Chapter 168: Running to her
His words are strong and domineering. He hugged her tightly, as if with the force that rubbed her into her bones, so tight that she couldn't breathe.
The tip of Ye Mian's nose was sour, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, "Qiao Zhanbei, you were stimulated by Lu Yu, so you said that, right?" You first calm down and think carefully. ”
Don't be with her tonight, and tomorrow because of your inferiority complex, avoid her and push her away.
Again and again, she was tired enough.
"No, I'm calm now. Ye Mian, the feeling of not being with you is more painful than the semi-paralysis of the body, compared to inhumane, I can't stand it. Qiao Zhanbei's forehead rested on her shoulder, and he said in a deep voice.
When he hid from her, he was afraid that he would drag her down; After being found by her, he was unable to face her because of his physical disability.
Thinking that he could let go, he pushed her away again and again. However, compared to inferiority, watching her drift away from him and getting closer and closer to other men, the pain of not being able to love is more painful than the inferiority complex when facing her.
It hurts my heart.
It's like a piece of meat on the tip of the heart, which has been ripped away alive.
Qiao Zhanbei sucked the breath on her body hard to soothe the pain in her heart.
Ye Mian could hear the pain and sincerity in his tone, not like a momentary anger and possessiveness. She sniffed, suppressing the joy and grievance.
"Qiao Zhanbei, you are really hateful, after I respect your decision, no longer force you, and be a brother and sister with you, you want to be with me again." She smiled wryly.
"Why? If you say you break up, you break up, and if you say you get back together, you get back together? What do you take me for? Do you treat our relationship as child's play? I said that as long as you live, I will be content and understand the pain and struggle in your heart, but you always don't let me accompany you through thick and thin. ”
Listening to her tired tone, Qiao Zhanbei remembered her indifference and ruthlessness to her when she only cared about her own feelings before, the grievances she suffered when she pushed her away again and again, and the suffering she suffered when she disappeared for half a year.
His heart was full of guilt.
The mouth is uncomfortably blocked.
"Mianmian, I just want to say I'm sorry to you about what I've done during this time. I'm sorry, my tone was strong just now, this time, I respect your decision, okay? His lips rubbed gently against her sideburns, his tone full of guilt.
"You decide, do you want me. The premise, I also promise that I will never back down in the future, even if I am disabled for life and cannot do it with you...... That's the thing. Unless I die. When he talks about his disability and inhumanity, his heart is still like a knife.
Not only the pain, but also his male pride, was shattered to the ground.
Listening to his words, Ye Mian was angry with him and distressed.
"You decide, I respect you." He slowly loosened her waist, the corners of his mouth were dyed with a smile, and his tone was sincere.
He is such a proud person, and he can overcome such a big psychological barrier, because of love, running to her, is exactly what she expects.
She turned her head and looked at him through the light outside, "Qiao Zhanbei, this time, I have to think carefully about whether or not to get back together with you." ”
"It's not because of your body, I never treated you as a disabled person, I think it's because you've violated my principles again."
"Also, I hope that when you are with me, you don't make compromises, and don't always feel miserable when you are with me because of your physical inferiority. That's why I want to let go of you. ”
Qiao Zhanbei listened to her words carefully, and listened to every word in her heart, and the "consideration" in her mouth really meant "test".
"Okay." A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he agreed to her earnestly.
Ye Mian left from his arms, "Lu Yu is a psychological counselor I paid for, and I asked him for some psychological problems. There is nothing between us, and what he says to you in the evening is a deliberate irritation to you. ”
She explained to him, thinking, this bastard knows that people are deliberately stimulating him, and the dog is going to do it again, right?
Did the man deliberately provoke him? How does he feel that he is provoking him from the bottom of his heart and despising him? Qiao Zhanbei half-narrowed his eyes, thoughtful.
"Last night's white roses, tonight's bouquet of flowers, I bought them when I met them on the side of the road." She walked out of the room as she spoke, picking up the bouquet of flowers on the floor.
Qiao Zhanbei followed, listening to her words, the jealousy completely dissipated, "I know, you won't find a fake to replace me." ”
Hearing the confidence in his tone, Ye Mian wanted to look at him, and couldn't help but gossip with him: "That Teacher Lu really looks like you, the first time I met him on the plane, you were still missing at that time, and I thought it was you." ”
She hadn't spoken to him properly in a long, long time.
"It's hard to find out the background and details of this person, and it doesn't look simple." Stay away from him.
In the latter sentence, he didn't say it directly, for fear that she would dislike him for being strong again, so he had to point out to her in his words.
"You're helping me with counseling? Some time ago, I did psychological counseling, but now I don't need it. He added.
Ye Mian nodded, Lu Yu's consultation fee was not cheap, and she didn't have much time to ask him out, so she wouldn't look for him in the future.
"It's not early, you can rest." She put flowers on and whispered to him who was still stunned in the living room, and when the words fell, she remembered something, and asked, "Do you need me to help you take a bath?" ”
Qiao Zhanbei replied without thinking: "No." ”
As the words came out, he realized that she seemed to be testing him, and his heart tightened and struggled.
He looked at the corners of his mouth raised, "Take a bath, I can take care of myself." ”
How could Ye Mian not know his psychology, and still didn't want her to see his embarrassment, she smiled and didn't say anything.
A month later......
Ye Mian knocked on the door of the president's office, and after getting an answer, she pushed the door and entered.
Qiao Zhanbei buried his head in a pile of documents, as before, focused, serious, and meticulous.
At this time, he looked up from a pile of papers, smiled, and said softly: "It's here." ”
The man wore a tailor-made suit and tie, and a handsome cold white handsome face.
Looking at his face, Ye Mian's heart throbbed, this feeling was like seeing it for the first time.
A month ago, he had plastic surgery, the operation was very successful, the disfigured half of his face, now there is no scar, you have to look carefully, you will see some faint red marks, still in the recovery period.
Dressed in an evening dress, she walked to the desk, "Is Joe always busy?" It's time for us to go. ”
There was a drinking party tonight, and he had sincerely invited her, a hot single celebrity in the upper-class circle of the capital, to be his female companion.
"When I'm done, I'll go change my suit." He put on a pen and pen case.
After a while, he reached her in a wheelchair.
Ye Mian asked lightly, "Need help?" ”