In the end, Jiang Qi came to pick her up, and he also received a call from his uncle and grandmother, and he was going to come to her for a trip home.

"I've taken a leave of absence, let's go." Jiang Qi's tone was rare and gentle, but his own face was actually ugly.

Although he and Jiang Yao's grandmother are not very close, they are also relatives.

Jiang Yao looked a lot calmer on the train back to his hometown, but the redness and swelling in his eyes had not subsided.

She no longer has the time to think about Shen Xijing, which girl to find at the moment, which girl to have an affair with, and what she is doing.

She now only prays in her heart that her grandmother will survive this operation safely, and since she learned that she is resuscitating and may leave her at any time, her whole life seems to be gray.

She hasn't graduated yet, she hasn't honored her grandmother who has been taking care of her growing up, and she hasn't realized her wish for a bright future.

Jiang Qi, who was sitting next to her, frowned and finished talking on the phone, and comforted her, "It's okay, now that medical care is so developed, the operation will definitely be safe." ”

Jiang Yao didn't respond, no one was more flustered than her, her mind was already muddy, she just looked calm, if there was no one around at the moment, she might not be able to go home at all.

Seeing that she was so abnormal, Jiang Qi didn't speak anymore, just looked at his phone from time to time, paying attention to the notice from the hospital.

It stands to reason that three hours have passed, and there should be news, but the quieter it is, the more frightening it is.

I'm afraid that something will happen.

Jiang Yao didn't come back to her senses until she got out of the car, she seemed to force herself to accept this fact, and asked with a bad premonition in her heart: "How many hours has the operation been?" ”

"More than five hours." Jiang Qi said that they had been on the train for more than two hours.

She became more and more uneasy, and with this uneasiness, the two took a taxi directly from the station to the hospital.

An hour away, and still no news of peace.

The longer the surgery is done, the greater the risk, and this is a fact that everyone knows.

The hour passed longer than the day, no one in the car spoke, and their breathing became very heavy.

As soon as the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Jiang Yao couldn't wait to get out of the car and walked to the hospital with a result.

Just saw Jiang's parents picking up the two at the door, Jiang Qi nodded to the two, and the first sentence asked what she wanted to ask the most in her heart but was afraid to ask, "Cousin, how is the operation going?" ”

Jiang Yuyuan's face seemed to be very heavy, and he was so old that he had some gray hair, "I'm not optimistic, the doctor came out once, saying that he wanted to be mentally prepared." ”

This sentence made Jiang Yao lose his center of gravity in an instant, and his feet were weak and he couldn't stand.

Xu Xiaoyan held her, "Yao Yao, you are the closest to your grandmother, if you feel uncomfortable, talk to your mother." ”

Jiang Yao was speechless, she just wanted to wait for the final result now, as if she was isolated from everyone in another world.

Xu Xiaoyan didn't force her, but walked towards Jiang Qi, "Xiao Qi, I know that you are stronger than Jiang Yao, if the worst really happens, I hope you will watch her more for me at school when I go back." ”

"Hmm." Jiang Qi's voice was very low, he glanced at Jiang Yao, who was dazed, and thought of the phone call that Shen Xijing had given him before he came back.

Shen Xijing, as a boyfriend, didn't accompany her back, something must have happened between them.

Of course he didn't say that.

After ten hours of surgery, they were told the bad news.

There was an accident during treatment, and the artery in the heart ruptured, but the person was still not saved.

Heart surgery itself is very risky, and the doctors can't be blamed, they have signed a risk agreement before the operation, and the success rate is not high, because the grandmother is already very old, and not being able to withstand this kind of major surgery is also the most important reason.

Jiang Yuyuan seemed to be several years old, pinched his eyebrows, and went to deal with his grandmother's death.

Leaving Xu Xiaoyan and Jiang Qi in the hospital and accompanying Jiang Yao.

When they saw the body, it was no longer a living, smiling grandmother, but a cold body.

Jiang Yao never thought that after a person died, her hands and body would be so cold, and she couldn't cover it hot.

After looking at the body, Xu Xiaoyan called her worriedly: "Yao Yao, grandma has gone to heaven to enjoy happiness, and her greatest wish is to see you well." ”

Jiang Yao raised his eyes mechanically, and his pupils were so dim that there was no trace of light, "I know." ”

"It's good to know, it's time to cry when you're done crying, it's time to cheer up." Xu Xiaoyan's phone calls came a lot, and he was tired to reply them one by one.

Before leaving, he said to Jiang Qi, "Take good care of her." ”

Jiang Qi nodded, then sat next to Jiang Yao, crying with her silently.

