It's the first time I've lived for so long, and it's the first time I've felt so painful.

Staying silently until late, Gu Yifeng returned to Star River.

The maid had already slept, and there was a lamp in the living room, and the warm light poured into the room.

There is floor heating indoors, warm as spring, but Gu Yifeng still feels cold, to be exact, cold, cold and lonely in his heart, so cold that people are desperate.

The home that I was used to living in suddenly lost one person, and it was like the world collapsing.

Gu Yifeng changed his shoes, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down, and there was still a pregnancy and baby book that Gu Xianyun had read on the sofa.

He picked it up, and it was a parenting encyclopedia and precautions for pregnant women.

Gu Xianyun drew a line and marked the key places above.

She is working very hard to learn to be a mother, but God does not give her a chance.

Gu Yifeng put down the book, got up and went to the upstairs master bedroom, pushed open the door, and noticed that there were people in the house.

People on the couch.

The lights weren't on.

Gu Yifeng was stunned, quickly took a few steps back, and asked vigilantly, "Who?" ”

A deep and magnetic male voice came from the room, "Your master." ”

Gu Yifeng had hot emotions rolling in his chest, pushed the door open again and walked into the house, turned on the light,

Sure enough, it was Mohe.

He was half-lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, and his long legs rested on the armrests of the sofa, with nowhere to put them.

Gu Yifeng asked, "Why are you here?" You come to sleep with me, what should my aunt do? ”

Mo He lifted the thin blanket and sat up, looking at him with dark eyes mixed with a little resentment, "Your aunt is in the guest bedroom next door, and she has long been asleep." I wanted to lull you to sleep, so I went to accompany her, but you kid didn't come back until now. If you don't come back, I'm going to catch you near Brother Yao's house. ”

"I'm such a big person, and I'm not a child, so I don't need you to coax me."

"In Master's eyes, you will always be a child. Go take a bath, go to bed, and when you fall asleep, I'll go to your aunt. ”

Gu Yifeng smiled helplessly, went to the bathroom to take a hurried shower, went to bed and lay down.

Mohe walked up to his bed, sat down, and raised his hand to pat his body.

Gu Yifeng couldn't cry or laugh, "Master, I'm twenty-nine years old this year, not a three- or five-year-old child. ”

Mo He said seriously: "If you are three or five years old, I will hold you in my arms and coax you to sleep." ”

"Since you like children so much, why don't you have one yourself?"

"Your aunt is still young, wait until she grows up."

Gu Yifeng, "......"

Lu Enqi is thirty years old and quite "young".

He closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Pretending to be too similar, Mohe thought he was asleep, turned off the light, and left lightly, going to the guest bedroom next door.

When the footsteps disappeared, Gu Yifeng opened his eyes again.

His hand reached out to the position where Gu Xianyun usually slept.

Normally, this place was a fresh, soft body, but now it is empty.

Gu Yifeng sighed softly in his heart.

I don't want to be separated from Gu Xianyun, but according to her temperament, she is bound to continue to do IVF, and she will not be able to bear the huge suffering of her body and mind.

If she is not allowed to do it, she will feel ashamed of the Gu family, and the pressure in her heart will be even greater.

It is a knife to go forward, and it is also a knife to retreat, and it is difficult to move forward.

What's the use of having a higher IQ?

There are still unsolvable problems.

Sleepless nights.

When he got up early in the morning, Gu Yifeng received a call from Gu Aoting, "Eldest grandson, was your master with you last night?" ”

"Yes."

"I also went to your house, but I was scared away by your master, it's not that grandpa doesn't love you, it's that your master is too powerful, I can't beat him. Your parents and your grandmother and aunt also went to your house, but they were all chased away by your master, saying that he was enough alone. ”

Gu Yifeng laughed and laughed.

Laughing and laughing, my heart was wet.

Thankfully, these families are here.

Otherwise, life will be so sad.

