Chapter 257: Scars
Her lower abdomen was slightly cold.
His palms burned.
He rubbed his fingertips lightly on the scar, without any lust, only full of pity, Jiang Li looked at him sideways, and sure enough, he saw that his eyes were full of distress.
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Li moved uncomfortably, "How many years have I been, and it doesn't hurt anymore." ”
"I'll see."
"Don't."
Jiang Li didn't want to refuse directly. She is a girl after all, she still has a heart for beauty, and the scar is too ugly, she doesn't want Feng Siye to see it at all.
"Just one glance."
She took out Feng Siye's hand and whispered, "Ugly." ”
"It's not ugly, it's a medal."
“……”
The two looked at each other, no one refused to compromise, and Jiang Li was defeated for a long time, "Just a glance." ”
"Okay."
Feng Siye lifted the quilt, pushed the hem of her pajamas up, and then pulled down her pajama pants, revealing her fair and tight waist.
But......
In stark contrast to her fair waist, there was a sinuous scar on her lower abdomen down her navel, which had been so long that it had become slightly white.
The skin on her lower abdomen is not as tight as her lower back.
Probably because the belly was too big when I was pregnant, so I left shallow stretch marks, and the lines were already very faint, and you have to look carefully to see clearly.
Feng Siye's hand trembled slightly.
Jiang Li speaks boldly, but in fact, he is very shy and passive when facing the affairs of men and women, and she never lets him turn on the light when he is intimate.
So, he knew she had a wound on her lower abdomen, but it was the first time he had seen it.
His trembling fingertips landed on the scar.
"It hurt, didn't it?"
"It doesn't hurt." Jiang Li wanted to reach out to block it, but Feng Siye held down her wrist, and she said helplessly, "I was anesthetic for cesarean section, and I didn't feel any pain at all." ”
"Afterwards?"
Afterwards, she was sent to rescue with heavy bleeding, and the next half a month was basically spent in a coma, during that time she was in a daze, most of the time she was sleeping, sometimes she would have some messy nightmares when she fell asleep, and the whole person was confused.
And she was too swollen during pregnancy, and she also grew a lot of fat in her abdomen, because of the coma, she did not do a good job of postpartum care, which caused the fat liquefaction of the wound, so the scar on the abdomen was hypertrophied and bumpy to the touch.
Sometimes when she looks in the mirror after taking a shower, she thinks the scar is ugly.
Jiang Li pushed his hand away, "It doesn't hurt much afterwards." ”
"Liar."
“……”
"Wen Lingfeng said that cesarean section is basically a horizontal scar, why is yours vertical?"
"At that time, the situation was more dangerous, and the doctor said that the extension of the vertical incision was not limited, and the vertical incision exposed a better field of view than the transverse incision during the operation, and the situation of the three small ones could be widely explored, so the vertical incision was chosen."
Jiang Li was lying down, unable to see Feng Siye's expression clearly, but she could feel his gaze falling on his lower abdomen, Jiang Li covered his lower abdomen, "It's just not beautiful, and you can't wear a crop top in the future." ”
"Do you want to get rid of the scar?"
“……”
Jiang Li covered it firmerly, "You think it's ugly too, don't you?" ”
"No, I just don't want you to mind."
"Liar, you just dislike it."
“……”
Feng Siye proved that he was not disgusted with practical actions, he pulled her hand away, leaned over and dropped a kiss on the scar, this kiss was not lustful at all, like a devout believer, the movement was gentle and sacred.
His breath sprayed on her skin, causing Jiang Li to tremble.
"Ginger ginger."
"Huh?"
"I owe you a thank you all the time, thank you."
"Thanks for what?"
"Thank you for choosing to keep the three little ones."
“……”
Jiang Li was silent.
She's not that great.
When she found out that she was pregnant, her first reaction was to have an abortion, and the doctor told her that her uterine wall was naturally much thinner than others, and if she had an abortion, she would probably not be able to be a mother for the rest of her life.
She didn't want to regret it in the future, and she was pregnant with triplets, so she couldn't bear to have an abortion, so she kept them.
"I regretted ......"
When she went to country H, she couldn't have plastic surgery immediately with that disfigured face, and was stared at by too many people with strange eyes...... And because I was pregnant, I couldn't find a job, so I could only wash dishes in the restaurant...... and when she was busy with a whole day's work, and at night her calves cramped wildly, and she was so painful that she couldn't sleep and cried......
She regretted it.
She even went to the hospital to consult about the miscarriage, but it was only because the fetus was more than three months old at that time, and she could not have a medical abortion, so she could only induce labor, and it was dangerous to induce labor, so she gave up.
"I know."
"You don't blame me?"
"What do you blame? Children are in your womb, and you have the right to decide whether they go or stay, even if you do choose not to want them, I can understand that. Single mothers are not so easy to do. ”
At the beginning, without worrying about money, he and Jiu Ci took Xiaohan with two people, and there were servants to help, and he was still busy every day. Not to mention that Jiang Li had no financial resources at that time, and he was alone with two children.
“……”
Feng Si lay back and hugged her at night, and lightly imprinted a kiss on her cheek, "It's because I know how hard it is, so I'm even more grateful." Either way, you chose to keep them. ”
Jiang Li's eyes were a little red.
She silently hugged Feng Siye back and said in a nasal voice, "Feng Siye, I find that you are getting better at talking to love now." ”
“……”
What kind of love words he is talking about, they are all the truth.
"Do you like to hear it?"
Jiang Li was not hypocritical at all, and immediately said, "I like it." ”
"Then I'll tell you a lot about it in the future." After a pause, he added, "I'll only tell you in this life." ”
“……”
This man is too good at flirting.
This night.
It's rare that there is no passion, but it is full of warmth.
The two hugged each other and fell asleep, Jiang Li nested in Feng Siye's arms, and soon fell asleep, but Feng Siye had some insomnia.
Jiang Li has a tenacity.
The things she encountered, any one of them on someone else, were devastating. But she has experienced so many bad things, but she can still face the difficulties, live herself so beautifully, and bring her two children so well.
In addition to being distressed, he also has deep admiration in his heart.
The more Feng Siye thought about it, the more he couldn't sleep.
He couldn't change what happened before, but no one would want to bully her in the future.
Not anyone!
Feng Siye grabbed his mobile phone and made an international call.
The phone was quickly connected, and Feng Hao's joking voice came, "It's the middle of the night in China, and you don't sleep with your wife in your arms in the middle of the night, why are you calling me?" ”
Feng Siye's voice was slightly cool, "It's been more than a month!" ”
Feng Hao muttered in a low voice, "It's not been more than a few days, and I'm busy with work here, not eating, drinking, and having fun." ”
"I've booked you a ticket for tomorrow!"
"I ......"
Feng Siye interrupted him, "If you don't come back tomorrow, you won't have to come back in your life." ”
“……”