Chapter 887: Whether you are worthy or not is a matter between two people
When the uncertain news of Cheng Shizi's life and death spread, Rong Xun left the imperial city with the people of the Zhongyong Marquis Mansion, and this time, I am afraid that I will not be able to return for the New Year.
Xie Yixiao was worried that Ming's loneliness was lonely, and she often ran to the Moon Hunting Pavilion these days, but she found that she was too worried, what should people do, plus there were a lot of things near the New Year, plus there were more Yunqiao girls and mothers and children in the house, and she also needed to take care of them, so she was so busy that her feet didn't touch the ground.
After Mrs. Zhongyong left that day, there was no news coming, and Miss Yunqiao was a little anxious, knowing that the Ming family was busy with the affairs of the house, so she came to find Xie Yixiao.
Miss Yunqiao is not very good these days, Cheng Shizi has an accident, where can she sit still, if it weren't for the fact that there is a child in this belly, it is not safe for her outside, she would have left a long time ago.
"You wait in peace, I also know a little bit about Mrs. Zhongyonghou, and she is not a bad person, but I haven't figured it out for a while."
If the Rongguo Mansion didn't take Miss Yunqiao over, Mrs. Zhongyong Hou might really go and grab the child with Miss Yunqiao.
She couldn't accept a daughter-in-law like Miss Yunqiao in her heart, and she also felt that it was because of Miss Yunqiao that her son was unwilling to marry a wife, which made them have no eldest son with a serious background.
But after the persuasion of several people, Mrs. Zhongyong Marquis also calmed down a lot, but for a while, it was difficult for her to accept Miss Yunqiao.
Miss Yunqiao's expression was gloomy, and her eyes were a little red: "Mrs. Zhongyong Marquis can't look down on a woman like me, and she should... From a background like me, to be loved by the world, to be able to leave such a filthy place, is already a great blessing in misfortune. ”
If there was no Cheng Shizi, Miss Yunqiao didn't know what situation she would fall into, and it was very likely that she would be like the sisters in that building, she didn't know how much humiliation she had suffered, and she couldn't get out of that quagmire all her life.
"Back then, Baihualou said that he wanted me to serve the guests, and also said that he wanted to prepare for a bidding auction... I didn't want to do it in my heart, but I happened to meet the son, so I begged the son. ”
"At that time, Shizi liked to listen to me play the piano, and occasionally came... I didn't have much hope, but he ransomed me for me, took me away from Baihualou, saved me from pity for the rest of my life, and then found me a place to live and helped me get out of the happy place. ”
"After I stayed, the prince also came to listen to the piano occasionally, and he never treated me well, but just asked me to take care of myself, and if I wanted to leave when I wanted, I would leave."
"Being with the son of the world is my own willingness, and I don't ask for anything, I just want to be with him in this life, even if it is only for a short period of time, I will be content, that is, he will marry a wife in the future, and I will never see him again, and I can occasionally remember the warmth I had with him, and accompany me for the rest of my life."
Miss Yunqiao lived a hard and careful life, it was Cheng Shizi who pulled her out of the quagmire, so as not to have a miserable life, she was truly grateful and loving to Cheng Shizi, and her heart was full of him.
"I also know that from a background like me, not to mention having the opportunity to marry the prince as a wife, I will be his concubine, and the people of the Zhongyong Marquis Mansion will not agree to let me enter the door."
"The prince also asked me if I wanted to go back with him, but I refused him, first, I really didn't want to be embarrassed for me, and second, a woman like me was in the mansion of the family, that is, there was the son of the world to protect me, I am afraid that it would be difficult to live, and it was better to be comfortable outside."
"Thirdly, it's also my selfishness, I don't want to watch him marry someone else's wife and tie the knot with others......"
She has an unbearable background, an unbearable past, and even her love is extremely humble, she only hopes to stay with him for a while, and when she separates in the future, she can miss it a little.
"Then there was the present ......"
'Hold today' is the eldest son of Cheng Shizi and Miss Yunqiao, which was taken by Miss Yunqiao herself, which means that she holds it now, she doesn't dare to hope for the future, she can only cherish the days she can have now.
Speaking of these past events, Miss Yun Qiao wiped her tears and smiled: "I'm really worried these days, I talked more today, and asked Mrs. Nine not to blame." ”
"Where, if you are willing to say, I am also very willing to listen." Xie Yixiao asked people to pour a cup of warm water for Miss Yunqiao.
Miss Yunqiao lowered her head and laughed at herself: "I also know that a woman like me is worthy of the ...... of the world."
"The love between men and women, whether you are worthy or not is a matter between two people, Cheng Shizi said that if you are worthy, you will be worthy, just listen to what others say."
"Maybe you think I can't understand the pain in your heart, and what I say is just cool words, but I hope you are strong in your heart, only if you are strong and don't care about the gossip of those people, you can live better."
She can't erase her past, only if she is strong and doesn't care about the gossip of others, she can live better.
Miss Yunqiao smiled when she heard this, touched her belly, and there was some tenderness between her eyebrows, she said: "If Mrs. Zhongyong Marquis really doesn't want me to enter the door, then trouble Mrs. Nine to tell her, when I give birth to this child, I am willing to hand over the child to Marquis Zhongyong's Mansion." ”
Xie Yixiao's face changed slightly: "This is your child, how can you be willing to hand over the child to others?" ”
Miss Yunqiao said: "It's not someone else, it's the child's grandfather and grandmother, they will take care of the child, so I can rest assured." ”
Xie Yixiao was a little panicked in her heart: "Miss Yunqiao, you have to remember that you are a mother, Cheng Shizi must be fine now, if he can't see you when he comes back, then what will you do to him?" ”
Xie Yixiao was a little afraid that Miss Yunqiao didn't want to live.
"And Cheng Shizi, I also know something, if he doesn't have you in his heart, he will definitely not be married to you, and then give birth to a child with you, he says this, that is, he treats you as his wife, even if the family has not agreed to your marriage, he will not marry someone else."
If you don't really like it, making an eldest son is simply a slap in the face of his future wife, and it is also the beginning of the restlessness of the family, where can Cheng Shizi do such a stupid thing.
Miss Yunqiao shook her head: "Don't worry, Mrs. Nine, for the sake of the child in my belly, I will also take care of myself and will not do anything stupid." ”
These days, she often couldn't sleep at night, and occasionally dreamed that something had happened to him, and she thought to herself, if something really happened to him, she didn't want to live either, but thinking of the child in her womb, and thinking of their current holding, she dispelled this thought.
If the child has no father and no mother, then I don't know how pitiful it is.
"I just don't want to embarrass the Marquis of Zhongyong, they don't want to accept me, so forget it......"