Chapter 856: Death Without You
Su Wu held Xiao Yifeng in her arms and comforted her for a while before coaxing.
She looked at Gu Beixian, "Remember to call Mrs. Yun and ask her to spend more time with Yun Jin, maybe it will be better." Yun Jin's character has been used to not relying on her mother since she was a child, and she will definitely not be notified when she moves to other places. Afraid that her grandmother would be worried, she would not tell her grandmother. Ah Yao is also a taciturn character, let alone speak. ”
Gu Beixian snorted.
hugged Xiao Xingyan for a while and gently put her into the crib.
Gu Beixian went downstairs and dialed Mrs. Yun's mobile phone number, "Auntie, Ah Yao and Yun Jin moved to live in other places temporarily, do you know?" ”
Mrs. Yun was stunned, "This kid didn't tell me, I went to the branch with Kuohai, and I haven't taken care of her for the past few days." It's only been a few days since they met, how did they make such a big decision? ”
Gu Beixian said: "Yun Jin's depression relapsed, and Ah Yao wanted to take her to a different environment. Heart disease also needs heart medicine, you have time to enlighten Yun Jin. ”
"Okay, I'll call her now, thank you, Beixian."
"Yes, they're all relatives."
Mrs. Yun pressed the shortcut key and dialed Yun Jin, "Jinjin, where have you been?" ”
Yun Jin's voice sounded gloomy, "I've come to Cloud City." ”
"How do you say just go?"
Yun Jin was silent for a minute or two before speaking, "Mom, I'm in pain, and Ayao is even more painful by me." I don't want to do this, but I can't help it, I can't help but find faults, suspicious, and the slightest wind and grass will be infinitely magnified by me. Why did I become like this? I want to change back to the same person I used to be, who loves to talk and laugh, who is optimistic and cheerful, open-minded, and who doesn't care about anything. ”
Mrs. Yun's tears flowed, "You are sick, if you are sick, we will treat it." Don't blame yourself, the more you blame, the more serious your condition will be. ”
"Can it be cured?"
"Yes, yes, you see mom is fine now. Send me the address quickly, and Mom will accompany you. ”
"Okay."
Yun Jin sent the address.
After receiving the information, Mrs. Yun and Yun Kuohai simply packed their luggage and drove to Cloud City.
More than two hours later.
came to Yun Jin and Gu Jinyao's new home temporarily.
The new home is located in a Chinese-style courtyard villa along the river, with blue bricks and white walls and cornices, a spacious courtyard, an elegant and quiet environment, and excellent privacy, suitable for recuperation.
The sunset like a soft-hearted duck egg yolk hung over the riverbank, and in the blink of an eye, it disappeared without a trace.
In winter, it gets dark very quickly.
After getting out of the car, Mrs. Yun walked in in a hurry.
Yun Kuohai followed, and the driver helped with the luggage.
Yun Jin was sitting in the living room waiting.
Seeing Mrs. Yun, she raised her big distracted eyes, looked at her, pulled the corners of her lips with difficulty, and showed a smiling expression, "Mom." ”
Mrs. Yun walked up to her in a few steps and hugged her, tears falling like rain.
Yun Kuohai reminded: "Don't cry, Jin Jin doesn't feel good to look at." ”
Mrs. Yun wiped away her tears and looked around, "It's okay to move here, and I'll go back when I'm well." If you are weaned from milk, you have to take medicine, and your disease, if you don't take medicine, it is difficult to cure. ”
Yun Jin said softly: "It's not enough to eat, but after getting sick, it's even less, and these days, Xiao Xianyun and Gu Xiao are all drinking milk powder." ”
"Have you seen a doctor?"
"I'll see it tomorrow. Ah Yao chose this city to live temporarily because there is a well-known specialized hospital and psychologist here, who has cured many people. ”
"Can you tell your mother about the specific reason for this illness?"
Yun Jin smiled bitterly, "Just because of a photo, Xiao Yifeng and Xiao Xianyun took a group photo on the day of the 100-day banquet, and Ah Yao stared at it in the study. I think he is looking at Su Wan, I feel that he still hasn't let go of Su Wu, I feel that he doesn't love me, and he is just responsible for me. I wanted to quarrel with him, but I couldn't, and when I did, he was silent. ”
Mrs. Yun patted her arm, "Silly girl, if you really quarrel, you must think that he doesn't love you and actually quarrel with you." Ah Yao knows this truth, so he won't quarrel with you. ”
Yun Kuohai asked, "I remember that you have always liked Su Wu." ”
Yun Jin lowered her eyes, "Su Wu is too good, and I can only fencing." I like her, but I can't help but feel inferior, and after I get sick, this idea is infinitely magnified. I always feel that I am Ah Yao's second best, and I can't help but secretly compare myself with Su Wu, the more I compare, the more inferior I become. ”
Yun Kuohai patiently persuaded: "What is there to compare? Su Wan is excellent, you are also excellent, you are good at different fields. If you can win the Olympic championship, you are already a leader in the industry, and I don't know how many people admire you. People must learn to reconcile with themselves so that they will not get tired. Ah Yao's kindness to you, we see in our eyes, few people can do it like him. You started to be depressed when you were pregnant, and now, for more than a year, Ah Yao has not complained and is obedient to you. It's not love, what is it? Different personalities have different ways of expressing love. Love should be experienced slowly, rather than blindly and brutally defining it and saying that he doesn't love you. This is disrespectful to you and a negation of Ah Yao. ”
Yun Jin raised her hand and pressed her head, "I understand the truth, but I just can't control it, and I always feel that Ah Yao hasn't completely let go of Su Wu." ”
Mrs. Yun spoke, "It's rare to get married at the first love, and your father and I are not each other's first love." If everyone grabs each other's past, they will be haunted for a lifetime and will not be able to live. ”
Yun Kuohai sat down beside her, "Child, there is no perfect relationship in this world, and there will be more or less shortcomings. Your sister Yun Tian has been looking for the perfect relationship, and she is still alone. ”
Mrs. Yun touched Yun Jin's head and said softly: "Ah Yao was chased by you desperately, and now that the child is born, Ah Yao is good to you, I don't know how many people envy you, I want to open it." ”
Yun Jin was silent.
