Chapter 713: Yu Ji's Heart Knot

After a long talk last night, Yu Qingqing didn't know too much content.

I saw that after my brother left, he was very worried, and finally suddenly decided to leave Chang'an.

Yu Qingqing was confused, and she had a lot to ask Bai Song.

She wanted to know what her brother had said in the building, and why it suddenly made her brother preoccupied.

"Bai Song, what did you all say? My brother's face was wrong as soon as he came back, and now he actually said that he was leaving Chang'an, did you join forces to bully him? ”

Bai Song shook his head, he was also in doubt, so he said to Yu Qingqing: "Take me to see Yu Ji, and wait until everything is clarified." ”

The single courtyard of the brother and sister was far apart, and Yu Qingqing took Bai Song to the door of Yu Ji's room, and found that the light was still on in the brother's room, and the brother was not sleeping at all.

"Yu Ji, what are you doing?" Bai Song shouted at the door.

Yu Ji opened the door and looked at Bai Song at the door looking a little embarrassed.

Bai Song asked directly: "It's so decent, why do you have to leave all of a sudden?" Forgot about our business in Tianxiang Pavilion? ”

"That ......" Yu Ji stopped talking, and then fell on Yu Qingqing's body.

Bai Song glanced at Yu Qingqing and said in a low voice, "You go back to the house and sleep first." ”

The little girl's eyes widened: "What? I'm not going to do it, you are hiding everything from me. I also want to know what you're plotting. ”

"Go back to sleep!" Bai Song said in a commanding tone.

Yu Qingqing pouted and stomped her feet angrily, although she was reluctant, she still walked away honestly when she saw Bai Song's serious expression.

Bai Song walked up to Yu Ji: "Can you say it now?" ”

Yu Ji turned sideways and motioned for Bai Song to come into the house and speak.

When he arrived in the room, Bai Song saw that Yu Ji was already packing his luggage, and it didn't seem to be a joke.

"What the hell are you doing? Really leaving? What are you? Say goodbye or retreat? ”

Yu Ji looked very embarrassed, and after sitting down, he lowered his head, and was a little afraid to face Bai Song's gaze.

"You don't want to accept Lu Yao's proposal?"

Yu Ji took a sip of water, hesitated for a moment and said, "I am a literati and a famous person by borrowing the works of others, I ...... in my heart Always restless, also ...... There is also unwillingness. ”

Bai Song is a person who has come over, and he can understand Yu Ji's mood.

Bai Song asked himself if he was not a literati, but he was arrogant, knowing that there were no thousands of ancient masterpieces, and he was under tremendous psychological pressure just by picking out a water tune song head.

He is a time-traveler, but he does not get the full sense of accomplishment that is written in the novel.

The head of the water tune song is famous all over the world, and it only adds to the condemnation of Bai Song.

Yu Ji was a true literati who received the most orthodox ancient education.

If he wants to do the same thing as Bai Song, the inner torment must be worse than Bai Song.

This decision is not to help him make a name for himself, but to put a chain on his spirit, so that his heart will always bear the sin.

Bai Song suddenly didn't know whether to persuade or not, although Yu Ji was a very important part of the four-party talks.

Yu Ji took another sip of water and continued: "I know this is very important to several of us, especially you Bai Song, you want to enter the East Palace and need my help. I, Yu Jizeng, am also a conceited person, but after seeing your and Lu Yao's talents in the academy, I know what it means to have a sky outside the sky and someone outside the world. I'm glad I can be your help one day, but standing among you in a puppet way, I feel useless and ashamed of my grandfather's teachings over the years.

I wanted to run away from all this, partly because I was so angry, but also because I was afraid that one day I would show my stuff, and how high I would stand at that time, how bad I would fall. I don't want the people around me to be ashamed because of me, and I don't want to drag you and Lu Yao down. ”

After speaking, Lu Yao took another sip of water.

When Lu Yao was about to pour water again, Bai Song reached out and pressed him, and took out another bottle of Wuliangye from his clothes.

"How boring is drinking water? Drink bars. ”

Bai Song began to pour wine for Lu Yao.

During the day, he had just gotten drunk with Lu Yao, and he hadn't recovered at night, so he wanted to have a few more drinks with Yu Ji.

The mellow fragrance of Wuliangye has a seductive magic.

The two of them didn't say a word, and touched ten cups in succession.

Then Bai Song was a little drunk.

Bai Song needs to be a little drunk, and only when he is drunk and hazy will he not consider many external factors.

Regarding Yu Ji's current predicament, Bai Song has personally experienced it.

Yu Ji was in exactly the same state of mind as Bai Song when he copied poems.

Therefore, Bai Song has the right to speak.

"I'll tell you the truth, what are the Three Kingdoms...... What Red Mansions...... What is the water tune song head...... I didn't write that! ”

Yu Ji was also drunk, and smiled disappreliantly after hearing it: "Hahaha...... It's the most arrogant joke I've ever heard. ”

"What I said is true."

"You didn't write it, who is that?"

"Some people who haven't shown up yet......"

"Huh...... Drink bar ......"

"You don't believe me?"

"How to be believable."

Bai Song used the strength of the wine to almost say that he had come from time travel.

