For as long as he could remember, Han Yue had been extremely disgusted with him, abusing and whipping, and letting her vent, as if he was born a useless trash.

Once Han Yue committed suicide by cutting her wrists again, he looked at the blood all over his body trembling, even if it was such Han Yue, he was reluctant to let her die.

Because, occasionally, when Han Yue was in normal spirits, he would give him a smile.

He subconsciously called his father, trembling and begging for help, but there was a contemptuous woman's laughter: "You and that woman are going to die, I am already pregnant with your father's child, and he doesn't want you anymore." ”

Shen Zhonglian has a new child, and he doesn't want to be himself.

How bad is he that even his closest parents want him to disappear from this world?

When he first went to college, he dated a lot of girls, some of whom he couldn't even remember their names.

But they said they liked him, and he didn't refuse, it turns out that there are still people in this world who like him, and he is still valuable to live in this world, not useless and unleashed garbage.

Later, he learned that these girls who said they liked him were just interested in this face and had been courting him.

What is love, he himself does not know how to give?

In the end, he couldn't ask for what he wanted from him, so he began to give up on his own initiative.

He didn't feel any discomfort in his heart, and it didn't even matter.

The freshman year passed in such a mess, and in the first semester of his sophomore year, he met a very special girl.

The first time I met by chance, she came downstairs to the boys' dormitory to deliver books, and asked him to help softly, it turned out to be Jiang Qi's little niece.

At that time, he had almost no impression of this girl, and it disappeared from his memory so smallly.

Later, he helped her a few times, but it was just a gesture, and if he was someone else, he would do the same.

Until that night, when she was drunk and on the way back to school, she poured herself out defenselessly as a hole in a tree.

At that time, Shen Xijing knew that it turned out that -

This girl has always had a crush on herself.

Although he didn't remember what intersection he had with her, he was more interested in Jiang Yao's silent love for his feelings than the girls who had been asking him for love.

He even had a playful mentality, wanting to see how long she could silently hold on to the feelings without any response.

If there is no return, he will be stingy with giving, which is what the world tells him.

And Jiang Yao's speech at the debate competition, he laughed it off, saying it beautifully, but doing it is another thing.

Until finally one day, Jiang Yao got drunk again and pretended to be drunk to confess to him.

Shen Xijing knew that she couldn't hold it back, the crush that she had been paying silently was only done by a fool, and she was not a fool, she was also asking him for a return called love.

For the first time, he rejected a girl's confession.

But his mood was no longer as indifferent as before, and he was a little irritable.

He told himself that she was no different from the previous girls, and gradually suppressed the bipolar depression.

How could Shen Xijing have thought that this seemingly well-behaved and obedient girl would have the courage to confess to him for the second time.

It's hard enough to turn her down once, let alone a second time.

He finally made her cry after refusing again, and hearing her cry made him feel like he was really not a human for the first time.

Even, began to regret it.

Because he already had a vague sense that she could easily sway his mood, which was not a good sign.

What completely made him lose his mind was that when he saw her and Li Yu go back to school together, his mind began to become flustered at that time.

It seems that the only person in the world who really likes himself is going to abandon him.

Shen Xijing followed his heart to find her, but she kept driving herself away, and at that moment he kissed her out of control.

Later, when the two dating, he was not good to her, and he knew that he was a bastard like this, but he couldn't help but be afraid, if he gave his heart, would she throw him away like his parents like garbage in the end.

The more scared she was, the more it hurt her again and again.

Realizing this, he finally gave her his heart, and this time, he vowed in his heart that he would never let her be hurt again, not even himself.

Later, Nancy told him that he had forgotten a former lover, and although he was curious about the past, he chose Jiang Yao without a second of hesitation.

Because he has always followed only his own heart, and no one can control him.

He thought that in this way, Jiang Yao would stay by his side forever, but that day she suddenly said that she was going to study abroad, and he could give up everything here to accompany her, as long as she didn't leave him, he could do whatever she wanted.

Because everything here doesn't mean anything to him, in this world, he only cares about her.

But in the end, Jiang Yao still left him.

Shen Xijing didn't hate her, but he couldn't even scold her, because he subconsciously didn't believe what she said, he tested her again, and was pleased to find that she still loved him.

Therefore, there is only one person left who can make Jiang Yao ruthlessly leave her.

He didn't know what method Shen Zhonglian used to force Jiang Yao, but there was one person who definitely knew.

Later, because Tang Mian was manipulated, he had to steal the contract for him and then destroy it, so that the obstacles that hindered him and Jiang Yao did not exist.

All of Shen Xijing's uneasiness completely dissipated the moment Jiang Yao walked out of the waiting hall and walked towards him without hesitation.

In the past three years, Jiang Yao has been by his side, which makes him feel as beautiful as a dream.

Finally, on the day of graduation, he proposed to the girl he loved again.

Jiang Yao smiled and nodded, and then hugged him by the neck, his body trembling, and said that he liked him over and over again.

Shen Xijing smiled.

At that moment, he felt that all the haze he had suffered before, all the sufferings he had suffered before, was just for him to meet Jiang Yao.

On the day of the wedding, Jiang Qi came back.

He gave them a wedding gift, which was a wishing cloth that Jiang Yao prayed for when he was a child and was hospitalized for cutting his wrists, which read: I hope that Shen Xijing will have no advantages and be happy and safe.

Jiang Yao, you see, your pious prayer has come true.