"I didn't take the 500,000, I didn't sign it, I don't owe you, it's my grandmother who raised me, it's not you, I'm not so kind and sacrifice my happiness to help you, I have nothing."

She repeated it mechanically over and over again, looking at the two closest people in the world for help.

But Jiang Yuyuan just avoided her eyes, Xu Xiaoyan was still crying, and he didn't pay attention to the helplessness in her words.

In the end, Jiang Yao could only wipe away his tears weakly, slowly got up and walked out of the ward.

The moment he closed the door, Jiang Yuyuan hurriedly rang the call for help, and said incoherently: "Nurse doctor, my wife is emotionally unstable and hurts herself, and she bleeds a lot......"

Jiang Yao didn't look back, she walked in the long silent corridor like a puppet unconsciously, and saw the nurse and doctor rushing to rescue again, and left the hospital in a passing way.

In the waiting hall on the way back to school, Jiang Yao only sent a message to Jiang Yuyuan, and then turned off his mobile phone completely.

The moment Jiang Yuyuan received the text message, he was relieved and full of sadness.

Fortunately, Jiang Yao finally couldn't bear to watch them have an accident, and sadly, she said that after helping this time, this family would have nothing to do with her anymore.

But he still didn't recover, perhaps, this is already the best ending.

Here, Xu Xiaoyan didn't have any major incidents, and the injury was not critical, so he was quickly sent back to the ward with a tranquilizer.

……

Jiang Yao sat alone in the waiting hall, sitting there aimlessly, watching the passengers coming and going, and did not take the bus until the ticket inspection time passed.

Instead, I went over and over again to change the ticket for a later one.

Until nightfall, a figure walked up to her and called out to her, "Jiang Yao." ”

She came back to her senses and instinctively responded, "What? ”

"If you don't take the car again, you're going to have to pass a little bit again." He said.

"Then buy a later ticket." Jiang Yao lowered his eyes and whispered.

"There are no tickets in the early hours of the morning." The boy sat down beside her, "You want to sit all night?" ”

Jiang Yao finally told the truth, "I don't want to go back." ”

The boy hesitated, "Why don't you want to go back to school, what's wrong?" ”

Jiang Yao turned his head and glanced at him, "I'm going to break up with him, Jiang Qi." ”

Jiang Qi was stunned, but he could see that she was in pain, and he didn't ask the reason, he knew that if there was a one in 10,000 chance, she would not make this choice.

She suddenly whispered: "I met Shen Xijing in my first year of high school, although he didn't have the skin he has now, but he was like a dusty moon, no one found the moon's brightness, his only bit of light shone on my body, my world was originally so monotonous and gray, because he became bright and happy." Maybe he just felt sorry for me at that time, but now he has wiped away the dust and turned into a bright moon hanging high, and he is willing to give up everything for me and completely belong to me alone.

I really like him very much, can you give me a way not to break up with him, I really can't think of a way, I'm really useless I can't think of anything, Jiang Qi, I don't want to break up with him......"

Seeing her crying with self-blame, Jiang Qi raised his hand and silently took it back.

"I don't have my grandmother, I don't have him, I have nothing, please don't push me anymore."

Jiang Yao cried heartbreakingly, in this crowded waiting hall, some people stopped to take a look at this strange girl, and some people didn't look at it and walked away as a matter of course.

Looking at the catharsis she had never had, Jiang Qi couldn't do anything.

The two stayed in the waiting hall all night, and Jiang Yao's mood gradually calmed down.

It's not so much calm as dead.

Jiang Qi can't help her, and she doesn't have the ability to fight against reality, just like a mayfly that struggles to survive when she is drowning, she will eventually sink to the bottom of the sea, and everything will settle as expected.

There will be many unsatisfactory people in life, and those who like them still like them, but they don't have them anymore.

……

The two bought the first train ticket after the early morning and went back to school.

Jiang Qi sent her downstairs to the dormitory before leaving.

When Jiang Yao returned to the dormitory, her roommates were all there, and she cared for her as soon as she saw her.

"I heard from the counselor that your mother had an accident and was rescued in the hospital, how is the person now?" Rong Li looked at her with a look that was not quite right, as if he had a bad premonition, and he was even cautious when asking.

"It's okay." Jiang Yao replied succinctly, she sat at the desk and sorted out the books, but her eyes couldn't find focus, and she sorted them out meaninglessly.