was persuaded by them like this, and now I want to open it.
But no matter how much wind blows, I still can't help but drill the tip of the horns.
She hates herself to death!
The maid came to serve tea.
Yun Kuohai picked up the teacup, took a sip, put down the teacup and asked, "Where is Ah Yao?" ”
Yun Jin looked up at the stairs, "He is upstairs in the master bedroom and decorates the room for the child." I forgot to tell him about your coming, and I asked people to go up and call him. ”
Yun Kuohai stood up, "No, I'll go upstairs to see him." ”
Come to the second floor.
Yun Kuohai pushed open the door of the master bedroom, only saw the nanny and the child, and did not see Gu Jinyao.
Yun Kuohai asked the nanny, "What about Ah Yao?" ”
The nanny said, "In the guest bedroom bathroom." ”
Yun Kuohai came to the guest bedroom again and pushed open the door of the bathroom.
I saw Gu Jinyao standing by the window, looking out of the window, with several large basins at his feet, and the basins were soaked in baby clothes and Yun Jin's underwear.
Gu Jinyao's sleeves were rolled up, revealing half of his thin arms.
That arm has lost a lot of weight than it did a little over a year ago.
Yun Kuohai shouted, "Ah Yao." ”
Gu Jinyao didn't seem to hear it, and didn't move.
Yun Kuohai raised his voice, "Ah Yao! ”
Gu Jinyao heard it and looked back.
Seeing that it was Yun Kuohai, Gu Jinyao pulled the corners of his lips, "Dad, why don't you say anything?" I'll go downstairs and pick you up. ”
"It's okay, it's okay."
Yun Kuohai pointed to the clothes in the basin, "There are so many clothes, why don't you let the maid wash them?" It's okay to put it in the washing machine to wash it, why bother washing it by hand, you're so busy. ”
Gu Jinyao said: "Yun Jin and the child have sensitive skin, soak it for a few minutes, and I will rub it out casually." Just moved in, so I don't have to be busy with work. The nanny is taking care of the children, and the maid is cleaning up, but they can't spare their hands. ”
Yun Kuohai stared at his handsome and resolute face, "Are you tired?" ”
"It's fine."
"Actually, I'm tired and exhausted. Your mother-in-law lost a pair of twins in her early years, and she also suffered from depression, and I was almost tortured and went crazy. No matter what I did, she was not satisfied, suspicious, and picked a bone in the egg, but fortunately she was finally cured. ”
Gu Jinyao nodded, "Yun Jin will definitely be fine." ”
Yun Kuohai sighed, "Our negligence made a big mistake, but we made you pay." ”
"I also have shortcomings, and I will try to improve."
"If you can't get along with Jinjin, we can understand. When the time comes, you say it in advance, and we'll pick her up. The child is too young, let's live with Jinjin first, and when I am older, I will mention the custody matter. ”
Gu Jinyao's heart seemed to be pinched, and he twitched in pain.
He moved his lips and spoke, "No, Jinjin loves me too much, and she loves me so much that she loses herself before she gets sick." Divorce is a fatal blow to her, and her condition will worsen. said okay, I want to be good to her for the rest of my life, and I can't divorce because she is sick. ”
Yun Kuohai was moved, but also felt guilty, "Your mother-in-law will stay here and accompany Jinjin more." If you find that you are not in the right mood, you must seek medical attention in time, don't be embarrassed. ”
Gu Jinyao snorted in a low voice.
After dinner.
Gu Jinyao and the nanny put the two children to sleep.
The babysitter takes the child back to her room.
Yun Jin was lying on the bed, her originally beautiful big eyes staring at the ceiling blankly.
Gu Jinyao's fingers tentatively reached over and stroked her shoulder, "After changing the environment, are you in a better mood?" ”
Yun Jin replied mechanically: "It's better." ”
Gu Jinyao lowered his head and kissed her hair, "Do you regret knowing me?" ”
Yun Jin shook his head very lightly, "No regrets." ”
"Do you regret marrying me?"
"No regrets."
"Do you still love me?"
"Love, love, I would die without you."
Gu Jinyao's chest ached, and he raised his hand to press her into his arms, "I love you too, everything will be fine." ”