Chapter 184: Lovelessness Only at Night
When Gu Nanyan saw Su Xuejing, he realized that Old Man Su didn't lie at all.
Su Xuejing really wanted to die.
The last time I saw her, she was still a bright and beautiful woman, and this time I saw her, I lost at least one or two pounds.
Lying on the hospital bed, not angry at all.
The back of the hand is swollen because of the daily infusion.
The face with thin bones protruding was so white that there was no blood.
"Why are you doing this?" Gu Nanyan walked to the side of the bed and looked at Su Xuejing condescendingly.
When Su Xuejing saw her, her eyes immediately widened.
"It's you...... What are you here to do? ”
"I still have the strength to speak." Gu Nanyan chuckled, "I'll take a look at how miserable you are as a defeated general." ”
"You get out! Get out! Obvious anger appeared on Su Xuejing's numb face for many days, "Who let you in, get out of here!" ”
"Why, I feel ashamed to see this look?" Gu Nanyan's expression remained unchanged, and he continued to taunt, "Since you want to die, why are you afraid that I will see it?" If you're really dead, I'll know too, won't I? ”
"Gu Nanyan, are you looking forward to my death?" Su Xuejing has no strength in her body because of her hunger strike for many days.
She was lying on the bed, staring at Gu Nanyan, her eyes were about to pop out.
"You're wrong, it's you who want to die, but it's not that I want you to die." Gu Nanyan looked innocent.
"Come on, get her out, get her out!" Su Xuejing didn't want to see Gu Nanyan for a moment, and wanted to ask someone to drive her out.
But no matter how much she shouted, no one came in.
"The person who really wants to die should be completely desperate for this world, no matter who can shake her heart, and can no longer provoke her joys, sorrows, and sorrows. But when you see me, I still know that you are angry, which means that you don't really want to die, you just want to escape, want to escape from me forever, escape from this world. Gu Nanyan slowly analyzed.
"Don't talk nonsense here, Gu Nanyan, who do you think you are, I never lost to you, why should I run away from you? You are nothing in my eyes! Su Xue was so angry that the green tendons on her forehead bulged out.
"At this time, stop deceiving yourself. You have excellent academic qualifications, excellent work ability, and good looks, and I married and had children at a young age, I have no education, and I don't have much work experience, you thought you could trample me under your feet, but you didn't expect that in a competition with me, you became the biggest loser in the end. You can't accept this fact, so you want to run away, I have to say, you are really fragile enough in your heart, no wonder you will lose to me. Gu Nanyan continued to say without changing his face.
"Gu Nanyan, what are you proud of! Do you think you'll always be so lucky? Su Xuejing attributed Gu Nanyan's victory to luck.
Gu Nanyan couldn't help but smile and said, "Of course I have to be proud, whether I will be so lucky in the future, you can't see it anyway." You're the one I've ever had the most complete loss in my life.
"You ......" Su Xue was so angry that she couldn't speak.
Gu Nanyan smiled slowly.
"If I were you, I wouldn't be looking for death. Since they are already so good, I try to make myself better, so good that everyone can see how well I am living. Only by living better, the failures of the past will gradually become a small thing, a small thing that can be gradually forgotten and ignored. On the contrary, if you live poorly, or die, your past failures will be infinitely magnified and ridiculed, and everyone will only remember your failures when they think of you as a person. ”
Su Xuejing listened to Gu Nanyan's words, and her hands clenched little by little.
So, even if you die, it will make people laugh?
"By the way, I'll tell you one more thing." Gu Nanyan hesitated for a moment and said, "Your father went to beg my family to save you, and when he was old, he knelt down for a junior on the spot." ”
"What did you say?" Su Xuejing's face really changed.
But even so, Bo Yan will never come to see you. If you still have hope in him, you should die sooner rather than later. ”
After Gu Nanyan finished speaking, he couldn't help but sigh, "A person's failure may not be terrible, and even the family will become a joke, then it will really be ridiculous."
"Gu Nanyan, shut up!" Su Xuejing was furious again: "I have already died to Shen Boyan. ”
"Whether you have the heart to die or not, only you know. Whether it's a joke that makes people laugh when you're dead, or those jokes that make people forget about you when you're alive, you choose. After Gu Nanyan finished speaking, he took out his mobile phone and looked at the time: "My time is very precious, so I won't talk to you more, after all, your life or death has nothing to do with me." ”
Gu Nanyan threw down his words, turned around and left.
As soon as she was about to walk to the door, Su Xuejing called out to her.
"Gu Nanyan, I won't lose to you all the time, I won't!"
Gu Nanyan smiled silently and left directly.
Only when people are ambitious can they have a strong desire to survive.
Su Xuejing is actually a very good person, and she ended up today, but she made a mistake in her feelings.
If she can figure out this truth, she should be a good talent in the future.
……
Within two days, Su Xuejing was discharged from the hospital.
Shen Boyan only heard her say when she was having dinner with Gu Nanyan that she had gone to see Su Xuejing.
"So, she was suddenly discharged from the hospital because of you?" Shen Boyan held his knife and fork and stared at Gu Nanyan with his eyes.
"Perhaps." It was sunny outside, Gu Nanyan and Shen Boyan were sitting in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window enjoying the food, Gu Nanyan felt very comfortable.
She is a doctor, and as the saying goes, saving a life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter.
She must have saved another life, right?
"What did you say to her?" Shen Boyan was a little curious.
"I didn't say anything, I just analyzed to her what happened after she died, she probably thought it was useless to her, so she didn't want to die." After Gu Nanyan finished speaking, he stuffed another piece of steak into his mouth.
"Analytical...... What happens after you die? Shen Boyan obviously couldn't imagine it for himself.
"However, you are really so ruthless, even if she is really dead, don't you want to take a look?" After eating a little full, Gu Nanyan put down the tableware and took the lemonade to drink.
Shen Boyan probably didn't expect the topic to suddenly turn to himself.
"No, no." He barely thought about it, and replied crisply.
He was a cold-hearted man with no sympathy.
He is not worried about the life and death of others.
Gu Nanyan's hand holding the water cup paused, probably too full, and the ghost asked in a bad way, "You won't be so ruthless to me one day, right?" ”
Shen Boyanjun's face sank obviously.
He looked around for a moment before he lowered his voice and replied, "If you really want to think that I will be ruthless to you, then I will only be ruthless to you at night." ”