He was telling Jiang Yao that no matter what happened now, she would be his first choice.

Jiang Yao's heart twitched lightly, but it was only for a moment.

She quickly came to her senses, broke free from his grasp, and turned back to the box.

Since he said not to throw away the necklace and earrings, there was no need to return them, so she casually threw them in the trash can outside the box.

As for the skirt, she changed it when she went back.

On this birthday, Shen Xijing stayed with her until Jiang Yao and her roommate returned to the dormitory.

He smoked a cigarette downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and when he saw the lights up in their dormitory, Shen Xijing never left.

He dusted off his cigarette with his fingers, it was her birthday, and he wanted to spend more time with her, even if she couldn't see him.

At this time, his cell phone rang again.

This time it was a call from the hospital, and he hung up without listening to a few words.

……

Rong Li, who came back from the balcony, sat on Jiang Yao's side, "He's gone." ”

Jiang Yao didn't speak, nor did he open their gifts.

"Yao Yao, are you angry with us?" He Qian said tentatively, "Actually, at the beginning, it was said that the boys were responsible for preparing the birthday venue, and we were responsible for taking you over, I didn't expect it to be prepared by Shen Xijing alone......"

"What about birthday presents?" Jiang Yao's skirt has been changed and she hasn't thrown it away yet, but she plans to take it down and throw it away tomorrow morning.

Fu Lixin touched the tip of her nose: "The birthday gift was brought by Jiang Qi, and Shen Xijing picked it, so it was given by the big guy?" ”

She was just confused by Jiang Qi's beauty, and Jiang Yao didn't debunk it, but she was also angry, everyone was trying to give her a happy birthday.

She didn't have to worry about it.

Seeing that Jiang Yao began to open their gifts, the atmosphere in the bedroom returned to liveliness.

"Look at the limited edition kulomi I chose, is it your favorite?" Rong Li showed off very knowingly.

Jiang Yao pinched Kulomi, remembering the one that Shen Xijing had clipped her, her tone was lighter: "It's cute." ”

"What I gave to Qianqian was a lipstick and an eye shadow, these two Internet celebrities have a lot of grass, Yao Yao, you should learn more makeup." Fu Lixin said.

He Qian echoed: "Dress yourself up beautifully, how pleasing to the eye, and be in a happy mood." ”

"Thank you." Jiang Yao accepted the birthday present.

Rong Li hesitated for a long time before asking, "Shen Xijing's birthday for you tonight looks very attentive, and you are not moved at all?" ”

Jiang Yao put the birthday gift in the drawer, took out her chemistry qualification certificate book and read it, and said perfunctorily: "Moved." ”

Rong Li took it seriously, "Then is it possible for you to get back together?" ”

"No, it won't."

"Why?"

Jiang Yao asked rhetorically: "What is the need to fall in love, if there is only internal friction left together, it is better to be okay with each other." ”

At least for now, she can't help it, just like he answered the girl's call just now, she subconsciously thought that he was going to choose that girl.

Even if he makes a little change, people's hearts are not so easy to change.

"Let Yao Yao study hard and make progress every day, let's not get involved." He Qian can be regarded as seeing through her thoughts.

Even if it's not Shen Xijing, it can't be anyone, maybe she didn't pay attention, her world has long been not allowed to enter any boy except Shen Xijing, even if the two are not together.

……

Beihai First Hospital.

When Shen Xijing arrived, there was no emotion on his face, but the gloom under his eyes revealed his heart, and even his usual laziness and laziness were completely restrained.

He walked to the front desk and asked in a clear and cold voice, "Is Han Yue's operation over?" ”

The nurse at the front desk said euphemistically: "It's over, Ms. Han Yue is currently in Ward 513, you can go to see her for the last time." ”

Outside ward 513, there was a middle-aged man standing on the phone, discussing the meeting, and when he saw the boy who rushed over, he frowned and hung up the phone.

The middle-aged man is Shen's father, Shen Zhonglian seems to have rushed to the hospital in his busy schedule, but he has business in the company, and his son is good, he came later than him.

Shen Zhonglian slapped him without saying anything, and transferred his anger to him, "You know how busy I am, the hospital can't find you and still hit me, rushed over to sign this broken word, how much time delayed me, you are good, your mother is about to choke, when will you bastard play with women, but at this time to run to open a room?" ”

Shen Xijing glanced at Nancy standing beside him, and he sneered and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his thumb, "When you take your breath, I may come over on time to sign." ”

"No wonder even your own mother hates you, she must have been angry with you as an unfilial son." Shen Zhonglian was so angry that he didn't choose to speak.

