Chapter 320: I Don't Blame You
Under the doctor's treatment, Qiao quickly regained consciousness.
The first thing she did when she woke up was to ask about Shen Yan, and Qin Jianming's face showed a slightly complicated look.
"He and Sangsang were in the guest house, and I didn't let anyone disturb them."
Qin Jianming really wanted to see him in person at the beginning, but in the end he didn't make the trip, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't want to see him.
Thinking that because of their mistakes, he had been in such a place for so many years, Qin Jianming felt full of guilt, he didn't know what kind of mood and face he should face him with.
After Qiao's eagerly inquiring, he was also silent.
She also had the idea of wanting to see it.
She also wanted to see Shen Yan very much, but thinking that it was her wrong choice that caused him to have such a miserable life all these years, Qiao Shi was full of self-blame and guilt, she felt that she had no face to see him at all.
At this moment, the maids outside came and went, and Sang Sang and Shen Yan came.
When the two of them heard this, they immediately restrained their expressions, hurriedly sorted out their appearance, and even more nervously slapped their abdomen, thinking about what to say next.
Shen Yan's face was calm, and he seemed to be very calm, but only he knew how chaotic and apprehensive his heart was at this time.
Sangsang held his hand and gave him a look of encouragement.
Lord Qin and Mrs. Qin are both friendly people, they both talked happily with each other just now, and now that they know that Shen Yan is their biological son, they will only be better to Shen Yan.
Sang Sang believes that they will definitely be good parents, and they will make up for what Shen Yan lacked before.
But as everyone knows, it is precisely because the relationship between them is revealed that they will be more uncomfortable getting along.
Shen Yan wasn't sure, after they had treated Shen Rui as their own son for ten years, would they have a psychology similar to being bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of the well rope.
Shen Yan is not used to being a person who takes the initiative to please himself, he is used to hiding his emotions in his heart, and puts himself in a position where he can attack and retreat.
As soon as he entered the house, Sang Sang motioned for Shen Yan to speak, Shen Yan raised his eyes to look at Qiao's, and said softly, "Are you okay?" ”
He didn't call her, because he wasn't sure what to call her.
Qiao's eyes stared at him with a wrong look, and her eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, but she held back her stubbornly.
She shook her head and choked up: "No, it's okay, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm sick, just raise it." ”
Shen Yan nodded, "Well, that's good." ”
After saying this, Shen Yan fell silent, and the entire room instantly fell into silence.
Sang Sang suddenly hated that iron could not become steel, in the past, he was just silent, at this time, he should say a few more words.
Sang Sang was about to say a few words to help ease the atmosphere, and if they were embarrassed to speak, she would open her mouth.
But Qin Jianming took the lead.
He looked at Shen Yan and said in a slow voice, "Child, we all know your life experience, and it has really hurt you all these years."
It's all because of our carelessness, we can't even recognize our own biological children, which is why you are left out, and you have suffered for so many years in vain, it is your father and mother who are sorry for you......"
Qiao Shi finally couldn't help it and cried directly.
"It's all my fault, it's me who mistook Chen, I hurt you, even if you have a complaint in your heart, I, I have nothing to say......"
In the end, Qiao's was already crying, and Qin Jianming's eyes were also dyed with a little red meaning.
Seeing this, Shen Yan couldn't help but feel a little moved in his heart, and his tone was unconsciously eager, "No, these are not your fault, the real culprit is the Shen family, the mastermind of this matter, not you." ”
After a pause, he added, "I don't blame you. ”
Hearing these last words, Qin Jianming and Qiao's eyes both lit up.
"Really, really? You really don't blame us? ”
Shen Yan nodded slowly, "When you sent me away, you had no choice but to send me away, and the Chen family ...... She's not heinous, and in the first few years, she was actually pretty nice to me.
The reason why she changed was indeed due to her cowardly personality, but it was more because of Shen Dazhu, so you are not the wrong person, so you don't have to blame yourself.
Perhaps these tribulations are all in my life, and I deserve to endure all these in order to sharpen my strength. ”
Shen Yan's words once again made Qiao's cry silently, and the more Shen Yan said this in such a light tone, the more Qiao's heart blamed himself.
She felt that Shen Yan must be comforting herself, so she would deliberately speak for Chen, and she would deliberately downplay her suffering.
But in fact, what Shen Yan said was the truth, and his mood was also very peaceful at this time.
In the past, the Chen family was really good to him, and the few family care he received came from the Chen family.
In the past, Shen Yan had a deep admiration for the Chen family.
It's just that this kind of admiration was slowly exhausted when she didn't dare to resist Shen Dazhu again and again, and remained silent about the unfair treatment he received again and again.
Although she did not directly mistreat Shen Yan, her silence at that time was equivalent to mistreating his accomplice.
But no matter what, she is also one of the few people in the Shen family who is not bad to him.
But Shen Yan's words obviously couldn't make them believe it, let alone comfort them.
With a nest of tigers and wolves like the Shen family, and the cowardly and inactive character of the Chen family, what kind of shelter can Shen Yan give? If she could really shelter him, if she had the heart to shelter him, she would not have watched him be kicked out of the house.
Seeing that Qiao's tears were still flowing, Shen Yan felt a little flustered in his heart.
The only person he coaxed was Sang Sang, and Sang Sang was actually very easy to coax and didn't cry a lot, so Shen Yan couldn't help but be a little helpless at the moment.
He paused, and finally could only say: "You really don't have to blame yourself, I'm really not that bad, I should actually feel lucky, because I stayed in Xitian Village, so I was able to meet Sangsang." ”
As he spoke, he looked at Sangsang, his eyes full of tenderness.
This is the greatest joy in his heart.
His identity was reversed, and Shen Yan was naturally angry in his heart, and his hatred for Shen Dazhu also reached its peak.
But when he thought of Sangsang, his hatred was slightly diluted.
It was precisely because he stayed in Xitian Village that he had the opportunity to meet Sangsang, save Sangsang, and conclude a good relationship with her.
Perhaps, this is the arrangement of providence in the dark.
This is the medicine to dissolve the hatred in Shen Yan's heart.
Hearing this, Sang Sang held his hand harder, and his eyes were more full of deep love when he looked at him.
The eyes between the two of them looked at each other, almost sticky to the point where they could draw.
Qiao stopped crying, and Qin Jianming forgot to continue to be sad.