But fortunately, Bai Song was still a little sober, and after thinking about it, he held back the strong impulse in his heart.

Bai Song was silent, took a sip of wine, and listened to the cry of the summer cicada outside the house, a little in a trance.

It turns out that another year of summer has arrived before you know it.

At this time, Yu Ji sobered up a little, he seemed to notice the attitude in Bai Song's words, it didn't seem to be a joke, he asked seriously: "What you said is true?" ”

"You don't understand, those poems come to my mind like a flash of inspiration at a certain moment, they are from my hand, but they are not written by me."

"Poetry and singing are a flash of inspiration, and your ability is made by your talent."

Bai Song shook his head: "I think differently from you, I know my own talents, and I know that I am not capable of writing such good works." In the beginning, I was also scared and repulsed...... Do you remember that when I was in school, I erased the water tune song head, and the world thought that I understood the emperor's mind, and the emperor didn't like the water tune song head, so he didn't do it. The real reason, you should understand by now, right? ”

"Are you scared, you're holding back?"

Bai Song nodded: "Yes, I'm just like you, I'm afraid of revealing my stuffing, afraid of arousing suspicion, afraid of falling off the altar one day." ”

Listening to Bai Song's words, a glass of wine was put to his mouth, and Yu Ji forgot to drink it.

Suddenly, Bai Song's tone changed and he smiled: "But I'm not afraid now, do you know why?" ”

"Because those fears and worries have become the motivation for me to study, if I hadn't realized that my talent was not worthy, I wouldn't have come to Yongxing College, and I wouldn't have really studied poetry. The pressure pushes me forward, pushes me to pursue the mythical self, that is a height that I yearn for, I want to become a person worthy of that height, I want to one day really feel that I can write a water tune song head.

This is my pursuit, and I believe it will become your pursuit. Does it matter who some of the works come from? I have taken it from a thought, and I have made it public to the world with your mouth, and no one in the world will doubt it, and even if they do, what evidence can they prove? We are classmates, your grandfather is my mentor, he offended the emperor for me, as long as I say that those works were written by you, you wrote them. If you don't feel like you're worthy of those poems, work hard to make yourself worthy of them, instead of running away from them now. ”

Yu Ji's eyes flickered, and his hesitant eyes gradually became bright.

Bai Song, as a person who came over, successfully opened Yu Ji's heart knot.

If you don't feel worthy, try to be a better version of yourself instead of running away.

Yu Ji drank a sip of wine, rushed to the courtyard excitedly, still blowing in the wind at night, looking at the bright moon above his head and shouting: "Bai Song, you listen to me, one day I will write a word that surpasses the water tune song head!" Yu Ji will never back down! ”

This is the presumptuousness that Yu Ji has never had, and he has completely lost his usual elegance and calmness, which is the passion and attitude that a scholar should have.

And before that, Yu Ji abandoned his passion, enjoyed the glory that Yu Shinan's descendants deserved, lived in his comfort zone, and forged his own cage.

Now, Yu Ji finally wants to break through, lose the aura given by his grandfather, and find his own path.

The road that belongs to Yu Ji is full of thorns, and he will live forever in the shadow of another person, lying on his back until he explodes.

Yu Ji wants to be famous, and it must be fast.

After cheering up, Yu Ji began to discuss his next steps with Bai Song.

There are many large and small poetry clubs in Chang'an City, and if you want to become famous, the easiest way is to mix in various poetry clubs and write some famous articles, which will soon be known to the world.

Of course, the larger the scale of the poetry club, the better, because the large-scale poetry club has the widest spread effect.

But at present, in the past ten days, there have been no large-scale poetry meetings in Chang'an City, so we can only retreat to the next best thing, and go to some small poetry meetings first, or simple literati gatherings and other activities.

In order to make Yu Ji famous, Bai Song also let it go, and left a book of selected poems when he left.

Let Yu Ji choose freely from it, and all the poems in it were recorded and summarized by Bai Song after a flash of inspiration.

Bai Song is gone.

Yu Ji opened the selection of poems and was stupid.

"Tianjingsha Autumn Thoughts"

Dead vines and old trees,

small bridges and flowing waters,

Ancient road west wind thin horse.

The sun is setting, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world.

"Nian Nujiao, Chibi Nostalgia"

The great river goes east, the waves are exhausted, and the characters are merry through the ages.

To the west of the base, humanity is, Zhou Lang Chibi of the Three Kingdoms.

The rocks pierced the air, the waves crashed on the shore, and thousands of piles of snow were rolled up.

The country is picturesque, and there are many heroes at one time.

Thinking about Gongjin back then, Xiao Qiao got married for the first time, and he was heroic.

Lupine scarf, talking and laughing, the canopy is gone.

The old country fugue, affectionate should laugh at me, born early.

Life is like a dream, and one is still in the moon.

Drinking

The knot is in the human realm, and there is no noise of cars and horses.

How can you ask you? The heart is far away from itself.

Picking chrysanthemums under the east fence, leisurely see the South Mountain.

The mountain weather is good, and the birds are returning.

There is a true meaning in this, and I have forgotten to distinguish it.

One night, Yu Ji stayed awake all night.

The heart is the spirit of the White Song Dynasty, and it flashes too much, too much.