Nancy looked at the boy's eyes and became cold, and hurriedly stopped Shen Zhonglian, who was still chattering, "Uncle Shen, your company is not still going to open, don't delay the time, I and Ajing can deal with it here, you can go to the company with confidence." ”

Shen Zhonglian was obviously more concerned about the company's affairs, and the phone call came again, so he had to leave angrily.

Nancy breathed a sigh of relief, looked up at Shen Xijing and said in a dumb and apologetic voice: "I'm sorry, my aunt called you just now when she was having surgery, and Mr. Shen heard it, so you were angry with Mr. Shen." ”

Seeing that he didn't speak, he just looked at Han Yue inside through the glass window.

Nancy said with some sadness: "This time it was the hospital nurse who was negligent and made my aunt cut her wrists and found it late, so ...... If she doesn't come back, you can still go in and see her one last time. ”

After saying that, Nancy opened the door for him, and she naturally would not occupy the last time of their mother and son.

After watching Shen Xijing enter, she closed the door lightly, her expression was complicated, and at the same time she had a doubt in her heart.

What kind of girl is more important than his biological mother's surgery, so he has delayed until now.

Unfortunately, the operation failed, but fortunately he was able to see him for the last time.

Han Yue in the ward relied on the ventilator to hold her last breath, probably returning to the light, her eyes did not show any sadness, but with a smile.

As if showing off to Shen Xijing, this time she won.

She can finally get rid of this filthy world, this disgusting father and son, she can go to heaven without pain and again.

Shen Xijing inserted his pocket, his voice was a little hoarse, a little more alienated: "Congratulations, you are free." ”

Han Yue stared at him, trying to find sadness in his eyes, but no, she seemed to sneer unhappily, and her voice was vague through the ventilator: "You and your dirty father have a virtue, you are full of flowers and grass, but your heart is as hard as a stone, thin and cold, you must feel very relaxed when I leave, it's a pity, I don't have the patience to see you again, I feel sick to see you for one more day." ”

Before she died, she tried to provoke him in the most vicious language.

Shen Xijing lowered his eyes, his eyelids were cloudy and light, "That's all you want to say?" ”

Han Yue saw that she couldn't stimulate him, but smiled nervously, and used her last strength to say word by word: "I don't want to meet a man like Shen Zhonglian again in the next life, I don't want to have a son like you, and I will ...... in the next life." Never want to come again. ”

After saying this, her heartbeat gradually flattened out, and the moment she closed her eyes, it became a straight line.

Shen Xijing's Adam's apple rolled, and the hand in his pocket was slightly raised, and he finally put it down.

He walked out of the room without shedding a single tear.

……

After his birthday, Jiang Yao's life returned to peace.

After two chemistry classes in the morning, she went to the library in the afternoon to read books.

Two of the dormitories went on a date, and Fu Lixin also went to play with her male friends, leaving her alone to come to the library.

In the library, she met Li Yu, who she saw every day, but didn't talk much, he came over to say hello with some hesitation and apprehension, "Didn't your roommate come with you today?" ”

"They're in trouble." Jiang Yao's answer was very ordinary.

Let Li Yu feel a little at ease, he accompanied her to find a book, "That...... Do you want to take any certificates? ”

"Well, there are several categories that I want to take the exam, so I need to review and prepare first." Jiang Yao said.

"Actually, I envy you, many freshmen are very confused, you have a goal so soon." Li Yu brought her the high-level book.

Jiang Yao said thank you, "It's not a goal, it's just be prepared." ”

The two returned to their seats, and Li Yu asked, "It seems that someone is occupied next to me, can I sit here?" ”

In public places, Jiang Yao has no qualifications to refuse.

Seeing that she didn't speak, he sat opposite her, with a smile on his lips, pretending to take a book to read there, and accompanied her for an afternoon.

Of course, in Jiang Yao's eyes, he is like he doesn't exist, at least he won't disturb her reading.

It was getting dark, the two returned the books, and after walking out of the library, Li Yu originally wanted to ask her for dinner.

"I made an appointment with my roommate." Jiang Yao's refusal was impeccable.

"Oh." Li Yu couldn't hide his frustration, "Then send you back to the bedroom?" ”

Jiang Yao just wanted to refuse, but a call came in, and she answered it as she walked.

Li Yu was secretly happy in his heart, so he silently accompanied her back to the bedroom.

When she was about to arrive at the dormitory, Jiang Yao noticed the boy next to her, she stopped her steps and said, "You go back, I can walk these two steps by myself." ”

"Oh, good." Li Yu was a little stunned, whatever she said, he should do it.

Jiang Yao waved goodbye to him, and he was happy.

"Goodbye." Li Yu left with a smile.

