"Sounds idealistic."

"Not really. Everyone has their own interpretation of life. Whether you love money, power, freedom, or exploration, they are all equal. As long as you can be logical and self-consistent, from your heart, you will not spend your life in vain. ”

Xun Ying took a step back, looked at Zuo Youyou fixedly, and screamed: "You have changed, Zuo Youyou, you have actually become a noble person, a person who has escaped from low-level interests!" ”

"Phew!"

The conversation between the two men was interrupted by a heckling voice; Cao Jianfeng took two steps back in embarrassment and staggered out of the crowd.

Bai Xinshu walked up to Zuo Youyou and lowered his head to look at her.

His hair was messy, his hair hanging down softly, and the messy shadows covered his deep eyes under his brow bones, and the look in his eyes was extremely complicated.

Seeing this, Xun Ying slipped away quietly, not taking a trace of clouds with her.

The cypress held out his hand.

Zuo Youyou handed him the glasses in his hand: "Here you go." ”

"So you remember my name?"

“…… Of course I do. Zuo Youyou was embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I should have memorized the name of my direct leader when I joined the company, I ...... Well...... Before booking a ticket, it was a simple trip, and I ...... Uh......"

Facing Bai Xinshu's gaze, Zuo Youyou couldn't hide it anymore, broke the jar, and said dejectedly: "Okay, I remember." ”

"He wants to get back together with you." Bai Xinshu said.

Zuo Youyou waved weakly: "Don't mention him." I just want to work hard, live my life well, and stay away from these troublesome things in the future. ”

"You think these are troubles?" The cypress tree means something.

Zuo Youyou looked up, and Bai Xinshu's eyes looked straight at her.

“…… Yes, it's a nuisance. Zuo Youyou was heartbroken, "Since joining Huaxia Shulin, I have learned a lot, and the price is that I hardly have any extra time to do other things." ”

"Too busy at work?"

"Nope. I mean, I didn't get this job with a long time, and you know how bumpy it was because I missed the school recruitment after my internal referral was taken away by Lan Xiaoxiao. ”

"I don't understand because you've got a better job now. Looks like you're happy with the job. ”

"Yes, I'm satisfied."

"Then why are you ......?"

"Because I'm an ordinary girl, I have to do my best." Zuo Youyou looked at Bai Xinshu, "Can you understand?" ”

No, I don't understand. The cypress tree shouted in his heart.

He was silent for a moment, and just said, "You're not ordinary. ”

"I'm very ordinary." Zuo Youyou said, "In fact, my family background is too ordinary, and my economic conditions are not too high. She doesn't have any connections in the city, and she is the least popular woman in the job market. ”

Bai Xinshu opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he didn't say it.

"I have reflected on myself, why was Lan Xiaoxiao snatched away the internal promotion place." Zuo Youyou stood tired and slowly squatted down against the wall, "Yes, I can blame the society, the school, and the people who bullied me, but am I really not wrong?" ”

Bai Xinshu wanted to speak, but Zuo Youyou interrupted him: "I was at fault, I didn't go all out." I didn't bother to kill the spot, and I didn't look for a few offers. ”

"It's not your fault."

"It's not my fault in the moral world and the book world, but in the adult world, I can only bear the consequences of such suffering, and that's my fault."

Bai Xinshu has a superior family background, and he has never faced such a dirty thing, he looked at Zuo Youyou and was silent.

Of course, he understands that adult society is not black and white, but he does not want this truth to be understood after a painful lesson.

"When I was in school, I didn't have a real understanding of the cruelty of life and society." Zuo Youyou said sincerely, "I don't have any concept of money, and I don't know the hardships of making money to make a living, but I live a confused life, I have no direction, either I am busy dating by the boys who are pursuing, or I inexplicably hold a clear high, and I look down on those who circle around Zhou Ning every day, and I also look down on those who kneel and lick the dean just to join the party scholarship...... It's been confusing. ”

Bai Xinshu remembered Zuo Youyou's proper treatment of people, and quietly prepared coffee for Lao Ni, so as to show his face.

Obviously, after three years of social beating, Zuo Youyou is no longer what she said he was.

"It wasn't until I was robbed of my place, my job was gone, I fell to the bottom, and then slowly climbed out, that I began to really understand this society. I slowly understood those students who were not 'not high'...... Real life can succeed without half of the investment, and only by putting all the effort into it is possible to move forward a little bit. I gritted my teeth, regardless of whether the posture was graceful or not, so that I could slowly go a little farther. ”

Bai Xinshu remembered the cabinet of resumes in his office.

Is it funny?

It's really funny, I don't know how many people have made fun of it in recent years, even Bai Xinshu himself.

But Zuo Youyou came. Her road is farther and harder than others, but she came. Not only did she come, but she also successfully gained a firm foothold, and even compared Jian Xingzhou with the same class.

Bai Xinshu nodded: "I know, in the past few years, you have sent me a resume every week and got this job on your own." He said sincerely, "Zuo Youyou, in fact, Huaxia Shulin has done a background investigation for you, and your last professional reputation is very good, even if you don't come to Huaxia Shulin, you will have better job opportunities." ”

Zuo Youyou smiled slightly: "Of course I will, this is what I deserve." ”

"But man can't live this life forever. ”

"It's a shame that I'm not qualified to choose what kind of life I want to live now."

"You ......"

"For people like me, the world is decided, and only those who are committed to it with all their strength have the opportunity to choose."

Including choosing a lover. Zuo Youyou thought to himself.

There was a hint of confusion in Bai Xinshu's gaze.

"The Perkins Tree." Zuo Youyou said in his heart, "I may know how you feel, but ...... I can't. At least for now, no. I'm not like you, I'm not like Jian Xingzhou, I don't have the talent to succeed by casually or easily, I can only be prepared to endure hardships, and it may take a long time. I still have to explore the unknown direction, and I have to keep taking action, and I have to keep adjusting and changing. ”

The two men fell silent together.

Such heart-to-heart chats rarely appear in Bai Xinshu's life.

Bai Xinshu is always stingy to show his confusion and vacillation, but Zuo Youyou is an honest person.

He strives for perfection, and she confronts her imperfections.

The Bai Xin tree was also tired from standing, constantly changing the supporting legs. Zuo Youyou patted the wall beside him, Bai Xinshu hesitated for a moment, walked over, leaned against the wall, and squatted beside Zuo Youyou.