Ye Mian leaned on Gu Sasa's shoulder and listened to her tell about the relationship between Lu Yu and Qiao Zhanbei and the Qiao family, as well as the fact that he hypnotized her to change her memory.

Gu Sasa had also said it before, but she only had revenge on Qiao Zhanbei in her heart, and she didn't believe it at all and couldn't listen to it.

She knew the relationship between Lu Yu and the Qiao family, but what she knew was that Lu Yu's biological mother Mei Shufen and Qiao Zhanbei's father Qiao Jinyu were loving lovers, and Qiao Zhanbei's biological mother Tang Wanzhou was a third party involved.

Tang Wanzhou and her mother were best friends back then, because she fell in love with a man at the same time, she and her mother turned against each other and finally forced her to death.

However, the truth is exactly the opposite of what she remembers.

She didn't remember Lu Yu hypnotizing her at all.

After a long time, Ye Mian broke the calm in the carriage and asked softly, "Can my memory be restored to the same as before?" ”

Her body shrunk, her head rubbed against Gu Sasa's shoulders, and her eyes were unfocused at the slowly receding night street scene outside the car window.

Gu Sasa sighed in his heart, "I asked a lot of psychoanalysts and psychologists, but they all said that it was not easy to recover." ”

In the afternoon, Gu Ye led people to arrest Lu Yu, and beat the girl to beg for mercy, but he still said that there was no way to recover, saying that this hypnosis was irreversible. That grandson, who is so insidious, used you to seize Qiao's shares, almost succeeded, and now he is letting you and Qiao Zhanbei fall in love! ”

Speaking of Lu Yu, the more Gu Sasa spoke, the more excited she became, she gritted her teeth, and she hated to tear him apart. However, he was very hard in the background, and they could only beat him out of anger.

Love but can't.

Listening to these four words in Gu Sasa's words, Ye Mian's heart twitched inexplicably, a faint pain, and a feeling of loss.

It's very uncomfortable.

It seems that she and that Qiao Zhanbei should really love each other, but she doesn't remember that she loves him at all, she only hates him, and her mind is full of the things he did to her.

Ye Mian felt like a lost deer in a foggy forest at this time, and he didn't know where to go.

"I don't know what to do, facing that Qiao Zhanbei, returning to the villa with him before, it's all nightmare memories, it's painful, hateful, I can't kill him." She looked out the window and spoke to herself.

Seeing that he was injured, her heart was like a knife.

Hearing her say this, Gu Sasa's eyes were wet, Gu Ye, who was driving, bit his back molars, his heart was uncomfortably blocked, he took a cigarette in his mouth and lit it.

They looked at Ye Mian all the way, and they have been in love with Qiao Zhanbei for more than ten years until now, she loves her without hesitation and has not changed her mind, but now she has become like this.

Back in the apartment, Ye Mian took a shower and fell asleep without eating.

Villa, terrace.

Qiao Zhanbei held the mobile phone, Gu Sassa said on the other end, Ye Mian believed that there was something wrong with his memory, his heart was hot, and the corners of his lips curled up with joy.

"The bad news is that she can't remember a little bit of your goodness, it's all painful memories, and she says she can't face you."

Gu Sasa's voice came again, Qiao Zhanbei's throat tightened, his breath was suffocated, and he looked at the dark night sky, full of melancholy.

After a long while, he said in a deep voice: "Then I won't stimulate her first, continue to find a psychological hypnotist, and please take care of her more." Her menstrual period is approaching, tell her to drink more brown sugar ginger tea, and I will send it over when I turn around. ”

Wow, this pair of hard-working mandarin ducks.

Listening to Qiao Zhanbei's words, Gu Sasa sighed in his heart.

Hanging up the phone, Qiao Zhanbei walked to the room, picked up a box of cigarettes, just took out one, remembered Ye Mian's previous advice, he threw the cigarette into the trash.

How he wished that she could regain her memory, and control him to smoke and drink.

But now, she felt pain in the face of him.

Qiao Zhanbei took a few deep breaths, calmed the feeling of weakness in his heart, pinched the bridge of his nose, walked out of the bedroom, and went to the children's room to accompany Qiao Qiao to dispel the feeling of being without Ye Mian by his side.

The next day, in the apartment, Ye Mian got up early and made breakfast for himself and Gu Sasa.

When eating breakfast, Ye Mian habitually watched financial news.

"Qiao Zhanbei, President of Qiao's Group, will attend the business summit in the near future......"

Inadvertently, brushing up on this news, Ye Mian reflexively tensed her nerves, and a wave of hatred hit her heart, but she was also quickly aware of this emotion.

Fake, he didn't hurt you, he didn't hurt you.

She persuaded herself in her heart.

She quickly regained her composure and concentrated on eating, not using her phone.

Before going out, Gu Sasa took out a suitcase from the wardrobe and pushed it in front of her, "These are all the old antiques you treasure, take a look at them." ”

After Gu Sassa left, Ye Mian was in a daze at the very old suitcase.

This is still the suitcase she brought with her when she came to the capital from her hometown.

