The next afternoon.

Gu Huajin flew to Cloud City as promised and came to Gu Jinyao's new home.

Carrying a large soft sheepskin bag on her shoulder, she went upstairs lightly.

Push open the door to the master bedroom.

Yun Jin was sitting in front of the crib, staring at the child's small face, in a daze.

Her long hair was scattered around her ears, and there was not a trace of blood on her pale face.

Sunlight streamed in through the glass windows, leaving mottled shadows on her emaciated face.

The shadow on that side is pinned.

Less than four months after giving birth, she was already thin into a thin sheet, like a reed fluttering in the wind by the river in late autumn.

Gu Huajin suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and said loudly: "Brother and sister." ”

Hearing this, Yun Jin slowly raised her head and smiled at her palely, "Eldest sister, you're here." ”

Gu Huajin was stunned.

Postpartum depression is terrible.

Yun Jin's originally beautiful big eyes were gone, and although she was laughing, she smiled reluctantly.

That smile is just an expression, not a mood.

Gu Huajin walked up to her and put his hand on her arm, "It's suffering." ”

Yun Jin lowered her eyes, "I still haven't held on, I'm sick." I didn't become a better version of myself, but I was guilty of Ah Yao and me, I'm sorry. ”

Gu Huajin sat down, grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into his arms and hugged her gently, "Don't say I'm sorry, you're not wrong." Ah Yao is your husband, the closest person to you, you sacrificed so much to give birth to a child for him, and it is only natural that he will accompany you through thick and thin. No one owes anyone, and no one needs to say sorry. ”

Yun Jin said softly: "I was lively and cheerful when I was chasing him, but after I became pregnant, I fell ill, and my personality went to the other extreme, and I always felt that I had deceived him." ”

"In life, how can there be smooth sailing? It is inevitable that there will be accidents of one kind or another, disasters and diseases are inevitable, and we will face them together when we encounter difficulties. Who says only sweetness deepens feelings? Difficulties can be no different. Blessings and misfortunes lurk, misfortunes and blessings rely on, you have this disease, it is a bad thing, but also a good thing, and it is a test for Ah Yao. If he accompanies you through this difficult time, it means that you are married to the right person. If he can't stand the test, kick him, and then the eldest sister of the child will help you raise it together, and the eldest sister of the man will help you find it again. ”

Yun Jin's eyes were red, and tears rained down.

After falling ill, everyone, including her parents, stood on Gu Jinyao's side to persuade her.

Only Gu Huajin, who is obviously Gu Jinyao's eldest sister, is on her side and puts herself in her shoes.

Yun Jin whispered: "Ah Yao has done a good job, it's me who is wrong, I'm too hypocritical, too pretentious." ”

Gu Huajin stroked her back with his palm, "Ah Yao was raised by me, I can't understand anything about him." You are not hypocritical, let alone pretentious, you are too pure to ask for love. Love is inherently reciprocal and selfish, and it is human nature to love him as much as you love him, how much you want him to love you. The Olympic champion of fencing is outstanding in fencing, but emotionally, he is also an ordinary person, and he will also suffer from gains and losses. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, it's counterproductive. ”

People like to be recognized, and a word will open Yun Jin's heart.

Seeing that her mood was temporarily stable, Gu Huajin opened the bag and took out a few document bags from it.

Yun Jin glanced at it, if it was in the past, she would be curious.

But now, she's not interested in anything.

Gu Huajin picked up the top document bag and handed it to her, "The things inside are a little bloody, can you accept it?" ”

Yun Jin spoke, "What? ”

"When Ah Yao first went to our house, the photos I took help you better understand Ah Yao."

Yun Jin was silent for a minute, "I'm mentally prepared." ”

Gu Huajin opened the file bag, took out a stack of photos, and handed them to her.

Yun Jin took it and looked through them one by one.

Gu Jinyao in the photo is about thirteen or fourteen years old.

When he was a teenager, he had a beautiful nose bridge, thick and long eyelashes, but there was a lingering cloud of sorrow between his eyebrows.

When he turned to the fourth card, Yun Jin's heart was suddenly shocked!

Instinctively, I flipped the photo over and slowed it down for a few seconds before I had the courage to continue looking at it.

I saw that in the photo, Gu Jinyao was sitting on the hospital bed, and the exposed parts of his body were full of blood blisters!

Especially the legs, bloodstained, skin and flesh, shocking!

Yun Jin's heart ached beyond measure, and she closed her eyes in pain.

Gu Huajin said: "For you, it's a bit cruel, but this is the real Ayao." In the first few years of arriving at our home, Yao has been treating injuries, and spent her teenage years in endless skin grafts and various surgeries. My father was afraid that he would delay his studies, so he asked a tutor to teach him cultural lessons, and he also taught him antique knowledge and business scriptures by word and deed. Ah Yao was very persevering and able to endure hardships, but he was full of pain, but he did not delay his studies, and was admitted to the best military school in California a few years later. ”

Gu Huajin opened another file bag and handed it to Yun Jin, "This is a photo of Ah Yao fighting the enemy when he was in the Ability Team. ”

Photos are confidential.

