Chapter 68: I'm sorry for Fang Yuechuan, who loves her the most
Shi Yuan has been thinking about Ren Baiman giving her one million, and she feels relieved when she comes out of the teahouse, but she feels very dull.
Her grandfather had a sudden accident and spent two or three hundred thousand yuan in the hospital for a week, and finally left.
A month after my grandfather's death, my grandmother was diagnosed with advanced stomach cancer, and she passed away only two months after her diagnosis.
The million given by Ren Baiman indirectly became the life-saving money for the grandparents.
For Shi Kite, who was desperate at that time, it was a great kindness, so she never resented Ren Baiman, she only felt that she was extremely selfish.
Shi Kite clearly remembered that the winter was very cold, but it was only two months before the New Year, and she couldn't leave anyone behind.
Fang Yuechuan, grandpa, grandma, the people who were most important to her, all left.
That year's Chinese New Year's Eve, it was the loldest Chinese New Year's Eve for Shi Kite, she listened to the lively firecrackers outside the window, huddled alone in the old house, and cried for the first time.
Shi Yuan has not been sorry for anyone in her life, but she is sorry for Fang Yuechuan, who loves her the most.
Everything she got was because of Fang Yuechuan, but in the end she chose to abandon Fang Yuechuan.
It's really ironic.
However, this also confirms what Shi Yuan has always believed, and what is good for her will not end well.
Shi Yuan firmly believed that Ren Baiman was right, she and Fang Yuechuan were not on the same road from the beginning, and they should have parted ways a long time ago.
Fang Yuechuan should have a harmonious family, healthy love, and a bright future, and should not be dragged down by her.
Shi Yuan knew that she was a wicked person, she didn't think about asking Fang Yuechuan to forgive herself, as long as Fang Yuechuan was doing well, even if she was hated by Fang Yuechuan for a lifetime, she didn't care.
*
After leaving the teahouse, Shi Yuan didn't go back to the company, she made an appointment with Xu Lan to meet, so the two of them ate dinner together.
Before the meal was served, Xu Lan asked, "You suddenly came to me, is there something wrong?" ”
Shi Kite: "You know me, I thought about eating people with a short mouth, but I didn't expect that you would see through it before I ate it." ”
Xu Lan hooked his lips: "Let's talk about it." ”
Shi Yuan lowered his eyes and said: "The popularity of me and Fang Yuechuan on the Internet has subsided a lot, and I want to dissolve the CP relationship with him in the past few days." ”
Xu Lan listened quietly, and was a little puzzled: "Shouldn't you discuss this matter with him, how can you tell me?" ”
Shi Kite: "I need an excuse to permanently disconnect from Fang Yuechuan." ”
Xu Lan: "Huh? ”
Shi Yuan looked at Xu Lan and said in a serious tone: "Xu Lan, let's try it." ”
Xu Lan was stunned suddenly, looking at Shi Yuan and not speaking for a while.
Shi Yuan continued: "I'm very unsuitable for falling in love, so I can only say that I will try it from a friend first, and it will probably not be successful, but I will tell Fang Yuechuan that I like you." ”
Xu Lan was silent for a few seconds before saying, "If you just want to use me as an excuse to block Fang Yuechuan, there is no need to develop a relationship with me, I will be happy to help you." ”
Shi Yuan's long eyelashes trembled: "I don't want to take advantage of you, but I can't help it, I'm sorry." ”
Xu Lan smiled nonchalantly and said, "What's this, it's just a matter of one sentence, you said you like me, I'm still happy." ”
The more she was like this, the more guilty Shi Yuan became: "Xu Lan, it's hard for me to like someone." ”
"I know," Xu Lan looked at Shi Yuan quietly and said, "That's why I said before that if you give up Fang Yuechuan, come to me, it's obvious that you didn't give up Fang Yuechuan." ”
Shi Kite: "......"
Xu Lan: "Can I ask why, you obviously like him very much." ”
Shi Yuan looked down at the table and said with a mocking smile: "Because I am not worthy." ”
Xu Lan frowned, and was interrupted by Shi Yuan before he could say anything.
Shi Kite: "I can't explain the matter between me and him in three or two sentences, but the decision I make now must be good for him and me." ”
"......" Xu Lan looked at Shi Kite for a long time, sighed and said, "I know." ”
*
Fang Yuechuan has been on a business trip abroad recently, and it has been three days since Shi Yuan made an appointment to meet him.
The two made an appointment for dinner at a Shuiyue Bay, catching up with the evening rush hour, and Fang Yuechuan was nearly half an hour late than the scheduled time.
During this period, Fang Yuechuan has been sending messages to Shi Yuan, saying that if she is hungry, she will eat first, but Shi Yuan is not in a hurry, so she waits for him while drinking tea.
Fang Yuechuan was in a hurry, but he was wearing a suit and leather shoes, and his hairstyle was also in place.
Shi Yuan guessed that he had either just returned from a company meeting or had just walked down the runway, and it was obvious that the former was more likely.
"You're just done?" Shi Yuan said and poured a glass of water for Fang Yuechuan.
Fang Yuechuan sat down and took a sip of water, looked at Shi Yuan with dark eyes, and said with a smile: "I'll come over as soon as I get off the plane." ”
Shi Kite: "......"
Fang Yuechuan looks good, standing there is a lot of people's like, and laughing is even more poignant.
He is not a seductive smile, but a smile full of juvenile feeling, clean and sincere.
Shi Yuan felt very uncomfortable, and quietly avoided each other's eyes and said, "Since you are so busy, why didn't you say it earlier." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "Didn't you have something to look for me?" ”
Shi Yuan pursed her lips: "It's not a very urgent matter, you can do it anytime." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "I'm fine tonight, what do you have to wait for later." ”
When a sentence was blocked, Shi Kite couldn't fight back, Fang Yuechuan has always been this character, and he doesn't drag on anything.
It was originally a good habit, but now it makes it a little difficult for Shi Kite.
Fang Yuechuan: "So what are you looking for me to say?" ”
Shi Kite: "Let's eat first, I'm hungry." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "Okay." ”
*
Shi Yuan was ready to come over in his heart, but after seeing Fang Yuechuan, he suddenly began to hesitate.
She has always been neat, but now she can't even say a simple word, and she is a little absent-minded when eating.
Fang Yuechuan saw that she ate very little, and asked, "Don't like to eat this family's dishes?" ”
Shi Kite came back to his senses: "No." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "Then why do you eat so little?" ”
Shi Yuan: "Maybe it's because I'm not very hungry, I ate a little too much at noon." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "Then pack some food and go home later, you can eat it when you are hungry at night." ”
Shi Kite: "...... Well. ”
After Fang Yuechuan finished eating, Shi Yuan put down his chopsticks and hesitated to speak: "Fang Yuechuan." ”
Fang Yuechuan: "Hmm. ”
Shi Yuan looked at him and said, "The discussion about us on the Internet is almost subsiding, can our previous cooperation end?" ”
"......" Fang Yuechuan didn't speak for a few seconds, lowering his eyes and not knowing what he was thinking.
Shi Yuan said: "I know that this is a bit of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge, but I have my own plans, so you can put forward reasonable compensation conditions within my ability." ”
"What are your plans?" Fang Yuechuan raised his eyes to look at Shi Yuan, and the emotion in his eyes was unclear.
Shi Yuan was afraid that he would see the flaws, so he lowered his eyes and said in a calm tone: "I have someone I like, and I want to try to start a new relationship." ”