Chapter 935: But now, my aunt is just an aunt

There was a moment of silence in the yard, the spring breeze blew through the cool and cool, and the flowers in the flower garden in full bloom swayed slightly, as if to welcome the spring breeze.

Zhou lowered his eyes, and his face was a little sad: "I know what you said, but I really can't let it go, only by praying for the blessings of the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas every day can I feel at ease, and this is the only thing I can do." ”

Even if she really shouldn't be like this, but her children are her life, and now that her son is married, and her daughter-in-law is in charge of the house, she can't let go of anything.

Xie Yixiao was not surprised when she heard this, her fingers fell on the edge of the teacup in her hand, she closed her eyes, and said after a long time: "Uncle's love for her children is emotional, but my aunt is like this, is it true that I don't want my uncle?" ”

"Uncle thinks that he and his aunt have grown up together since childhood, and they have been married for many years, so they must have feelings."

"In the past, my uncle and cousin didn't want my aunt to know, for fear that my aunt wouldn't be able to accept it, and then my aunt was sick, and my uncle never gave up ignoring you, but you worship the gods every day, and wish you to be a vegetarian and fast for your children all your life, no matter what, no one cares, where will your uncle be?"

Changning Hou and Zhou are not old, now they are only in their forties, and there is still a long way to go in the future, Zhou is a vegetarian every day and recites sutras and worships the Buddha, and separates from him, and the husband and wife do not see each other once a month.

For Changning Hou, this is equivalent to his wife has become a monk and cultivated, and she will no longer care about him, will not ask him anything, and will not have any closeness to him.

He has a wife and no wife, and the only thing he has is the nominal relationship between husband and wife.

Cao Sijin was afraid that if this continued, the Marquis of Changning would be interested in other women, and when the Zhou family came back to his senses, he was sad and uncomfortable, not to mention, if there was such a woman in the back house, I don't know how much trouble there were.

But Zhou didn't listen to any persuasion, he still recited her scriptures and worshiped her Buddha, and no longer cared about anything.

Zhou was silent, she probably knew that there was a problem between her and Changning Hou, but she couldn't let it go, and her heart was uneasy.

Xie Yixiao shook his head and sighed: "Yes, it is about in your heart, your own children are the most important, and you are willing to sacrifice everything that can be sacrificed for them, not to mention others, even your own life can be sacrificed together." ”

"Although your uncle is your husband, he can't compare to your children in your heart, in fact, if you don't care, it's nothing."

If Zhou doesn't plan to live with Changning Hou, and feels that this day of vegetarian worship of Buddha is her destination, and she doesn't care about losing, then it is nothing to go on like this, if she is willing, she can leave.

Zhou was still silent, his clean fingers turned the Buddha beads in his hand, and after a long time, he sighed: "It's true that I can't live with him, I only wish to pray to the Buddha and wish him a long life." ”

"If you've figured it out, that's fine."

Xie Yixiao doesn't know how to say that Zhou is a good person, if she wants to say that she is evil, it doesn't count, it's just that she regards her children as her life, and is willing to sacrifice everything for her children, for the sake of her children, she is willing to do anything, regardless of good or evil, and whether she will hurt others.

"It's just that I think that the eldest aunt takes her children too seriously, people are first themselves, then children, parents, and other people's wives, and my aunt gave up everything for her children, and there will only be children left in the future."

"I used to respect my aunt as my mother, and I felt that my aunt was my mother." Xie Yixiao smiled suddenly, remembering the days she had been with in the past, she looked at the sky, the weather was sunny today, and the clouds were rolling.

"But now, my aunt is just my aunt." At most, it was a relative, and when they met, they politely said a few words, and the side was gone.

Whether it is the original owner or Xie Yixiao, they have also regarded the Zhou family as a mother, the Zhou family is indeed very good to her, and she is like a mother, but everyone who has Gu Youyou has never treated her badly.

But once it comes to Zhou's own children, in Zhou's heart, they are people who can be sacrificed and abandoned at will, not biological and biological, but the difference between themselves and outsiders.

"My aunt once resented me and insulted me for the sake of my children, saying that I was ungrateful and vicious, and I broke off my kindness with my aunt and never looked back in this life, and now my aunt has given up on my uncle's ......"

Zhou was stunned when he heard this, his face was a little dazed, thinking that Xie Yixiao had also been by her side and grew up with her daughter.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but burst into tears, and her heart felt like it was being grabbed by a hand, making her unable to breathe.

In the past, my aunt was my mother, but now my aunt is just my aunt, and she is willing to sit here and say these words, which is already thinking of the friendship in the past, and if you want to talk about affection and righteousness, it is all gone.

Zhou was a little at a loss, her hands were trembling, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, and only said after a long time: "It's my aunt who is sorry for you." ”

"There's nothing I'm sorry for, I've seen it now and let it go, and I won't hold a grudge against my aunt." Xie Yixiao shook his head and smiled, "All this is my own delusion, delusional that my aunt can treat me like a parent, but it's not just after all." ”

expects someone to be as good to you as you are to her, but all this is just a matter of course, you are not so important in other people's hearts, Xie Yixiao has also been unhappy and uncomfortable, but now, she doesn't want to care about those grievances anymore.

As she said at the beginning, it turned out that the Changning Hou Mansion was a home in her heart, but later it was just her uncle's house, she came as a guest, and she was no longer a family member.

She is willing to walk around with the Marquis of Changning Mansion like a relative, but she can never go back to the past.

"No... No... It's because I'm sorry for you......"

"I know that my aunt has regrets in my heart, but I have never turned back, the damage has been done, the rift is there, and I can't go back." Xie Yi smiled gently,

"Thinking about the old love, I also remind my aunt that if my aunt gives up my uncle, and my uncle has someone else in the future, you don't regret it, because you can't go back if you regret it."

After Xie Yixiao said these words, he and the Zhou family got up and left, and then said goodbye and left the Changning Hou Mansion.

Ming Xin was indignant: "Why should the princess persuade her, she is to blame for whatever the result." ”

Xie Yixiao leaned on the soft pillow and said without raising his head: "The past has passed, I will remind her once in the years of affection, and I will not mention it again in the future, if she insists on this, she doesn't care about losing, let her go." ”