Gu Aoting said: "Don't worry about Xianyun, when I finish accompanying Xingyan in the morning, I will go to Ayao's house to accompany her in the afternoon." With me, an old urchin, she will never be depressed. ”

"Thank you, grandpa."

Gu Aoting suddenly sighed, "It's really not good, you two can divorce." I have asked many people, in your case, divorce and change to get married, and you will be able to have children soon. The two of you are together, even if you barely conceive with IVF, the child's health is not very optimistic. I know a couple who are in a similar situation to you, who have done countless test tubes, and finally gave birth to a child with great difficulty, but they were carefully raised until they were nine years old, but the child still got sick and died, and the child's mother went crazy. ”

Gu Yifeng was silent.

A heart is almost broken.

This is probably Gu Jinyao's worry, from his father's heart.

But this marriage, he really doesn't want to leave.

He still loves Gu Xianyun deeply.

The love of childhood sweethearts has gone from ignorance to mutual understanding and sympathy, and then to love and dependence on each other.

Along the way, how can you let go of the relationship that has lasted for more than 20 years?

Gu Aoting's loud voice came out of his phone, "Hey, hey, eldest grandson, are you listening?" ”

"Listening."

"Eldest grandson, you must be good and strong. I felt uncomfortable, so I came to my grandfather's house to find my grandfather, and my grandfather danced and sang songs and jokes for you to make you happy. If you come to Grandpa's house, Mohe won't come with me. ”

"I'm fine, you go and accompany Xianyun."

"Okay, I'll go now, and I'll go with Xingyan in the afternoon."

Putting down the phone, Gu Aoting began to change clothes and comb his hair in the mirror.

Qin Shu helped him straighten his collar and advised: "You go to Ah Yao's house, pay attention to your words, use your brain first and then your mouth, don't talk about the door, rely on the old man and sell the old man to say everything, make people angry." ”

"Yes."

Qin Shu slapped him on the arm, "Go ahead." ”

"Goodbye Xiaoshu."

got in the car, Gu Aoting quickly took the bodyguards to Gu Jinyao's house.

Boxes and boxes of high-end supplements were carried in.

Gu Aoting hugged Gu Jinyao, "Ah Yao, our old Gu family can't help Xianyunwo, she suffered." ”

At the end, his voice was full of tears.

Gu Jinyao's body stiffened slightly, and he raised his hand to caress Gu Aoting's back, "Dad, it's not Yifeng's fault, it's my fault." ”

"I can't blame you anymore, it's that God doesn't have long eyes. Such a good two children, if they don't match their genes, they have a fate but no share. I asked Dugucheng, and he told me that he would live for the rest of his life after the catastrophe. I thought it meant that I could have children after the catastrophe, but I didn't expect that 'the rest of my life after the catastrophe' was literal, and it was because I thought too much about the two of them to spend the rest of their lives separately after the catastrophe. ”

Gu Jinyao understood.

Gu Aoting said so much, there was only one meaning, "separate".

Separate the two.

After being silent for a long time, Gu Jinyao opened his mouth and said, "I will persuade Xianyun over there." ”

"I didn't say anything, I'm still quite optimistic about these two children. I'm mainly worried that Xianyun can't stand it, it's too sinful to do IVF again and again, and Xianyun should have a better life. She's so good, she shouldn't waste her time on this kind of thing. ”

Gu Jinyao said: "I let the two of them divorce, and I am reluctant to suffer from Xianyun." ”

Gu Aoting raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes and patted him on the shoulder, "It is worthy of being my good Ayao, and he will never let me down." I went to find Xianyun, when she was pregnant, I danced and sang to her every day, and I couldn't fall behind. ”

With that, he stumbled towards the elevator hall.

Gu Jinyao looked at his back and didn't retract his gaze until he walked into the elevator.

He picked up his mobile phone and dialed Gu Yifeng's number, "Yifeng, do you have time?" ”

"Yes."

"Let's meet and discuss the divorce between you and Xianyun."

"Bang!"

Gu Yifeng's phone fell to the floor.