Chapter 366: Silent Love, Silent Love is Good
Qiao Ran interrupted Lei Shan's words unhappily: "So you're addicted to being a matchmaker?" I was sorry for you for three days before, and I was thinking about how to make up for you, but now it seems that three days is too little, and I should give you a few more days, so that you won't be nosy. ”
"Master, Brother Huaiyang is your cousin, and he has been pursuing Sister Taotao for more than a year, don't you want him to be with Sister Taotao?" Lei Shan looked at Qiao Ran suspiciously.
Qiao Ran patiently explained: "Taotao is a good girl, he likes Taotao, I naturally support it, but the relationship is a matter of two people, if you don't match, you will definitely be able to be together."
And the situation of the two of them is different from me and Han Mo, I have been married to Han Mo for three years, you have also seen my embarrassed illness for Han Mo, you know that I really like Han Mo, and you pushed me and Han Mo back together, which is one thing that makes us happy.
And between Huaiyang and Taotao, there has been no beginning of affection, Taotao also made it clear to me that she doesn't want me to meddle in her and Lu Huaiyang's affairs, she has her own privacy, she has her own choices, we as outsiders, we should not impose what we think is good on each other, of course, your intentions are good, but it depends on whether the other party needs it! ”
Lei Shan nodded seriously: "Master's teachings, I understand, no matter how others ask me in the future, I will not do anything about being with others, feelings are a matter of two people, if he loves enough, he will definitely be able to get his wish." ”
"That's right, it's right to help others and do good deeds, your help to the master, the master likes it very much and is very grateful, but the master still hopes that you must think twice before doing things in the future, and don't joke with your reputation and life."
Lei Shan's high-profile confession made too much trouble, and Qiao Ran was worried that she would be ostracized and ridiculed by her classmates when she returned to school.
"Master, I know what you're worried about, don't worry, no matter what others say, it won't hurt me in the slightest, you are as kind to me and my brother as a mountain, I can see you happy, what I do is worth it." Lei Shan looked at Qiao Ran with a sincere gaze.
Before, Qiao Ran thought that he had lost his eyes and accepted a white-eyed wolf apprentice, which was extremely sad and sad, but at this moment, seeing the sincerity in Lei Shan's eyes, Qiao Ran felt that God treated her well, and gave her a family member who was not related by blood, but was better than relatives.
"Let's go, I'll take you home."
Half an hour later, Qiao Ran drove Lei Shan to the Lanshan Xiaoyuan Community.
This is the villa that Lei Shan bought for her when she went to college in the Imperial City, and it was only ten minutes' walk from their school.
But after the start of school, Lei Shan lived on campus and didn't want others to speculate about her identity.
"Master, do you want to go in and sit for a while?"
"No need, it's not early, you can rest early."
"Well, goodbye, master!"
Seeing Qiao Ran drive away, Lei Shan turned his head and saw Lei Yan standing in the yard.
He held a basin and a bowl in his hand, the bowl contained rice, and the basin contained wine.
"Brother, I'm back!" Lei Shan looked at her brother and smiled.
"Well, you've been wronged these days!" Lei Yan sprinkled a few handfuls of rice in front of Lei Shan, and sprinkled a few more times with willow branches on Lei Shan: "Go in!" ”
These are the things that the women on the mountain do for the men when they come back from a transaction every time they come back from a transaction, saying that it is to drive away evil spirits and keep all the dirty things out.
Although Lei Yan didn't believe in this, he was still careful with his only sister.
Whether it is useful or not, my heart will be more steady.
The two walked into the living room, and Lei Yan said softly: "Go up and take a good bath and sleep well." ”
After Lei Yan finished speaking, he walked to the sofa and sat down, put the notebook on his lap, and continued to work on it.
"The master has already taken me to the hot springs!" Lei Shan sat down on the sofa next to her brother, looking at her brother's serious work, and a touch of distress appeared in her eyes.
"Brother, you obviously like the master so much, but you pushed her to Han Mo's side, don't you feel wronged? In the past, you were short in stature and didn't dare to expect extravagance, but now that you have the ability to give the girl happiness, why not fight for it yourself? ”
Lei Shan's high-profile confession to Han Mo was actually not Lei Shan's own idea.
The person who really came up with the idea was her brother Lei Yan.
When Lei Yan begged her to do this, Lei Shan was shocked and refused.
After Wen Shimo's death, her brother has been with Qiao Ran.
