's healthy and dislike her when she's sick." Whether she is optimistic and cheerful, or pessimistic and depressed, she is my wife. At the wedding, we swore that we would never leave us no matter how old or sick we were, and I did what I said. ”

With that, he let go of Gu Beixian, turned around, and strode in the direction of Yun Jin.

Gu Beixian watched his long figure disappear into the car.

There are many vows made at the wedding, and how many have actually done it?

There are not a few, and most of them can only share the joys and sorrows, not the sorrows.