In my memory, it was a hot summer, and she was only fourteen years old. That day, she was alone, dragging a bulky suitcase, and traveled all day before arriving in the capital.

I took a taxi by myself, and according to the address, I found Qiao's house.

In the evening, she stood at the iron gate of the courtyard of the villa, looking timidly inside.

She saw a man and a woman come out of the villa.

The girl was wearing a white sleeveless Chanel dress, her long hair was coiled high, her skin was white and beautiful, and the young man beside her was like a jade face and a long and straight figure.

Holding hands, they walked towards each other like princesses and princes.

"Where did the country buns come from? Brother Qiao, is she here to apply for a nanny? The girl looked at her haughtily, like an ant, and her tone was full of mockery.

The corners of the young man's mouth twitched, "My mother's best friend's daughter is now an orphan, and she has to adopt her, inexplicably." ”

Ye Mian shook her head vigorously, and pulled out of this memory, this was her memory of the first time she saw Qiao Zhanbei and Tong Yaoyao, they had mocked her a lot before.

She suppressed her hatred and put down the suitcase, the suitcase from more than ten years ago was still a zipper style, and she still remembered the password.

As soon as the suitcase was opened, a faint fragrance of aged paper came to my face.

The box contains sketchbooks, high school textbooks, mock workbooks, notebooks, and ......

Looking at them, there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but she couldn't remember why she treasured these things, why did she even keep her high school textbooks?

She had a sketchbook, and in high school, she was an art student.

The cover of the sketchbook is very elegant, with pencil lines outlining a clump of irises, which is an imitation of Van Gogh's "Iris".

Ye Mian sat on the sofa by the balcony, soaking up the sunshine and opening the sketchbook.

The title page is in her handwriting, which reads: My first love belongs to you.

Her first love?

She flipped back a page.

A lifelike man's face comes into view, he has short hair, his face is smooth, well-defined, and his face is handsome, which is amazing.

It looked like Qiao Zhanbei, and a wave of hatred came to his heart.

was quickly restrained by her efforts.

I saw a line of words at the bottom, which was her font, she frowned, and read it softly: "On July 22, XX year, he rushed to Xunzhen and personally picked me up to go to the capital, and he said to me at the time: You are sleeping, come home with me." ”

"Come home with me."

Ye Mian muttered these words, and suddenly, his throat was inexplicably choked, the tip of his nose was pantothenic, and he had an urge to cry.

"He asked me if I liked Gu Ye, my heart was sore and painful, and I didn't dare to tell him the truth." She turned the page and read it again, her heart sour.

Flipping through the sketchbook, Ye Mian's mood fluctuated with these words, there were sour and sweet, touched, and faint bitterness, a very real feeling, her eyes were wet, and tears kept rolling down.

But she didn't remember any of these things happening, and her brain was blank.

She opened those textbooks and exercise books curiously, and the title page read "Qiao Zhanbei", and there were many words on the inner page, which were notes that students memorized, and the font was unfamiliar to her.

That man's textbook workbook, how could it be here for her?

She picked up a thick black soft leather notebook again, and the title page read: Ye Zhu and Mr. Qiao's daily work.

"On the first day of work, I was in a hurry, and I felt that Mr. Qiao was my assistant, he helped me prepare meeting materials, worked overtime at night, and told me to go to dinner, and by the way, I helped him bring a boxed lunch. I'm an assistant, I'm afraid I'll starve the boss to death, but fortunately, I remember his taste. ”

"Mr. Qiao drank a lot of wine at night, I saw that he was a little uncomfortable, so I helped him block a glass of wine, and on the car back, he seemed very unhappy and forbade me to help him block wine in the future."

……

"Mr. Qiao and I got the certificate, and after receiving the certificate, we went back to the company to continue working, as if nothing had happened, but I ...... in my heart Have mixed feelings about. I had never thought of marrying him before, and I couldn't even think of it, but it happened......"

"I lived with Mr. Qiao, and Qiao's mother sent Aunt Wu to keep an eye on us, but sleeping in the same bed, we are very different."

"Today for the first time I helped Mr. Qiao tie, to the end, my legs were weak, looking at his sexy Adam's apple, I really wanted to take a bite......"

"It's autumn, I ordered a few sets of seasonal suits for Mr. Qiao, bought him clothes, and dressed him, I have a very happy feeling."

"Last night, I got drunk and put Mr. Joe to sleep. Afterwards, I said I was drunk and told him not to mind. Actually, I was very sober at the time. ”

"Mr. Qiao's stomach is getting worse and worse, I have to think of a way to get him to quit smoking and drinking, and make him a soup company to nourish his stomach, and drink it three times a day."

……

Ye Mian flipped through the notebook page by page, reading the words on it, her heart was throbbing inexplicably, through these words, she could feel that she loved that Qiao Zhanbei very much, from junior high school to after marriage.

She leaned back on the sofa, closed her eyes, and recalled these things carefully, however, all she remembered were the heinous things that Qiao Zhanbei had done to her.