Everyone thought that Wen Shimo was really dead.
In those two years, her brother's love and care for Qiao Ran was seen in her eyes.
She also thought that one day, her brother would marry Qiao Ran and form a happy family.
But he never expected that one day Wen Shimo would appear again, as Han Mo.
The moment she was pushed out by traffickers as a hostage and saw Han Mo, her first thought was that her brother and Qiao Ran were impossible.
When she heard her brother begging her to act, and Qiao Ran and Han Mo were fulfilled, Lei Shan was even more distressed.
On the one hand, she felt that the master and Han Mo were a match made in heaven.
On the one hand, he saw his brother silently and affectionately guarding Qiao Ran, and felt that his brother's crush was too bitter and humble, and he wanted his brother to get the happiness he wanted.
So she advised her brother to try hard.
But my brother said that the person who lived in Qiao Ran's heart was Han Mo, and no matter how hard others worked, they couldn't get into her heart.
Not all love has to be possessed to be perfect, can be silently guarded, and see her happiness from a distance, which is also a kind of happiness for the crush.
My brother said so, and she also witnessed the whole process of her master going crazy because of Han Mo's death.
As a sister and apprentice, she not only agreed, but of course she agreed.
At this moment, looking at his brother's thin figure, Lei Shan felt very bitter in his heart.
"I can achieve happiness for the person I like, my brother doesn't feel wronged at all, you don't have to feel wronged for my brother, I really think it's good.
I love your master very much now, but this kind of liking will gradually disappear as she reaps happiness, and my brother will also meet the girl he likes, just like you, and meet the boy you like. ”
Hearing his brother pull the topic on himself, Lei Shan's expression quickly became flustered.
"Brother, don't talk nonsense, I haven't met someone I like!"
"Then what happened to you who used to get up before six o'clock every day to make breakfast, eat three meals a day, and send them to the hospital with balanced nutrition?" Lei Yan asked with a doting smile on his face.
"Pei Jinyi was injured to save me, in return, I cooked some food for him, it's normal, don't think about it."
"Shanshan is 18 years old, she is an adult, it's normal to like people, don't feel embarrassed, life must be happy, let it go if you like it, don't be embarrassed."
As an elder brother, Lei Yan protected Lei Shan like a father, and taught her the life values of being a human being.
He feels that love is human nature and does not need to be suppressed.
No matter who his sister likes, he will fully support him.
Lei Shan lowered his eyes, and a faint bitterness flashed in his eyes.
A descendant of a big drug lord like her is like a street rat that everyone shouts and beats, how can she be qualified to like him.
She still doesn't want to make trouble for that person, so that person will become someone else's after-dinner conversation and joke because of her.
Just like my brother, silently guard, silently like, silently love him, and silently watch him happy.
"I'm still young, those are not in my consideration, brother, don't make fun of me in the future, I'll go upstairs to sleep, and you can rest early."
Looking at the back of his sister fleeing from the wilderness, Lei Yan's eyes showed a touch of distress.
He knew what his sister was worried about, so he didn't persuade his sister not to care about his identity.
If Pei Jinyi really loves his sister, he will take the initiative to find a way to let his sister let go of their identity after being a drug lord, so that he can love him fearlessly and bravely.
Girls, there should be reserved, there should still be there.
Back upstairs, Lei Shan leaned against the door panel and slowly slid on the soft carpet, hugging her knees, tears falling silently.
In my mind, the picture of her fighting with Pei Jinyi in the hospital surfaced over and over again.
At the age of 18, when I first fell in love, I didn't experience any emotion, and when I first liked someone, I felt that that person was the whole of the world.
But that world, because of her identity after being a drug lord, she didn't dare to face it, didn't dare to confess, didn't dare to think about it, so she could only slowly digest it in her heart and persuade herself not to like it.
But once some feelings arise, how can they be so easy to make them disappear?
18-year-old Lei Shan, for the first time in her life, experienced the pain of a secret love that she couldn't love.
Although it was very painful and bitter, she felt that her life had become heavier than before!
Lei Shan quickly digested the bitter emotion, wiped away her tears, walked to the desk, picked up the heavy medical book, and took important notes as she read it.
Her handwriting is like her people, beautiful and delicate to words.
Writing seriously is her attitude of studying medicine seriously, not seeking to move the world like a master, but to be a good doctor who contributes to the country of Beihong.