Imperial Doctor Jiang knew that Jiang Fei's illness was a bit dangerous, so he took the risk of taking a fierce medicine, so that Jiang Yan slept for most of the day and did not wake up until nearly dusk in the afternoon.

At this time, the sunlight outside was insufficient, and the light inside was a little dim, and she opened her eyes in a daze, and before she could regain her senses, she was overwhelmed by the sadness of the long-lost depression.

She was stunned for a moment, not even noticing that she was lying on Silo's lap and being held in her arms, and all she could do was take care of the frustration.

What's going on?

She wondered why it was so uncomfortable?

Am I already well? No more curses, no more contempt in the throat, no one knows her past, and she will never know what kind of notorious and despised woman she is.

But why is it still so uncomfortable, and why do you still want to die?

By the way, Jiang Yu thought, she remembered, it was Xu Zhi.

That promising young man had no entanglement with Queen Chu in the past, they had never been familiar with each other, and they might even have a little enmity.

But why did she still catch the once familiar love in his eyes...... Did she do something wrong?

Could it be, just like those people once scolded her, is she seducing men again?

Jiang Yan's doubts suppressed her sadness, and she was stunned and recalled carefully, recalling every detail of getting along with Xu Zhi.

When did she seduce people again? Is it time to give him a kite? Was it when you told him to thank him after buying a book for himself? Or when you inadvertently meet her and smile at him subconsciously while walking?

Or is she such a person, every face, every look, every smile, is actually seducing this man who originally had nothing to do with Queen Chu?

But I didn't......

Jiang Yu thought - I don't love him, and even because of his actual age, I only treat him as a little teenager, a child who has not yet grown up, and I have no reason to seduce him.

Someone's voice seemed to be ringing in her ears, and the sharp voice accused her mercilessly: "You don't like him, but you still want to seduce him!" You are a demon concubine and adulterous woman, you were born to bring disaster to the country and the people, you have harmed so many people, killed your husband, and killed your own monarch, how can you have the face to lie in the arms of that tyrant and laugh? Why don't you die!! ”

Jiang Yan gasped.

She tilted her head stiffly to the side, facing the bronze mirror on the small dressing table not far away.

Queen Chu in the mirror frowned at herself with teary eyes, showing a kind of gentle and pitiful sadness - that is not the demeanor that Queen Chu should have.

She should be the kind of woman she envies the most, she should be generous and hearty, and she should be good-looking, even if she is beautiful, she will not make people want to play with possession.

Her eyebrows should be awe-inspiring, and her demeanor should be noble and elegant...... She wouldn't, and shouldn't be, that's how she looked.

This is not Queen Chu's demeanor, this is Jiang Yan's.

No wonder, no wonder, she really deserves to be scolded, even if she shamelessly stole Queen Chu's body and borrowed Queen Chu's face, she still didn't change her nature, and let such a face appear so easy to seduce others.

Jiang Yan's mentality fluctuated violently, on the one hand, she clearly knew that all these thoughts were because of the strong horns after the heart attack, but on the other hand, she couldn't help but be persuaded by this series of seemingly reasonable ideas, and couldn't help but believe that this was the truth.

Her pleasure and relaxation during this time are real, plus she has changed to a healthy body, in fact, her heart disease has been greatly improved, if it weren't for the sudden stimulation today, it just hit the most irreversible point in her heart, plus she received another kind of impact from the conversation with Master Chu, maybe she will be cured, and she will not have a seizure for the rest of her life.

But getting better is getting better, and what is rising from the bottom of her heart now is the desire to survive that she didn't have before, and this desire to live is inextricably linked with the will to die caused by heart disease, which makes her instinctively eager to find a solution.

Siluo sat on the couch and fell asleep tiredly, and did not forget to hold her tightly in her arms, Jiang Yan subconsciously didn't want to wake her up even when she was sick, so her body was motionless, just stretched out her hand sideways and struggled to grope for a while, and sure enough, she touched a cold instrument.

She pulled the small silver fork from the edge of the cushion and backrest for the fruit.

This is what she used to eat fruit after breakfast this morning, but when she was about to go out, she accidentally fell into a crevice, and she didn't have time to take it out, so it came in handy.

Jiang Yan turned her head, glanced at the bronze mirror again, and apologized to Queen Chu in her heart with some distraction - it's all my fault, it's all my fault for such a good-looking face like yours.

But now she was distorted by the voices that threatened her to die at once and begged her to live, and she stubbornly believed that she had found the best of both worlds.

She reached out and gestured to the side, then pressed the small silver fork with three sharp teeth against the corner of the eye on the left side of her face.