"It's okay, Auntie's body is the most important, don't think about anything else, we just don't worry that you didn't go home, you are going to study abroad next semester, and we won't see each other, why don't we get together for the last time tonight?" He Qian asked her.

Jiang Yao seemed to be in the mood to go to dinner now, but she replied with a good word.

Whether she is in the mood or not, it is time to draw a happy end.

"Then I'll organize the game, and I'll notify the boys." Fu Lixin said with a smile.

Rong Li and He Qian reluctantly hugged Jiang Yao in advance, "In the future, you must contact us often, don't bother us, remember to notify us as soon as you come back from abroad, and we will pick you and Shen Xijing up." ”

Jiang Yao's eyelashes twitched, and he didn't speak.

Fu Lixin has quickly finished communicating and reporting the situation: "The organization is complete, the box is also booked, and we can set off in a while." ”

"So fast, what about the boys?" He Qian asked.

"The boy has a car, it's already early, let's take our time." Saying that, Fu Lixin also went to touch up her makeup and change clothes.

"Is the car ready?"

"When I went downstairs, I called that it was almost time to get out of the school gate."

During this period, Rong Li noticed that Jiang Yao was almost speechless, and put his arm on her shoulder very lightly, "Yao Yao, are you okay?" ”

"Hmm." Jiang Yao came back to her senses and raised her arc, but she could see that she couldn't laugh.

Rong Li didn't say anything more, and she was sad because she went abroad to leave.

……

is still the box where she confessed to Shen Xijing at the beginning, it seems that it is destined in the dark, and it will end wherever it starts.

When Jiang Yao and his roommate came over, the boy played early.

She saw Shen Xijing walking towards her, rubbed Jiang Yao's hair affectionately, and said with a smile: "I've been waiting for you at school for two days, and I haven't gone anywhere." ”

As if just waiting for her to compliment, Jiang Yao didn't push it away, she whispered, "I have something to give you tonight." ”

Shen Xijing thought she was going to give herself a gift, so she asked with a smile, "What?" ”

"I'll tell you later." Jiang Yao looked up at him and said calmly.

All the emotions burst out at the moment she saw him, but the more turbulent her heart became, the calmer she became.

Shen Xijing didn't seem to notice her abnormality, held her hand and rubbed it, half-raising his eyes, "Your hands are a little cold." ”

"Maybe the wind blew on the way here." Jiang Yao didn't withdraw his hand and let him hold it.

His hands were really warm, but unfortunately she couldn't feel them anymore.

The people around him were playing, and Shen Xijing was not interested in joining, so he finally covered her palms with warmth, but he didn't let go of his hand.

Jiang Yao was quiet alone in the bustle of everyone.

Suddenly, Jiang Qi suddenly spoke up in the midst of laughter: "I have something I want to tell you, I won't be studying in the North Courtyard next semester." ”

"What, you're going to transfer to another school, Jiang Qi?" Bai Zhaofei asked.

"It's not a transfer, it's a study abroad."

"Your family is so rich?"

Jiang Qi smiled, "The family smashed the pot and sold iron for me." ”

"I'll go, what's the matter, you and Shen Ye both left their brothers and ran out of the country, what should we do?" Fang Kangyan lost his two brothers at once, and he was still extremely disappointed.

Yang Jie persuaded: "It's good to study abroad, there will be a chance when you come back, we should bless us." ”

Bai Zhaofei sighed: "Then are you with Sister Yao?" ”

"It depends." Jiang Qi said.

"When did you decide, you won't hide from us that you've been secretly planning for a long time, the last time I saw you doing that study abroad plan, it was not normal, and I said it was Yao Mei." Fang Kangyan said.

Jiang Qi was silent for a while, and then said, "It was decided on a temporary basis today." ”

What is really decided is indeed today, and there is still room to give up before.

After everyone was lonely for a while, they began to be drunk and unhappy again.

"Summer is not old, long live growth, you don't have to look back, toast to the years."

"There is no banquet in the world, but where do you not meet in life."

"Come from all over the world, go to the south and the north of the world, have a bright future, and wait for your triumphant return!"

Jiang Yao drank a little bit of wine tonight, and no one dissuaded her.

Waiting for the people in the box to gradually disperse, Jiang Yao and Shen Xijing said that they wanted to go back to school with him.

It's only five kilometers from the school, and it's only a thirty-minute walk.

Out of Lange, Shen Xijing put his coat on her, lazily lowered his eyes, "Stretch out your hand to me." ”

There was a kind of coldness, it was Shen Xijing who felt that she was cold, and Jiang Yao obediently stretched out his hand.

