Chapter 3: I Miss You So Much
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Hearing that he stayed, Shen Wei's heart tightened, and he was a little shy when he thought of the past.
He shook his head stiffly.
The last bit of hope in Gu Zhouhuai's heart was shattered.
Don't want him to stay, she can.
Gu Zhouhuai wanted to stay, but seeing Shen Wei's trembling and scared and rejecting him, he tried to suppress the sour and stuffy emotions in his heart, and spoke good-naturedly.
"Then I'll take you down, and you wash yourself. Is there anything you can call me. Wash slowly, don't rush, the floor is slippery, be careful not to fall. ”
Gu Zhouhuai was not at ease with the detailed advice.
Shen Wei nodded lightly.
Gu Zhouhuai hugged Shen Wei down, brought slippers and chairs, and only went out after confirming that there was no problem.
The door closed.
Shen Wei's tense body relaxed little by little, she sat on the stool, turned on the shower, let the warm water pour down from her head, and hugged her knees with both hands.
She was on the run.
escaped from the hands of the Shi family.
originally wanted to come back to find Shen Si, after all, in this world, the only relatives she has a blood relationship with are only Shen Si, the half-brother.
But unexpectedly, I met a bad guy who wanted to rob her money in the alley and wanted to rob her bag.
Then I met a big brother who was passing by, and this big brother stepped in to help beat the two bad guys away.
Shen Wei thought he was a good person.
But unexpectedly, this eldest brother is not as gentle and decent as he seems on the surface, his eyes are getting more and more wrong when he looks at her, and even tentatively moves on her.
Then, he was discovered by his wife.
The eldest brother couldn't speak because she couldn't speak, and in front of his wife, he insisted that she was the one who seduced her first.
Then there was a scene of being besieged and abused by the man's wife on the street.
However, when he was most embarrassed, he was met by Gu Zhouhuai. It's that coincidental.
made Shen Wei feel desperate and embarrassed.
After a long time of hot water, Shen Wei's body slowly warmed up, and she was only very confused now.
In addition to being at a loss, there is more fear and helplessness.
It's been three years.
Not to mention that Gu Zhouhuai already has other women, not to mention that she is no longer the original Shen Wei.
Three years ago, she was healthy.
And now, her body is damaged, she is crippled.
Her vocal cords are damaged, she can't speak, she doesn't make a sound when she cries, and she doesn't have a voice when she laughs.
It's just a little mute.
How could Gu Zhouhuai still want her?
Such a proud and noble man, knowing that she can no longer speak and communicate with others, he should not love her anymore, and sooner or later he will get bored.
This is also the reason why Shen Wei is afraid.
She didn't dare to come back, she didn't dare to look for Gu Zhouhuai.
The person from the Shi family also stared at her.
Shen Wei buried his head in his knees in despair and inferiority, the corners of his eyes were red, and the tip of his nose was sour.
Tears mixed with the hot water and flowed into the small whirlpool on the floor.
It took half an hour for Shen Wei to wash up.
During this period, Gu Zhouhuai never came in.
It wasn't until Shen Wei changed his clothes, wrapped his hair in a towel and walked slowly to the door with the help of a chair, and as soon as he opened the door, he heard people talking outside.
"Washed?"
Shen Wei couldn't answer, she pulled the door open.
Gu Zhouhuai looked at Shen Weiwei, then picked her up by the waist, put her on the bed, and turned around to find a hair dryer.
Shen Wei raised his head and secretly looked at Zhou Huai's upright back.
When he turned around, she immediately looked away.
Gu Zhouhuai caught Shen Wei's small movements, he was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of his mouth curved.
Walking in front of Shen Wei, Gu Zhouhuai squatted down on one leg.
"I'm your husband, if you want to see it, you can watch it openly, and you don't have to look sneaky behind my back."
Shen Wei's cheeks were hot.
She subconsciously raised her hand and gestured.
[I'm not peeking ......]
Halfway through the comparison, remembering something, Shen Wei froze stiffly, and then reacted and hurriedly withdrew his hand.
Her face was pale, and her eyelashes trembled terribly.
Gu Zhouhuai finally noticed that something was wrong, and there was something strange about Shen Wei.
For example, she didn't say a word.
He just thought she didn't want to talk to him.
After all, it was his failure to protect her that made her go through such a bad and desperate thing.