Jiang Yan didn't feel the pain at all, her hand was hard, and the blood finally came out with great effort, as Jiang Yan slowly went down, the three sharp teeth cut the flesh along the cheek little by little, and the warm blood flowed more and more, dropping down Jiang Yan's side face and falling onto Siluo's legs.

may have a hunch, but this little insignificant temperature woke up the silk like boiling water.

She was excited, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Jiang Yu lying on her side in her arms, closing her eyes and making a bloody cut on her face expressionlessly.

“！”

This time, Siluo was so shocked that she couldn't even scream, she opened her mouth, but she didn't make any sound, and her hand had already grabbed Jiang Yan's hand for the first time to stop her from continuing to exert force. The other hand forcibly snatched the silver fork.

Jiang Yu looked at Siluo a little confused, she still refused to let go, so she turned over and half-sat up, and snatched it with Siluo.

When she did all this, she was quite serious, and she didn't feel that she had done anything shocking.

"Come on...... Come! Siro was finally able to shout: "Ivy! ”

In fact, there is no need for anyone else, Jiang Yu is very weak now, her strength is not Silo's opponent at all, even if she uses the strength of her whole body, it is useless, and finally her hand slipped, and the fork came out of her hand, but she did not resist this backward force, the back of her head hit the wooden armrest, her will was on the verge of collapse, and she directly lost consciousness at this moment, and even Silo's shouting was not heard at all.

*

This is another deep sleep, but unlike the forced calm after taking the medicine last time, Jiang Yu had an extremely real dream this time.

It was at a lavish dinner.

Jiang Yu in the dream is still a fourteen-year-old girl, the same age as flowers and bones, but the beauty is incredible, she knows that her appearance is pleasing, but she is ignorant and does not know how beautiful it is, let alone what this rare beauty represents.

Her skin was as white as snow, smooth and as flawless as white jade, shining in the candlelight of the night, and there were many beautiful women at the table, down to the cardamom years of fourteen or fifteen years old, and up to the charm and elegance of thirty or forty years old, but among so many beauties, she was as striking as the moonlight in the dark night, and the small stars around her lost their former brilliance.

She also loves to laugh, to everyone will give people a kind smile, when laughing, the pair of perfectly shaped and elegant eyes are slightly bent, reflecting the bright candlelight, as if the nine heavens of the Milky Way are falling in the middle, people are completely reluctant to look away, but she just looks at people and smiles, completely unaware of what the other party thinks when he looks at her.

is so beautiful and unaware, with an unpretentious innocence and cuteness, how can it not be eye-catching.

She was so ignorant, ignorant and stupid, she could only feel the kindness of others, and those eyes would automatically filter out all the ugliness and see only the friendly side of everyone.

Only the young man sitting next to him was a little uneasy because of the countless sights he could see, both in the open and in the dark.

He furrowed his eyebrows slightly, holding Jiang Yan's hand and subconsciously using his strength.

Jiang Yan was holding a little painfully, she looked at the young man in surprise, she didn't think about hiding at all, and she didn't struggle at all: "Brother Harmless? ”

Cao Wuxuan came back to her senses, hurriedly relaxed her strength, raised her hand and looked at it carefully nervously: "How is it, does it hurt to pinch?" ”

Jiang Yule shook her head: "It doesn't hurt!" ”

Looking at her, no one would not love her, Cao Wuxian couldn't help but rub the girl's soft bun with his other hand.

"Yikes!" Jiang Yu exclaimed: "It's all messed up!" ”

Even so, she was smiling, not at all unhappy.

It's all in one pair — it's not just a pair of eyes — that's it.

The young man who was reclining on the couch at the top looked at a pair of children not far away meaninglessly, then picked up the wine glass and raised it to the middle-aged man sitting under him: "Tingweihou, Jia'er and Jia's wife, it's really worth congratulating." ”

Tingwei Hou Cao Zengshou raised his glass in fear: "His Royal Highness Prince Xie praises, they are just hairy children, and they can't afford your praise." ”

The prince glimpsed with interest the prince of Tingwei Hou Shizi patiently picking fish bones for his little fiancée, and got the other party's smile again.

"I'm so envious......" he said with a smirk.

"W-What?" Tingweihou was a little confused.

"Lone is to say, this little girl's background is not too high, and she actually married your family, which is really the envy of the ladies in the capital."

Tingweihou was still a little uneasy, but he didn't show it, he just explained: "This child's grandfather is the best friend of his father, and this family has been decided before the two children are born. ”

The prince snorted lightly, but he couldn't tell what he meant.

At this moment, there was a sudden noise, and a sharp voice came through the air:

"Ahh Come on! The Seven Princes are crazy! ”