Shen Xijing didn't know where to conjure up a hand warmer, which was attached to her wrist, and she spoke softly and smiled: "It's not cold if you hold your hand." ”

Jiang Yao's eyelashes moved slightly, she didn't say a word, along the way, she seemed to want to talk to him, but she was afraid of opening her mouth, and the two would never be able to walk on the same path again.

Halfway through, Shen Xijing watched her walk slower and slower, and raised her eyebrows slightly: "Can't walk?" ”

Jiang Yao didn't speak, but it was more like acquiescence.

She didn't want to finish this journey, but no matter how long the road was, there would be a time to finish it.

"If you're tired, I'll carry you home." Shen Xijing slowly squatted down and pulled her over to lean towards him.

The word "go home" touched Jiang Yao.

She stuck to his back, and Shen Xijing carried her away, walking steadily with every step.

The breeze ruffled her hair, and dragonflies brushed his cheeks like water, itching slightly, and causing a ripple in the depths of his heart.

Walking and walking—

Jiang Yao looked at the river scenery in the boundless dark night, and suddenly, with blurred tears in his eyes, he whispered, "Shen Xijing." ”

"Huh?"

"After this stretch of the road, we are not on the way."

Shen Xijing stiffly stopped his steps.

Jiang Yao got down from him, lowered his head, and said softly beside him, "This, give it back to you." ”

She took the ring she was carrying from her pocket and gently placed it in the palm of his hand, but the gentle movements told him very cruelly that she had rejected his proposal.

Shen Xijing turned his head, pinched the ring in his palm, looked down at her, and the corners of his mouth curled without temperature: "Have you thought about it?" ”

"Hmm."

"Why?"

Jiang Yao knew that he would ask, and he thought about it early in the morning, as if he was reciting the lines, and he was as emotionless as if he was reciting lines: "You shouldn't give up your future for me, the friends around us all think that you gave up everything to accompany me to study abroad, made such a big sacrifice for me, and did everything for me, so it will put a lot of pressure on me." I just want to have a relaxed relationship with you, I never want to plan the future with you, and I don't want to bear the burden of giving up everything with me.

If you want to carry such gossip, then I would rather break up with you now, so that you have your bright future, and I have it, and no one will delay anyone. ”

After saying these words, Jiang Yao's tears did not fall, and he stood there like a motionless sculpture.

It is impossible to believe that such cruel words would come out of the mouth of such a well-behaved and quiet little girl.

Her words were like the tip of a knife piercing into the heart, Shen Xijing suppressed a trace of disordered tone, and held her hand in a compromise: "Then we don't get married, and I won't accompany you to study abroad, so we can not break up?" ”

Jiang Yao's eyes tingled, and she firmly pushed his hand away little by little, "There are several three years in a person's life, I don't need you to wait for me for three years, maybe I decide to study abroad all the time." If you let go, it will be the greatest relief for me now. ”

The last sentence, she said with extreme difficulty.

Shen Xijing watched her push herself away, her eyes were finally wet and red, and her Adam's apple rolled out a sentence very dumbly: "Did someone force you to break up with me, Yao Yao?" ”

Jiang Yao had tears in his eyes and seemed to smile: "No one can force me to do anything, Shen Xijing, without me, so many girls around you who take the initiative to send them to the door can choose as you like." To be honest, I still think you're more attractive when you have a girlfriend, maybe the rice in someone else's bowl is more fragrant, and now that you're so peaceful, and a girl around you is gone, I don't think it's boring. ”

Seeing that his eyes faded when he looked at him, Jiang Yao refused to stop at all, and continued to smile and said: "When I was on the rooftop, you left me halfway, because of a girl's phone call, I was really crazy with jealousy, but now when I see you talking to other girls, I don't have that feeling anymore, this is the difference between love and not love." ”

His eyebrows were cold, but he didn't fight back, and let her say.

In other words, when he heard others say these words, with his pride of Shen Xijing, he would have turned around and left.

But he still stood there still, stretched out his hand to spread out the clenched ring, and lifted his eyes with difficulty: "If you throw the ring into the sea in front of me, you will break up." ”

As soon as the voice fell—

Jiang Yao didn't even hesitate for a second, took the ring in his palm, and threw it into the sea without any attachment.

The ring fell into the sea, and without a splash, without even a sound, it just disappeared......

It's like she left without looking back.