She cried, and he accompanied.

She was in a daze, and he was with him.

She talked to herself, and he accompanied.

Jiang Yao didn't seem to see anyone around him, and fell into his own abyss, struggling in pain.

When she was tired of crying, her eyes were empty and she was stunned, "I used to come home from school, my grandmother would make me a snack every day and ask me if it was delicious, and I had less time to go back after college, she must be very lonely, so she ......"

I was willing to leave her alone.

Jiang Qi didn't comfort anyone, he said, "Before you go back to school, will you go to your hometown again?" ”

Jiang Yao reacted a little at this time, she turned her head to look at him, and finally hissed and said, "Okay." ”

……

took a total of three days off, and after the funeral, Jiang Yao and Jiang Qi stayed at their grandmother's house for one day.

It's all grandma's stuff left here, and no one touches it.

There were a lot of small handicrafts that her grandmother made for her childhood, and she packed some to take away.

Before leaving, Jiang Qi saw the wishing cloth hanging on the tree in front of the door, and took one casually to look at, which read:

I hope that my table mates will be happy and safe.

tO Shen Xijing

Jiang Qi didn't expect that she had known Shen Xijing so early and had always had a crush on him.

He was about to put it back when he saw Jiang Yao packing up and preparing to leave.

Seeing this scene, she didn't say anything, maybe her mind was not on these at all now, and she left without reaction.

On the way back to school, both of them were a little silent.

The main reason is that Jiang Yao is in a bad mood and doesn't even want to speak, grandma is her most important person, and she still needs time to digest this matter, which is understandable.

At this time, Jiang Qi's mobile phone rang, it was Shen Xijing.

Jiang Yao's mobile phone was turned off all the time, and she didn't care about it, and after they said a few words, they mentioned her name.

Jiang Qi turned his head and asked her softly, "Do you want to take it?" ”

Jiang Yao didn't even look at it, she didn't want to talk to anyone now, including Shen Xijing.

Seeing that she refused to answer, Jiang Qi was not reluctant, and hung up after saying a word to Shen Xijing on the phone about school meeting.

……

Three days ago, Beihai First Hospital.

A 40-year-old middle-aged woman was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment due to depression and suicide by taking medication.

Fortunately, the amount of sleeping pills she took was small enough, and after washing her stomach, she was pushed into the ward to recuperate.

Half an hour after the gastric lavage operation, someone at the front desk wanted to register to visit the middle-aged woman, a young man and woman who looked like a student.

Especially the boys, the face bones and skin are excellent, and the eyebrows and eyes are uninhibited, like the kind of pride of the sky who has stood on the top of the mountain since he was a child.

It seems discordant to be in the same frame as ordinary people.

"Hello, please check Han Yue's ward." The girl next to him stepped forward, cut off the sight of the nurse at the front desk, and asked with a smile.

"Who is the patient?"

"Family."

"Oh, wait a minute."

"Ward 423."

"Thank you."

The two signed their names on the list of visitors, a delicate 'Nancy', and a dragon flying phoenix dancing 'Shen Xijing'.

Nancy walked to the door of ward 423, there was a phone call, and said to him with a smile: "You go in and see Auntie, I'll answer the phone first." ”

With that, she left.

Shen Xijing's eyes were lighter when he opened the door, as if he didn't want to go in, but when he saw Han Yue, who was unfamiliar on the hospital bed, he still walked in.

It stands to reason that it takes a long time to wake up after gastric lavage, and she woke up quickly, probably because she was found and sent to the hospital just after taking sleeping pills, so there are no side effects.

Shen Xijing hooked his long legs over the chair, sat down lazily, and raised his eyes to look at her, "Better?" ”

When Han Yue saw him, her reaction was flat, she lowered her head and whispered: "Why didn't you die, why did you save me, you are as disgusting as that man, who asked you to save me, who asked you to save me!" ”

In the end, she pulled out the needle from her hand like crazy and stabbed it into her neck.

The next moment, a skeletal finger pinched her arm.

Han Yue looked at him in disgust, struggling frantically, and scratched a bloody mark on his cheek, "Get out of here, you're not my son, you're that man's!" ”

Shen Xijing let her scold, his expression was cold, as if he was used to it and refused to let go.

At this time, Nancy, who came in after making the call, saw this and hurriedly found a nurse to come over and give Han Yue a tranquilizer.

After taking the tranquilizer, Han Yue gradually closed her eyes calmly.

