2023-01-06, cloudy

The transcript of today's midterm exam came down, and except for the math test, I didn't do well, and the rest got A's.

The teacher said that every student should take it home to their parents to sign, I was a little afraid to show my mother, recently my parents are getting divorced, and my mother has been in a bad mood...... Forget it, let's ask Ade to help me imitate the parent's signature, he signed it for me last time.

Before the midterm exams, Ade found the J TWO letter card in my bag, and after knowing that I was a fan of theirs, he said that he could take me to their concert, but unfortunately my mother would not agree to me going, she always said that it would hinder my studies.

Ade taught me to lie, saying that the concert on the weekend was only 6 hours, and as long as I told my parents that I would go to the library, I would guarantee that it would be fine, but I didn't dare, if my mother found out that I was lying, I would be beaten in the palm of my hand, and I was afraid that my mother would beat me, so I had to refuse him.

I envy Ade, his parents never quarrel, they don't demand anything from him, and they take him to the amusement park every weekend, oh yes, last time Ade showed me a photo of their family going to the aquarium, I really envy him......

2023-01-23, light rain

Today, my father and mother went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the divorce, and the aunt over there said that I should 'calm down after divorce', I don't understand very well, and my grandmother told me that my parents would have to separate for a year before they could be completely separated, and asked me who I wanted to go with, I didn't know.

My mother sent me to practice after school in the afternoon, it rained today, my mother's mobile phone was broken in water, although she didn't speak, but I could feel that she was very angry, and she must not make a mistake when she practiced.

Just now in the class the teacher asked me to play the Ave Maria that I just taught last week, I practiced carefully for a whole week, but the second section was still wrong, I subconsciously glanced at my mother, her eyes were so terrible, I was really too nervous, fortunately the teacher didn't blame me, she was much gentler than my mother.

After coming home, my dad came to see me and brought me my favorite little cake, and after dinner he quietly asked me if I liked J TWO, and I was surprised how he knew, he didn't tell me, just touched my head and said that my dad knew everything.

Before I left, my dad told me that he would give me a poster of J TWO for my birthday next week, and I was very happy, but I was also worried about what would happen if my mom didn't approve of me hanging up.

On January 31, 2023, it was cloudy and sunny

Today is my birthday, my dad gave me the poster, he said he would go with me to the room to choose the most conspicuous place to stick it, but I didn't want to put it, I was worried that my mom would tear it, but my dad told me not to worry, saying he would do it.

After ten minutes, he came back, said that his mother agreed, and accompanied me to find the most conspicuous place in the room to hang up.

At the dinner table, my father and mother quarreled again, and my father slammed the door in a fit of anger and left, I didn't want him to go, but I couldn't keep him, and I felt so lonely watching my father leave this house.

After dinner, my mother didn't know what was going on to get angry again, and I stayed in the corner and didn't dare to speak, but she quickly noticed me and took me upstairs to play the violin.

When I played the violin, she would hold a small wooden stick by my side, and if I accidentally played the wrong note or the way I played the violin, she would hit my hand with that little wooden stick, and it really hurt to beat my hand with the stick, and I didn't want to play the violin anymore.

Compared to my mother, my father would support my interests, take me out to play, and definitely not force me to play the piano.

As I played the piano today, I thought, well, maybe I should choose to go with my dad when they get divorced.

December 28, 2023, heavy rain

The verdict of the first instance came out, and the judge said that my father was not able to raise me, and sentenced me to my mother.

Recently, my dad has been coming to see me less and less, today he gave me a children's watch, it is the phone watch that is very popular on TV commercials, I also told my mother a few days ago that I want, but my mother said that if I can take the final A, the watch can be bought for me as a reward, I know she is lying to me, she will never fulfill her promise, fortunately my father bought it for me.

He kept his phone number on his phone watch, and he said he could call him whenever I missed him.

My mom would be jealous every time I was close to my dad, so I had to put my head under the covers so that she wouldn't know that I was talking to dad, but even then I was almost found out several times.

Several times the woman broke into the bedroom without even knocking on the door, and every time I was startled, I hated her for doing this, but she never listened.

December 30, 2023, fine

Today my dad asked me if I wanted to live with him, and I said yes, but I didn't know what to do.

Dad told me not to worry, he had a way to take me in and take care of me, as long as I did what he said.

The first thing I had to prepare was my allergy medicine, and my dad came to pick me up for the weekend and secretly took a box from home, and then my dad took me home.

He came out with two pairs of gloves, he wore one and I wore the other, and then he took out a large stack of newspapers, and together we found the words we needed, and then took scissors to cut out the words, and then glued them to the blank paper with solid glue.

We searched for words for an afternoon, and although my eyes were sore, I had a great time.

After dinner in the evening, I learned to pretend to vomit like the previous gastroenteritis attack, I was taken upstairs, swallowed the 'stomach medicine' that had been replaced with sleeping pills in advance, I swallowed the medicine and slept peacefully, according to the plan, my father will take me away tomorrow, and he will send me back in three days, and then he will sue my mother for taking care of the unfavorable, although this is very unfair to my mother, but when I think of being with my father forever, I still agreed.

December 31, 2023, fine

When I woke up, it was almost noon, I didn't expect to sleep for so long, I hope my dad didn't wait.

When I went downstairs, I said that I was hungry, and my mother said that I had cooked preserved egg and lean porridge in the morning, and I had to heat it up before I could eat it.

I didn't like to eat preserved eggs since I was a child, she never cared about what I liked and what I didn't like, but it didn't matter, it was all over, and my dad cared about me more than my mom.

My cousin is also at home today, so I have to be careful not to be found when I go out.

I left while my mother was cooking porridge, and before I left, I stuffed the letter I made with my father into the mailbox according to the plan.

January 1, 2024, fine

In order to find realism, my father also tied me up and took a picture of me, and after the photo was taken, my father immediately untied me and asked me if I was afraid.

I said I wasn't scared, and I even thought it was funny.

We sent the photos out, and when I came back, my dad called me an electric phone, and it was the happiest few days I've ever had......