It took Gu Huajin some means to get it.

Yun Jin took it and saw that in the photo, Gu Jinyao was dressed in military uniform, covered in blood, standing with his comrades in the sea of corpses and blood.

The sky was full of wolf smoke and blood.

It was quite bloody.

Gu Jinyao's eyes were resolute and calm.

He's a man of steel.

Gu Huajin took out another stack of photos, "This is a photo of my dad and my stepmother." ”

Yun Jin saw that in the photo, the relationship between Liu Wang and Gu Zhengrong was estranged and polite.

There is no intimacy between husband and wife, but it is like a subordinate relationship.

Gu Huajin put away the photo, "This is all of Ah Yao's background." A person's personality is determined by his genes, experiences, upbringing, and parents. Ah Yao, who grew up in this environment, is resolute and forbearing, and you make him lively and cheerful, bouncing, full of sweet words, impossible. Parents are the first teachers of children, and when I was a child, my parents had a very good relationship. And the relationship between my dad and my stepmom is to respect each other like guests, so Ah Yao also respects you like guests. ”

Yun Jin nodded, "Yes, I always feel that Ah Yao's love for me is too polite and not natural enough. And you and Jin Shuai, at first glance, they reveal their true feelings. ”

"That's because I was the favored second daughter of the family when I was a child, and Shuai Shuai is his father's old man, we all grew up surrounded by love, there is love in our hearts, and our true feelings are naturally revealed."

Yun Jin was thoughtful.

Gu Huajin looked at her, "Your heart knot is, why can Shuai Shuai let go of his old feelings, but Ayao can't?" Did I guess right? ”

Yun Jin was silent for a long time and smiled bitterly, "Am I useless?" Such a small thing made me get into the horns. ”

"It's normal, there is too much emotional backlog, and when it erupts, it's all because of small things."

Gu Huajin carefully observed her face and said tentatively: "The reason why Shuai Shuai can let go of the past is because there is no unforgettable experience between you. Ah Yao and Su Wu grew up together since childhood, and their feelings when they were children were the purest and deepest, and the two experienced life and death together. ”

After a pause, Gu Huajin asked, "Is this level acceptable?" If not, I'll do it another way. ”

"It's okay, you say."

"Ah Yao went to the military academy and joined the ability team, all in order to make himself stronger, so that he could come back to investigate the case of the year, take revenge, and also to have the ability to better protect Su Wu. In the world he past, there was only Su Wan, and he only lived for Su Wan. So a man of the axis, but he marries you, if not because of love, what is it? He's not the kind of person who just settles. If you don't love someone enough, you will definitely not marry, after all, marrying is a lifelong thing. ”

Yun Jin pursed her lips and was silent.

Gu Huajin continued: "As for me and Shuai Shuai, you see that I was happy with him a few days ago, but in fact, I was ready to be broken up at any time. You think my love with Shuai Shuai is very romantic, but I don't know how much thought I have to spend in private. Shuai Shuai is happy, but I am tired. Ah Yao and Shuai Shuai, one is a mature man, and the other is a boy who doesn't grow up. The feelings of a mature man are restrained, calm, do more than talk, and you are blessed with him. Boys, especially young masters like Shuai Shuai who were pampered and grew up, have to worry about everything, but if I change to a woman of the same age as him, I will definitely quarrel every day. ”

Yun Jin spoke, "Jin Shuai actually loves you very much, cut your wrists for you, and don't even want your life." ”

Gu Huajin smiled lightly, "This is a sign of immaturity, there is nothing to envy." If Ah Yao is replaced, the problem will be handled better. Therefore, handsome is only suitable for falling in love, Ayao is suitable for marriage, and is suitable for entrusting for life. ”

"Why didn't you consider Ah Yao's boyfriend? I don't mean to raise the bar, I'm just a little curious. ”

Gu Huajin raised his eyes and looked out the window, "There is only one Yao in the world, but you can't ask for it, the best one is met by you, you must be happy." ”

Yun Jin smiled, with tears in her laughter.

Leaned forward and hugged Gu Huajin, "Thank you, eldest sister." ”

"Want to open it?"

"It's not so depressing. Like a ghost hitting the wall, circling around the wall, I finally saw a glimmer of light. ”

Gu Huajin raised his hand and poked her head lightly, and said angrily: "Stinky girl, it's a little thing to toss you, and you're sick, out of breath!" If there is anything in the future, just look for the eldest sister, the eldest sister will go out, a top girl! ”

Yun Jin curled the corners of her lips, "The best eldest sister, I met her, and I am fortunate to have three lives." ”

Gu Huajin pinched her cheek, "This is the Yun Jin I know, with a sweet mouth, love to talk and laugh, how good." ”