The two walked out of the ward, Nancy looked at his face and handed over a tissue, "You have blood on your face, can you wipe it?" ”

Shen Xijing directly wiped the blood beads from the wound on his face with his thumb, as if licking his lips with disdain and chuckling: "Is there smoke?" ”

Nancy pulled a cigarette out of her bag and handed him one, "Do you want a lighter?" ”

Shen Xijing didn't answer, he took the cigarette, took out the lighter from his pocket and lit the fire, I don't know what to think, his voice was very low, "Don't call her to tell her about the current situation in the future." ”

"What, you don't care about her?" Nancy was panicked for a moment, but smiled fleetingly, "You won't ignore Auntie, Ajing, I will take care of her for you, Mr. Shen is my sponsor, these are what I should do." ”

He dusted off the cigarette in his hand, and his brow was rebellious.

Nancy's heart moved, approached gently, deliberately leaned down, and showed him the furrow on his chest: "You used to say that the perfume on my body smells good, I specially sprayed it today, can you smell it?" ”

When she leaned into his arms, Shen Xijing raised his hand with a cigarette, pressed her shoulder to stop her, and raised his eyebrows lightly: "Respect yourself." ”

Nancy was stunned, he wouldn't have resisted so much before, she suddenly smiled: "Why, you have a girlfriend so clean?" ”

Shen Xijing didn't answer, threw away half of the cigarette left, and left without any emotion.

……

On the day Jiang Yao returned to school, the mobile phone was charged and turned on, and he found that there were more than a dozen missed calls in the mobile phone, which were basically Shen Xijing's.

and his WeChat message, she didn't read it, and she didn't reply to it.

It took her a week to gradually calm down, and during this time, she figured out one thing besides missing her grandmother.

That is, grandma must not want to see her live such a decadent life, even if she is in heaven, she must want to see her bright future.

This is her last wish.

The only thing she should think about now is not an ethereal, internal friction and suspicion of love, but learning, a future and a future.

So, she made a decision in her heart.

During this time, she didn't go back to Shen Xijing for any news, and he didn't come to her again.

She knew that he had always been arrogant, and for him, making a dozen phone calls and sending a few WeChat messages was for him to put down his self-esteem and self-esteem.

Jiang Yao didn't take the initiative to look for him, and the days seemed to have returned to the time when she didn't have a relationship, and she went to the library to read and study alone.

It's just that they get along in the same school, and it's inevitable that they will run into each other by chance.

On the way to the library with a book, Jiang Yao bumped into him, Shen Xijing was wearing a black motorcycle jacket, with one hand in his pocket, smiling casually at the corner of his mouth, and gagging with a few classmates.

is still the indispensable man in her impression, he will never bend his waist for a girl, without her, he can live more freely.

She should have understood this fact a long time ago.

At this time, she suddenly bumped into the dark and deep eyes, Jiang Yao did not avoid it, let alone run away, she looked back at him quietly.

It's only been a few days, but it's like a world away.

After Shen Xijing said a word to his classmates, he walked in her direction with long legs.

Jiang Yao's hand holding the book tightened slightly, but quickly let go.

"What, finally willing to talk to your boyfriend?" He looked up at her meaningfully, looking like a bastard looking for her to settle accounts.

"Well, it's time for us to talk." She said to him very softly and slowly, and the wind lifted her long hair, which looked very gentle.

Shen Xijing was stunned for a moment, then regained his casual energy, and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Okay, talk about whatever you want." ”

A pair of masters have time to talk with you, and don't want to leave after talking about the hooligan posture.

Jiang Yao's fingertips sank heavily into the palm of her hand, and a sharp stinging pain struck, and she found her voice trying not to tremble: "Shen Xijing, when you left me because of a girl's phone call, you must not know how embarrassed I was at that time, even if I confessed to you first, but I am not a cat or a dog, I can come and go as soon as you call it." ”

Shen Xijing's eyes faded a little, his eyebrows sank, a tumbling and heavy emotion surged into his heart, and his voice was hoarse: "I didn't think about it that way." ”

Jiang Yao lowered his head, covered his slightly wet red eyelids, the tip of his nose was sore, and he struck a word with difficulty, "My mobile phone ran out of battery that day, my grandmother was sick, and I could only borrow my classmate's mobile phone to call you, you would rather accompany that girl and push me to others like a trouble, I will always only be worthy of being your second choice, have you ever thought about my feelings once?" ”

Shen Xijing secretly looked at him, and his tone was serious and hoarse: "I'm sorry, I ...... at that time"

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Yao saw the water stains dripping from his feet, his heart clenched his palms in pain, and he wanted to end it all in a panic, but her eyelashes were wet and she interrupted: "Let's break up." ”