"Don't, let go of me, Joe, Mr. Joe! I don't-"

"Ye Zhu, don't call it, Mr. Qiao gave you to me in order to win my project."

In the box, the fat-headed and big-eared old man held her in his arms and kissed her cheek obscenely, he was full of alcohol, his stubble pierced her skin, and his hands were up and down on her.

She looked at Qiao Zhanbei helplessly, the man walked to the door, picked up his suit jacket, turned his head and said to her, "Serve Mr. Liu well." ”

With that, he ruthlessly left her behind and opened the door and went out.

For the project, he gave her to the client.

She was pregnant with a child, lying on the operating table, almost with two deaths, and called him, but he was bathing with his fiancée in the mandarin ducks.

Ye Mian's fists were clenched, her whole body was tense, and a wave of hatred annihilated her.

I don't know how long it took for her to break free from this hatred, and she fell asleep on the sofa.

In the dark, I feel that I love him very much, but when I think of him, it is all unbearable memories and hatred......

This feeling of disconnection and contradiction is painful.

She got up and locked the suitcase in her closet, determined not to think about this person anymore.

If you don't want him and don't see him, you won't hate him much and suffer more.

The next day, when Gu Sasa got up, Ye Mian was already dressed neatly, she was wearing an off-white round-neck lazy style knit sweater, accompanied by a blue cotton skirt, and the skirt was embroidered with delicate patterns.

His face was covered with light makeup, which covered up his haggardness and looked like he was going out.

"You're going to work in the studio?" Gu Sa raised his eyebrows and asked thoughtfully.

"I haven't been to the store for many days, and I remember that there are a few paintings that haven't been embroidered yet." Ye Mian knew that Gu Sasa wanted to know her thoughts even more.

She then said calmly: "I've seen all those items, I can't think of anything, when I mention that person, I still hate it, I still don't want to think about it, I have to get busy." ”

"So, you and Qiao Zhanbei are going to die and never get along? More than ten years of relationship, don't you want it? Gu Sasa was a little excited, and her voice couldn't help but rise a little higher.

This beauty has been in love with Qiao Zhanbei for more than ten years, the two of them know each other and love each other, they have gone through life and death, and death has not been able to separate them, but they are separated because Ye Mian was changed by the wicked man.

This is too aggrieved and regrettable.

Her best friend looks really anxious for them.

Listening to Gu Sasa's words, Ye Mian's heart ached faintly, as if she didn't want to do this in her heart, but what could she do?

When she thought of that person, she was full of hatred and pain.

Gu Sasa saw her red eyes, stepped forward, hugged her, and patted her back, "How do you think it's better than how to come, sisters will always support you!" ”

Ye Mian Waner.

She soon arrived at the embroidery pavilion, at this point, the other employees and masters had not yet arrived, she turned on the monitor outside the store, and soon her personal promotional video appeared.

The promotional video shows her Suzhou embroidery works, including "Qingming Riverside Picture", "Qinghe", and the double-sided embroidery paintings of the old lady Daman and the old Earl couple embroidered by her and Jiang Xun together.

She also saw her appearance as a girl in the picture, when did she embroider herself?

Ye Mian was puzzled, the picture frame was flipped over, and a young man appeared, dressed in white and with black hair, with a clear and noble temperament......

It's what the man looked like when he was younger.

This double-sided embroidery painting seems to have been embroidered by herself, and it is a particularly difficult thing to embroider a double-sided painting by herself, so it must have been embroidered for a long, long time, right?

But she wasn't impressed.

Ye Mian's eyebrows were tangled with fine lines, quietly looking at the embroidery on the screen, there was a warm current in her heart, slowly surging, and her eyes gradually wet.

In addition to being moved, there is also a sour feeling, and my heart can't stop beating.

She thought that she could calm down by sinking into embroidery, but as a result, her hands were often pricked by embroidery needles, and this kind of low-level overturning made even the masters make fun of her.

"Master Ye, are you out of love? I've been restless lately. ”

Lovelorn.

Listening to this word, Ye Mian's heart was empty, as if there was a very precious thing there that she had lost.

……

In the study, Qiao Zhanbei finished the video conference, just turned off the computer, and at a glance, he looked at the face of the girl in the painting.

His fingers lightly ran over her cheek, the corners of his mouth rising bitterly.

They hadn't seen each other for ten days.

Every time he wanted to see her, he remembered that she was moving with her back to the wall, looking like a femme fatale who avoided him.

That look is so distressing.

He couldn't bear to provoke her any more.

But are they just old and dead?

Thinking of this, it was as if someone was holding a knife and ripping out the flesh of his heart, the pain was unbearable, Qiao Zhanbei gritted his teeth and opened the drawer to look for cigarettes, he searched all over the study, but he didn't find a single cigarette.

The man grumpied his head.

At this time, there was a knock on the door of the study, and the voice of the nanny came from outside: "Sir, Madame is back." ”

Madame is back?

Qiao Zhanbei thought that he had heard it wrong, he was stunned, and then he reacted that it was Ye Mian who came back.