Jiang Yao turned around, and his smile gradually retracted when he saw the boy in the black jacket.

Her eyelashes twitched slightly, and she lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

It wasn't until he walked in front of him that Jiang Yao felt a sense of oppression, and the cold scent of trees on his body came from the tip of her nose, she clenched the book tightly, and then raised her eyes.

Just wanted to say something, the next moment, she was hugged into his arms by the whole person.

Jiang Yao was a little stunned, his arms tightened a little, and he could feel the subtle green tendons and hot force rubbing against her waist.

All her blood rushed up, and she was a little dizzy.

On the one hand, Jiang Yao was not used to such a hug rubbed into the bone marrow, and on the other hand, he felt that the two had broken up, and he didn't respect himself at all when he hugged him in public like this.

She raised her hand and pushed him weakly, her eyes were angry and annoyed, and her tone was serious and unwilling to refuse: "Don't touch me." ”

It was as if I didn't like his touch.

She felt that Shen Xijing's hug gradually became less tight, and finally slowly let go of her.

Shen Xijing's throat rolled naturally, looked down at her, serious and dumb: "I'm sorry." ”

Jiang Yao didn't say a word, she lowered her head and sorted out the book in her arms, and walked away without looking back.

Although she felt that he was a little strange today, she was no longer the Jiang Yao who revolved around him, and she would no longer live with his joy and anger.

……

The following week, Shen Xi Kyoto did not come to school.

Jiang Yao didn't want to know anything about him, but his affairs have always been known to the whole school, like having a girlfriend, like photography, not something she can control.

Even if she didn't want to know, she could inadvertently hear that something had happened to his family, so she asked for leave.

Jiang Yao remembered that he had come to her before asking for leave, and there should have been an accident at his house that day, no wonder the reaction was a little strange.

It's just that none of this is for her to worry about.

Jiang Yao went to class as usual until Jiang Qi and several of his brothers came to the door of her classroom to block her.

Jiang Yao didn't know that he thought he had committed something, but when he saw it clearly, he relaxed his vigilance: "What's the matter?" ”

Bai Zhaofei hesitated, "Ah, it's nothing, just come and see Yao Mei haha." ”

It's not funny at all.

Jiang Yao didn't plan to waste time, "I'll go to the library if it's okay." ”

Fang Kangyan stopped her, "Actually, I just want to ask you for something." ”

"What, you say." Jiang Yao's intuition was related to one person, so she didn't directly agree.

Jiang Qi saw that the two of them were useless, so he said bluntly: "It's just to help go to the Shen family to see if the person is still alive." ”

Jiang Yao didn't even think about refusing: "You can go by yourself." ”

"Aren't we going to be able to get in?" Bai Zhaofei sighed, "He doesn't pay attention to anyone now, and I think only you are different." ”

Jiang Yao lowered his head and didn't speak, still not planning to go.

She said, "It has nothing to do with me. ”

Jiang Qi suddenly spoke, "It still has a little relationship." ”

Jiang Qi told her that on the night of her birthday, Shen Xijing chose to accompany her and missed his mother's operation, and now that he is gone, he should be remorseful and difficult to come out.

After speaking, before Jiang Yao reacted, he put a bag of fruit in her hand.

"Just go see him, maybe he'll come out soon." After speaking, Jiang Qi and the others left.

Jiang Yao stared down at the fruit that he hadn't had time to return and fell into a struggle.

She was shocked that his mother had passed away on her birthday, and she couldn't believe that Shen Xijing would accompany her to celebrate her birthday when her mother had surgery, and she didn't feel that she had such an important weight in his heart.

At the same time, she also knows what it means for a girl to take the initiative to go to a boy's house.

In her hesitation, she made a compromise decision.

She went to his house and knocked on the door, and when she was sure that someone was there, she put down the fruit and left.

Jiang Yao gave the book to his roommate, went to the school gate to take the subway, and went to Shen's house with a familiar car.

The community security guards seemed to be familiar with her, especially when she helped the drunk Shen Xijing home that night, she remembered it, so she asked her to register and let her go: "Come and see your boyfriend?" ”

Jiang Yao registered his name and denied it: "It's not a boyfriend, it's just a classmate." ”

The security guard looked at her name and nodded with a meaningful smile, "In the future, you can just sign up, and you don't need to register." ”

Jiang Yao didn't pay much attention to it, she went upstairs with the familiar way, and the fruit was a little heavy, so she put it at the door.

Half ringing, she rang the doorbell.

In fact, after each visitor registers, he will report to the head of the household, so if he doesn't respond, he just doesn't want to see him.

Half a minute later, the door opened, but it wasn't the person Jiang Yao thought.