Chapter 436: Overcoming Fear
Inpatient department entrance.
Xiao Han took Jiang Li's hand and stood there with some resistance, not wanting to go in to see Jiang Xi at all.
Jiang Li didn't force him.
She squatted beside the little guy, and after his little expression was not so serious, she squatted down and looked at the little guy, "Is Xiao Han afraid?" ”
“……”
The little one hesitated a little and nodded.
"Mom and Dad are here, they will protect Xiao Han."
Jiang Li felt that she had to push the little guy, otherwise he would always stay in his own little world and be reluctant to come out, she hoped that he could live a healthy and happy life like Yangyang and Tangtang.
Jiang Li held the little guy's little face, she cried with her little face, "But my mother really hopes that Xiao Han can overcome the fear in her heart as soon as possible, I really hope that I can hear Xiao Han's voice, and I really hope to hear Xiao Han call her mother 'Mommy'." ”
“……”
The little guy's expression suddenly became tangled.
Jiang Li added his strength again, "Can Xiao Han be brave for his mother once?" ”
“……”
The little guy took a breath, his eyes closed, and he nodded vigorously with a look of death.
Jiang Li looked sad and funny.
She rubbed the little guy's head and took his hand, "Don't worry, Mom and Dad will be by your side to protect you." ”
Feng Siye walked over and took his other hand.
The little guy looked at Jiang Li and then at Feng Siye, as if he had suddenly given birth to courage, he pulled the two of them, walked forward with his little short legs, and walked forward majestically.
The Dean leads the way.
It's a rare sunny day today.
Many patients were basking in the sun in the courtyard, Jiang Li swept his eyes around, but he didn't see Jiang Xi.
She asked the dean, "Doesn't Jiang Xi usually come out for activities?" ”
"She'......"
The dean's expression was a little complicated, "She probably doesn't have time." ”
"Don't have time?"
"You'll see it later."
Entered the courtyard.
Jiang Li heard the sound of music coming from a certain room, accompanied by the sound of drums and singing, but the singing was very unpleasant, like a magic sound.
Probably because the singer was out of tune, her voice was hoarse, her voice was completely out of tune, and the pain was like killing a chicken.
As it approaches.
With the occasional scream, the voice grew clearer.
At last.
The dean stood at the door of the innermost room.
Jiang Li and Feng Siye stood at the door with Xiao Han in hand, and saw a middle-aged woman beating a drum in one hand and a stick in the other, and each of her drums just stepped on the node of the music. Beside her, Jiang Xi stood on the edge of the bed and sang at the top of her voice, and whenever she went out of tune, the middle-aged woman would hit her on the shoulder with a stick, and Jiang Xi would let out a miserable scream.
She didn't dare to resist after being beaten.
She continued to sing at the top of her voice, trying to find the key of the song.
Compared to the last time I was in the detention center.
Jiang Xi has almost changed as a person.
She had lost a lot of weight, her expression was withered, her eyes were sloppy, her eyes were dark blue, and her whole face was gray.
Jiang Li raised his eyebrows.
It seems that Feng Siye asked the dean to "take special care" of Jiang Xi, and the dean listened to it.
Single door.
The dean was at the front, so Jiang Xi was the first to see the dean.
She reacted half a beat slowly, and after confirming that the person at the door was the dean, her singing voice stopped abruptly, and she pounced as if she saw a life-saving straw.
"Dean, I'm going to change rooms...... I can't stand it anymore, I want to change ......"
The voice did not fall.
She saw Jiang Li, Feng Siye and Xiao Han behind the dean.
Jiang Xi's eyes suddenly lit up.
She subconsciously begged for help.
"Xiao Han, Xiao Han, save your mother, save your mother!"
“……”
Xiao Han hugged Feng Siye's legs, and his little face was a little pale.
Feng Siye bent down and picked him up, "Don't be afraid. ”
“……”
The little one was visibly scared.
He didn't dare to look at Jiang Xi squarely, and his small body trembled at a frequency that was visible to the naked eye.
What a psychological shadow this has to be.
to scare the child like this.
Jiang Li was distressed, she stopped in front of Jiang Xi, saw Jiang Xi stretched out his hand to drag Xiao Han, and pushed her out hard, "Don't touch him." ”
Jiang Xi burst into tears.
She's going crazy.
She's really going crazy to be tortured.
In the past three days, she has slept for less than ten hours. She was so sleepy, her head hurting so hard that it was about to explode, like someone was hitting her temple with a hammer.
Compared to this mental torture, she even felt that a middle-aged woman hitting her with a stick was nothing.
She thought going to a mental hospital was salvation.
Now she knew that this was another hell.
She didn't want to stay in this damn place anymore.
Jiang Xi cried for help, she didn't dare to count on Feng Siye and Jiang Li, she could only put her hope on Xiao Han, she didn't dare to step forward again, leaned on the door frame, and looked humbly at Xiao Han in Feng Siye's arms.
"Xiaohan, it's my mother, I've been your mother for more than three years, and I've been good to you sometimes, you can't be so conscienceless...... Get Mommy out of here. ”
“……”
Xiao Han buried his head in Feng Siye's arms and trembled.
Fear is not something that can be overcome overnight.
Feng Siye patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be afraid, Dad is here, no one can hurt you." ”
“……”
The little guy's little hands tightly grasped the clothes on Feng Siye's chest.
He felt as if his courage had returned a little.
He slowly raised his head from Feng Siye's arms.
I saw Jiang Xi staring at him with burning eyes.
The little one shuddered.
He thought about countless pictures of being abused by Jiang Xi.
Pinch him and wring him.
Prick him with a needle.
Put him in a small dark room.
Deliberately stepped on his foot with the heel of a high heel.
Cook for him, deliberately put lots and lots of salt, and force him to eat it all.
Bathing him, deliberately using cold water, not allowing him to come out of the bathroom after taking a bath, letting him stand naked in the shower room, and not allowing him to dry his body with a towel.
It's scariest when you sleep.
She would tell him scary and scary stories, and she would use her tablet to find the kind of particularly scary movies that he would force him to watch, and every time he would be too scared to close his eyes.
He was often sick at that time.
As long as he is sick, Daddy will come back to see him, so that Jiang Xi can see Daddy.
He thought about telling Daddy about the abuse.
But Jiang Xi threatened him that if he dared to speak, she would kill him.
He longs for motherly love.
There is a fear of Jiang Xi in his bones.
So he didn't dare to sue.
When he knew that Jiang Xi was not his mother, he almost cried.
It turned out that Jiang Xi didn't like him because he was disobedient and well-behaved, and his personality was not pleasant, but because he was not her child.
"Xiaohan, save your mother's ......"
“……”
Xiao Han secretly looked at Jiang Xi from the corner of his eye.
She was too far from the glamorous appearance he remembered, and she didn't have the domineering and fierce appearance in his memory.
Originally.
Bad women are not omnipotent, either.
Thinking about it this way, he realized that he didn't seem to be so scared anymore.