He thought she hated him.
For example, she was crying very sadly and sadly, but she never cried in his arms.
He thought she was being depressed.
For example, just now, she gestured with two hands.
Gu Zhouhuai had a very bad premonition in his heart, he didn't even dare to think about it, he was a little scared.
There was silence in the bedroom.
Two people, one sitting on the edge of the bed, the other squatting on the ground.
No one spoke again.
After a long time, Gu Zhouhuai's voice was hoarse, "Weiwei." ”
Shen Wei's body tensed even more.
She was nervous and scared.
"Wife, baby, don't be afraid of me."
Gu Zhouhuai held Shen Wei's hands, obviously she had taken a bath, but her hands were still cold.
Gu Zhouhuai was distressed.
His eyes were reluctant to leave Shen Wei, and he stared at the girl's face for a moment, his voice trembling tentatively, "Wei Wei is obedient, say a word to your husband, okay?" ”
"Let me hear your voice."
"Also, thank you for being alive."
Let me find you.
"Weiwei, in the past three years, how are you. Do you know, I can't find you, I miss you so much. ”
Gu Zhouhuai's sentence "I miss you very much" fell, and Shen Wei's tears flowed down big drops, still crying silently.
Gu Zhouhuai's heart was pinched together.
It almost hurts him to death.
Got up and hugged Shen Wei into his arms, Gu Zhouhuai touched her hair and gently comforted her, although his hands trembled a little, after he finished coaxing, he saw that Shen Wei was still crying, his face was full of tears, and his heart was distressed, more painful than any headache attack at night.
Holding Shen Wei's face, Gu Zhouhuai kissed her eyes.
Sensing that she was not resisting.
He tentatively kissed her on the cheek, the tip of her nose.
Shen Wei did not resist.
Slowly, and further down, Gu Zhouhuai kissed her lips.
The bitter taste melts in the mouth.
Shen Wei cried pitifully.
Gu Zhouhuai couldn't help but want to cry.
He was as gentle as he was with fragile treasures, and he was extremely cautious, from heartache to pity, repeatedly comforting back and forth, slowly deepening the kiss.
After the kiss, Gu Zhouhuai suppressed the emotions tumbling in his heart, didn't say anything, and took the hair dryer to blow Shen Wei's hair.
Waiting for his hair to dry, Gu Zhouhuai sat silently on the edge of the bed, held Shen Wei's twisted foot, put it on his knee, he lowered his head, and gently smeared medicine on her ankle.
After finishing it, Gu Zhouhuai went to wash his hands.
When he came back, Shen Wei sat on the edge of the bed, his long hair scattered over his shoulders and back, his little face was up, and he looked at him nervously.
There seems to be something to be said.
The two hands she placed on her lap revealed a kind of unease.
Gu Zhouhuai took a deep breath and suppressed the bitterness in his heart.
His only one.
His wife.
His Mrs. Gu.
The woman he loves on the tip of his heart should not have such cowardly, scared, and uneasy eyes.
She should have been arrogant, willful, and confident to live a happy and stable life, just because he loved her, and because she was Mrs. Gu, she was her greatest confidence.
But the only thing in front of him is not like this.
Nor should it be.
Walking to the bed, Gu Zhouhuai suddenly leaned down, supported the bed with one hand, and gently pinched Shen Wei's chin with the other hand, covered her lips again, and kissed deeply.
Shen Wei's back was stiff, and his lines were tense.
"Baby, relax, don't be nervous."
Gu Zhouhuai's voice was soft and soft, and he slowly felt that Shen Wei relaxed and began to respond to him cautiously and tentatively, Gu Zhouhuai was happy and sad.
He pressed her against the bed.
Slowly and gently kiss.
When both of them have calmed down, it will be a long time later.
Gu Zhouhuai stretched out his hand, touched Shen Wei's face, and went down a little bit, falling to her throat.
He restrained his voice, "Something is wrong here, isn't it?" ”
Shen Wei's eyes were moist all of a sudden, and there was a mist.
She wanted to control herself, but her eyes were red uncontrollably, and she wanted to cry when she heard Gu Zhouhuai speak.
Gu Zhouhuai leaned over and kissed her eyes.
"It's okay, it's really okay, don't cry baby. When you cry, I am really distressed. ”